Monday, August 29, 2005

Ash's bubble song.

B is for bubble (sung according to 3 blind mice, more commonly known to singaporeans with deprived childhoods as the WE LOVE GROW advertisement song).

B is for bubble, B is for bubble.
Bubble bubble bubble, bubble bubble bubble.
B is for bubble-nana nana, nana nananana nana,
Tatatatatata tata,
Bubble, bubble, bubble.

Hahahahahahahahahhadfhdafkjshdksjghsa you wouldn't believe how much I laughed at that. Nobody did anything to make him sing that. He just burst out in song while watching tv ALONE downstairs. I was up here using the com, and he sang his crazy parody 5 minutes ago.

I think i'll live on the chicken chop stall's preservative-chocked mashed potatoes (taters!). It tastes like cheese, and we all know that anything that tastes like cheese is gooood.

Cause everyone loves cheese! No?

Aiyahhh I know it's unhealthy. But it's all about moderation. Gobble your food, there you go, you gain weight. I dunno whether that's true lah but i'm a naturally SLOW eater. I eat as fast as a... slow-eating person.

Seriously. I take the same amount of time to eat one pathetic cup of mashed potatoes as a person eating a HEAPED plate of fried rice. Maybe i'm living proof that ITS WORKS!

Besides, I live to eat, not the other way around. If I don't eat slow then I can't enjoy my food. If I eat at the same pace a normal person would, i'll get a stomachache on top of it.

Yay! Missy agreed to run around SAC tomorrow to ask ex 6AL people if they wanna meet up again on wednesday! Yay yay yay.

Yay. I hope miss yeo yin cheng can come if there are plans. =D

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Celine says:
the closer you are. the more you can tell her how you really feel.


-sadistically neurotic- says:
it's like
-sadistically neurotic- says:
we bring it up immediately la
-sadistically neurotic- says:
we don't wait


the / stubborn.pimple. -cougghs. [i hope that 5 years down the road when you hear my name, your heart will give a little smile.] says:
they tell me what i need t hear. even if it isnt good.
the / stubborn.pimple. -cougghs. [i hope that 5 years down the road when you hear my name, your heart will give a little smile.] says:
like how i tell them whatever they need t hear, not necessarily what they want to.


I never said I was the perfect friend. Neither are you. Can't we just accept each other that way?

Saturday, August 27, 2005

HELLO!

I've got so many things stressing me out right now. I HAVE to study today, no doubt about it. But before that I gotta go to the angry dentist cause one of my brackets hasn't stuck properly. I managed to shove it in but I better dislodge it again before I see him if not he'll go all GARR ANGRY again on me.

I wonder where good old friendship has gone. The kind where you love your friends for the people they are, regardless of their flaws. Yet people in secondary school still have that juvenile mindset that all friends come perfect, flawless, and PRETENTIOUS.

I don't know where the concept of having an open, honest friendship has gone. So... what everyone's telling me now is to patronise everyone else? Just so I can make them happy for the sake of making them happy and getting them out of my face?

So they can hear what they want to hear? Rather than hear opinions of others?

If they aren't used to it now, boy are they in for a big surprise. The world isn't gonna cosy up to them later on after the o's. The world isn't gonna tell them what they wanna hear. The world isn't gonna patronise them. If they continue to think that the world would do such ridiculous things then.... they're not gonna survive for long.

If they want me to be pretentious, please them 24/7 and expect me to conform to their whims and fancies then so be it.

Jeezus. Where did all the open-minded, happy fun-loving people go?

Sigh.
Wow. Today was eventful, yet extremely trying.

My head is paainninggg from all the drama. Melodrama. But it's all fine and dandy now, godspeed, prelims!

Grrr. I still can't upload my career seminar pictures. Time to move to a new host! And suck the life out of its bandwith.

Finally went to surin's house again! Haven't gone for 2 weeks. When I arrived he just came out of the shower and the door slammed itself shut. And it was LOCKED.

So his dad came home. And HAMMERED OFF THE KNOB. What in the hell. If I hammered a knob off my door just cause it was locked, my mom AND dad would hammer my head off.

So... tried to sleep. But his air con is still not vurking. Hopefully it'll get fixed... soon.

Surin wore a singlet! OH MAH GAWd. So... funny haha. Then he slicked his hair back and looked like a mafia boss.. in a tank top.

Somehow I knew today was gonna be a bad day. I spilt nestum on my shirt this morning and had no idea till I was halfway to school. And my very first button on my shirt was UNDONE and I had NO IDEA TILL I REACHED SCHOOL. No wonder miss heng looked at me funny.

God....

I dunno if any of you watch weekday afternoon drama serial reruns on channel 5, but I just so happened to catch triple 9 a couple of days ago. The bunch of cops were chasing some bald scary indian guy, and when he knocked out 2 of the 3 of them and was gonna fight the bald cop without guns, he kicked the cop in the midst of a somersault.

I found it oddly familiar, but dismissed it as a coincidence. THEN, the indian guy starts moving around, just like the JAMAICAN DOOD FROM TEKKEN! You know, when the character is not actually fighting, but just mildly hopping or side stepping. The jamaican guy moves from side to side while swaying his arms, and the indian guy was doing the EXACT SAME THING.

I was laughing for a good 5 minutes, I swear. Somehow, the only person whom i'd think would understand what I just said would be.... MAYA MASTURAH! Cause she is faithful to the sony playstation and has good taste in games =D

Not even midnight and i'm tired. Well it's been a shitty day, haven't studied one bit, got a dentist appointment tomorrow. Ahhh fuckit.

Friday, August 26, 2005

WHAAT THE HELLL MAN.

I can only upload 2 photos to my yahoo album? Contradicts the 'upload as many photos as you like!' on the right. Bloody hell.

ARGH. Aiya i'll just upload them tomorrow.

Career seminar was... ok lah. The TJC people seem damn stuck up. But the SP and TPJC people were crazy. The job interview thing was HILARIOUS though.

'It's a handshake, not a body shake' Then mr 'harvey' stars shaking his body uncontrollably. He did so many stupid things. WITH A STRAIGHT FACE. Amazing.

After the whole thing we all took silly pictures. Suhailah looked soo.. wow. I could've just jumped on her.

And I LOOOVE HER SHOES. My god. So nice.

This is the bear surin gave me:





















It's SID! Upon surin's request, I named him SID! He looks like a sid.





















Julep didn't seem too comfortable though.

Remember to look for the new picture album link for the seminar! It should be up by tomorrow night. You MUST go see them, cause they're CRAZY! And i'm not exxagerating.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

SURIN BOUGHT ME BOSSA NOVA!!!

Ahhhh thankyouthankyouthankyou. And a really... freaky teddy bear. Very voodoo doll-ish. But I like it! Very unusual.

And I am so so sorry for what happened today, how rushed things were and bloody crying. Fuck, I HATE crying. I didn't want the crybaby side of me to surface. All thanks to MA and her fucking selective hearing. I tell her my day's plans, sans the first anniversary, and she calls me and YELLS at me cause I didn't tell her what I was doing.

Grrr. The need for me to curse and swear is dangerously on the edge right now. So you know what? Take my considerably good results from the common test and throw it out the window.

I specifically asked her to let me go out cause I did well. And she agreed.

Blah. I'm so so sorryyyyyyyyyy surin. I will definitely make it up to you, I PROMISE!

And thanks for the explanation and.. threats. I'll bear them in mind that's fo' shor.

My hair stayed neat the WHOLE DAY today, except for later on at maya's. See, the perks of rebonding. But I still love my curly hair.

Tomorrow it'll be back to normal, but hopefully less messy. I need to use more hairclips though, cause it's been layered.

I finally watched charlie and the chocolate factory. It's kinda sad that tim burton completely didn't take quentin blake's original illustrations of the story. I expected willy wonka to wear a purple pinstripe suit with those 2 tails and the ends, wily beard and hair, and old looking, in a wise way.

It was funny though. The oompa loompa songs got kinda annoying though. But I thought the kids who won the tickets were brilliant actors with lots of potential.

I finally used my golden village pass! No more pressure to watch a movie. I wanna watch march of the penguins though.

People were looking at me funny on the train today. I was weirdly dressed I guess. Something I would usually NEVER wear. Nobody took a picture, neither did I, I never took my camera out of my bag the WHOLE DAY (sorry!!). I just felt so... not bothered.

But maya's birthday was FUN!! The pizza and lasagne (laxzanne according to yigang), tasted vunderful, and maya tapau-ed some lagane for me! Yay!

Victor's friendster pictures are soo... my god. His ass is not hot. Go and see for yourselves, it's too painful for me to continue decribing.

Tonight the last night I spend so much time on the computer. It's full speed ahead with revision tomorrow onwards.

Sigh.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Blahaha. So karma barma today. Listening to karma collections vol 2.

The hairdresser was so nice today. She temporarily straightened my hair! So nice you know. Maybe I should rebond my hair, cause it won't be as FLAT as those stupid ah lians. My hair actually has VOLUME, from the curls and the frizz. Yey. Pictures galore, but my battery went kaput on me.

I also gotta charge it cause i'm going out TOMORROW! With the one and only boy who takes 6 hour naps.

Yay yay yay. I dunno why i'm so happy.

I HAVEN'T started revision properly. It's in bits and pieces. Fuck, i'm so screwed. OKAY, SUNDAY, SET FOR REVISION. If you don't revise ah aruna, you err.... Okay someone help me with a punishment here.

After the haircut I went to this fashion to look at cheap cheap blouses, cause ma's are too loose and makes me look oh-so-sloppy. I didn't have enough cash so i'll be making another trip there on sunday. Just one blouse lah, I don't have any some more.

I found a spongebob book in popular that's TO DIE FOR. It's a stuffed patrick toy, carrying a backpack, and the backpack itself is the storybook! Every page tells us one of the items in his backpack. It's so CUTE! But they had no price, nor new ones.

SO, I didn't buy it.

School was ok ok lah. It was round 2 of pictionary! And round 3 after school! But after school it was with yasmeen, debs, rau, fathi and andrew. After that me and andrew had a... really long talk. Then the post-oral sec 5 boys came down and bugged andrew, and I LAUGHED LIKE HELL.

They're bloody funny I tell you.

Haha it's so fun to scare surin on the webcam with my TEMPORARILY straight hair.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Junglist or guerilla? What's the difference? Why is aresha both?

Exitmusik confuses me. YET, I must join. If not I will be a DNB looooserrr.

And aresha, I found your old school DNB cds while rummaging around the study. Very very nice. Got pirated Bebel Gilberto also.

Today was fun! Pictionary during MT was noisy, but nothing short of CRAZY. Luqman is a spoiler I tells you, I was so close to slapping him.

And syafiqah needs more self confidence in her drawings. Haha. Tomorrow, ROUND 2! ONZ BO!

I was supposed to have 4 hours of tuition today, but the tutor couldn't tahan so long, so it was just the usual 2 hours. After tomorrow, I'm ALL ALONE! No more brilliant VJC student to fall back on. But I will try my very very best to make her proud and get an A1 for A math, if not an A2.

W.T.A.I.C was on high patrol today. Well, me and yiling at the very least. Rafidah was running here and there with sufong. Spotted the TARGET a good... 2 times? Disappointing, really disappointing. Nemind. We still have around 2 months to improve it.

What's W.T.A.I.C? It's a secret acronym that you'll never EVAR figure out. It comprises of yiling, me, fi, sufong and a very oblivious brian. Hehehehehe. So if you hear me shout 'W.T.A.I.C! On the lookout!' and pretend we're holding binoculars, you can attempt to figure it out then.

The mattress thing next to mrs tan's bio lab has officially been pwned by 4/2. Give us some credit, some of us slammed ourselves into the stack of sit up mats attempting to sit on top just to prove a point. Me included, but I made it up there anyway! And kamikaze ourselves into the high jump mattress (excluding the loss of life) before every science lesson, be it physics, bio, or occasionally chemistry.

2 more days to the day out with the mocha boy. Can't wait! Though I'm hoping to have my hair cut, and my fucking monstrous pimples gone by then.

Speaking of pimples, I have a gargantuan pimple on my cheek and it sticks out like a sore thumb REGARDLESS of all the other pimples. Why? Because all my other pimples are small, but extremely numerous. I think I have mild acne, and that just fucking sucks. Screw puberty.

PE was weird. The whole candies inc thing... Wow. What a turn of events. I have yet to clarify and details, so lets keep it that way. They won't be performing for prom night though, thank god.

Yay! Maya's birthday on saturday! I must have a blast or I'll be miserable all the way up till the end of my o's.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Today was.. interesting. Yet fun. Lord of the Flies is a pretty ok play. Not fantastic, but nice. The indian fella was YELLING AT THE TOP OF HIS VOICE and salwa kept clutching her ears so they wouldn't bleed in pain.

The tallest dood was the guy from SPIN if i'm not wrong. Yes, spin, the really really old show with Keagan Kang and that emo eurasian girl and yadda yadda. It was quite nice in my preteen days, but if I watched it now (I probably can, they keep showing old reruns on weekday afternoons on channel 5), i'd feel annoyed.

After the play we were told about some CAREER SEMINAR next thursday, and was told to come to school in fucking job interview clothes. Everyone was getting so flustered about what to wear, but surprisingly I couldn't give a flying cahoot. I would be a bit hyped up about what to wear, but I just... feel so blah about it. Firstly, I don't wanna come to school in that.

Secondly... Okay I won't say this.

So lets think along the lines of joooobb interrrviewwwww. If someone gave me the opportunity to be a vet through an interview, of course i'd dress to impress. Wait, I said I didn't care.

Chemsitry practical was a complete DRAG today. Fatimah had a fun time dropping water on people's heads from the 4th to the first floor beforehand.

I don't have anymore malay lessons! YAY! I am so so happy. HAPPIER THAN HAPPY, I'm HAPPY FLAPPY.

SO, I will play pictionary with manpreet and brian in the library instead. Yay fun fun fun!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

2 weeks to teacher's day.

4 weeks to prelims.

9 weeks to graduation.

2 and half months to the o's.

3 months to PROM NIGHT WEEE!

Yes, the school has granted us prom night. Heheheh. Okay, it's just a dinner in the school hall, but WHAT THE HEY. I'm kinda thankful really. On the 25th of November.

Aresha, the first thing I wanna do after the o's is go for a DNB event. Can ah?

Today was the usual, boring. But I learnt stuff during chemistry, and I kept to my vurd, I didn't sleep!

Surin's sooper excited about the slipknot concert, which starts in just over an hour if i'm not wrong. Teddymon too, but the showoff got VIP tix. Bah.

After school, fatimah, me, fi and rau went to bedok interchange mackdonaldies. To study? Well we tried, and did three quarters of an A math question on vectors! We rock! The rest of the time was spent clutching our sides in pain from laughing too much. There was a group of temasek sec girls sitting beside us, and the indian of the group was... watching me.

I took the large fries packet, cut the sides and sang while thrusting the packet in rau's face;

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Thisis a birthdaycaaardddd, (opens packet)
Happy birthday to you!

I had to rush a little on the third line before giving it to raudhah. And would you believe it, the indian temasek girl BURST OUT LAUGHING. Like full blown laughter. No idea why. Not even fi laughed at it. FI! The girl who laughs TOO MUCH.

I flung a tissue at fatimah that had a piece of lettuce on it and the lettuce landed on her. Haha WHOOOOPS.

Yep. So today, I shall studyyyyy...... A MATH! I think. I feel like doing logarithms, and SO, I SHALL! RARR!
ARggggh. Today was unproductive as fuck. At the rate i'm going, I can say bye bye to my big vet plans.

I really gotta sit down and FOCUS. I did homework though. I gotta stop being complacent and stop fucking sleeping during chemistry cause it's really taking a toll on my knowledge on fucking alkanes and alkenes.

Okay. Tomorrow. I will resist the temptation to rush home so I can use the computer. I shall sit in the library with fatimah and STUDY CHEMISTRY. Physics is ok ok lah. I was supposed to study bio today, but i'm putting it aside for now. No i'm not being overconfident k now fuckoff.

Today was ok ok lah. AMEER (squeeee!) called me Tap Sum Bong today. And he doesn't even know what it means. What a goon. What a koprak monkey.

I asked him for some BONG and he couldn't answer. Mafia lord my BACKSIDE LAH. =D

At least 7/8 of the class had oral today. The rest of us slacked during English and talked about all things random. Only me, fat and yiling showed up for the SS lecture. The rest bastard-ed us. So I hope they get a big big scolding tomorrow, cause I kept nodding off and almost got scolded for napping during the boring political video.

Moo moo land! Moo moo land! Ohhhh bound for MOO MOO LAND! Damn you aresha. And ash and his poo poo face. Gah.

Monday, August 15, 2005

Today was boring to the core. SO, the only thing that I did today that's worth mentioning is that I stuck photographs on the wall above my bed. And I decided to put up the not so nice TEENS mag poster above the one I bought from HMV.

Yeah. And I did half of the exercise on proving identities. It's still not enough.

I slept at 4am yesterday, woke up at 12 today and couldn't go back to sleep.

I really REALLY REALLY need to start studying. Tomorrow. Or something. I think i'll stay back in school and study tomorrow.

Blah. I think i'm gonna get a really bad breakout tomorrow. Pics of bimla's birthday will be up by today, they're all blurry cause of the useless night flash.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Got back about half an hour ago from the cuzzin's house. I can't believe I came home so late. But cousin's house can lah, friend's house cannot.

Kinda awkward at first, cause her poly friends were there and they were quite anti social.

But they all left just like THAT. The whole bunch of them, albeit a handful. Their excuse? They don't wanna feel like lamposts. What the fuck?

If I were primela, i'd have cried man. At least some stayed behind, they were nice. Saw a couple of girls from my batch from SACPS, it was kinda weird and we didn't recognise each other at all. After awhile, we still didn't recognise each other but smiled and said bye anyway.

Some of her friends were really sweet. Stayed behind and talked, hugged, ate, the works. Heh i'll do something like that one day. Just have a handful of friends over for a party.

She's got a crush on this one guy, shahrul. Haha he's damn funny. Every random person that walks by he'll say hello. And he ate ALL the peanuts.

Not a mat though, seriously. He's this weird senget syafiq hussein type of guy, minus the dancing, singing, and racist jokes. Primela's hopelessly in love with the guy. I think there's potential between them. Hurhurhur.

Yep. Clad in pink today, and used my nice slippers! I think i'll use them next week too, with my new non-goth getup, cause I bought a bright green top to go with the lacy skirt I bought from the thai fair. Then i'll probably wear my new slippers! Yay! So bright and happy.

I like to look forward to what I wear. It's just me lah, I like to dress up nice nice.

Haha wow i'm talking to Jason again! Not the BV jason, my warcraft buddy jason! It's been donkey years. How cool.

Blah. It's 4am. Jeez I wonder what time i'll wake up tomorrow.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

I keep thinking fareez's girlfriend's name is tahniah. My god. What's wrong with me. I have nothing against her, she's a nice, pretty girl.

But I just can't get her name right!!

On to random things in my room.















X&Y rocks ya'll.















I love my CD player more than any MP3 player available.















Housekeys Bob and Julep my monkey.
















I'm gonna name him.... Gleeba. Because I watched FRIENDS yesterday =D
















My phone and the nicest cushion EVAR.

Yeah thats about it. I put up my coldplay poster already. IT TORE A BIT AHHHH. I'm so sad.

I AM SO LE BORED. Talking to raksha just now was fun. Now that she, yiling and fatimah have come and gone off msn, I've just been vegetating on the computer. I'm surprised my mom hasn't barked at me to get off and study.

Oh yeah, I was supposed to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today, but surin's eyes are all swollen and he sounds so sad. He sounded terrible on the phone yesterday. We've postponed the movie to next week so we can watch it on our anniversay outing (yay!) but i'm hoping he'll get better soon, movie or not.

Bimla- I mean primela's birthday partay is in a couple of hours time. I'm finally gonna use my brand new fuschia slippers! Haha sounds tacky but it looks quite nice actually.

If I feel left out maybe i'll go down to tampines and watch wedding crashers or something, by myself. I've never watched a movie myself.

I'll have to take enough pictures first though, I offered to be her photographer.

Yeah. Must shave legs all. I'm gonna wear a skirt even though it's still that time of the month. Cause it's been very.. well behaved. And much less. =D




Friday, August 12, 2005

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIPASSEDMALAYWITHAC6BUTICOULDN'TBEHAPPIER.

Don't ask me whether i'm gonna retake.The answer's NO.

Why the hell should I? I couldn't give a flying shit. But a lot of the 4/2 people were gonna use their MT grade in their L1R5 or R4. Some got 3's and were crying. Yiling, fi, nurul, don't stress k!

Congrats to those who did as well as they wanted to do!

Anyhews, today was a fucking screwed up day. I had a mix of gastric, period cramps, bloatedness and ANXIETY. Emphasis on anxiety. When the bell rung for SS, we just RAN down not giving a shit. I SCREAMED when I saw the 6.

Heh. Okay I didn't keep to my word, about jumping on a canteen table and telling everyone I passed malay, but I screamed loudly enough.

Pa sent an email TO THE WHOLE WORLD telling everyone I passed malay, even by the skin of my teeth. I guess he's proud of me, cause he always told me in the car when he used to send me to school that he just wants me to PASS malay and he'd be happy.

Happy happy. Got a 73/100 for english CT2, and 2nd in class overall. =D

But no, I can't celebrate. Got lots and lots and lots of work to do, but just not... today lah. Sunday. Tomorrow i'm watching charlie and the chocolate factory with SURIN YAY and then going to Primela's big 18th birthday bbq! Yay. Expect loads of pictures, unless I pull a forgot-to-put-my-camera-in-my-bag on myself again.

National Day pics up! No NDP pics, they're the school celebrations ones. Gosh, the list of pictures is CRAZY. I have a total of... 23 albums. Nuts.

It's just gonna keep growing, baby! I'm so proud of my little collection.

English O Level oral today. It was bad bad bad. However, I think I had a total of 4 prompts throughout the picture and conversation. One really bad bad thing I did though, was use an example from the 2004 english paper 2. The one on technology.

Okay the question was this: Nowadays people take more and more things for granted. How do you feel about this?

I agreed, and launched into the example from the TYS where people tap their mouses (?) impatiently when waiting for a website to load, and not having considered completely NOT having internet access at that point of time.

I am so dead.

I kinda bombed the first question too. It was: Is there something you should've told somebody and regret it now that you didn't? (rephrased)

I WAS STUMPED. I wasn't exactly in the most calm state of minds, and my mind was racing crazily TRYING to find something to talk about, or even lie at the very least.

Then I talked about a wounded bat. Original, yes. Stupid, yes.

I said that I was on my way to a friend's house when I saw a flock of crows attack a baby bat, of which I didn't do anything about, and I didn't call anyone to help take care of bat. And I couldn't help but think about the fact that the bat probably didn't survive the crow attack.

Relevant? I have no idea. I had no idea of what to talk about, so the first thing that came to my mind was what I had told fatimah about an hour ago when we went to buy bubble tea.

Blargh.

YAY! I'm finally going out with surin again. I dunno why i'm so happy! Yay!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Oh yah oh yah.

I didn't bring my camera for NDP. I charged the battery all, and I DIDN'T put it into my bag.

sorry.

I feel like shit lah really. But don't worry, you'd be better off just watching it at home.

I just HAVE to buy demon days really really soon. I WOULD buy it this week, but.... I just can't.

And raksha bought the latest monkey island. DAMN YOU, WOMAN.

But we're having a monkey island marathon after the o's! Ahaha. Nuts.

Monkey Island is the KING of pc games.

If you haven't played monkey island, then you're really really really missing out.

Blah, there's school tomorrow. And I THINK the o'level results are gonna be out tomorrow. Shit shit. I am so dead. If I pass... ok I repeated myself a thousand times.

Okay. 10pm there's missing, and 11.30pm's nip tuck. Should I study? Should I at least try?

I never was able to study during my periods. And even now i've got no mood. Blah.

Primela's birthday partay's this weekend. Yay! Hope I won't feel left out.

I forgot, we brought the maid along with us for NDP, and she ENJOYED IT! I'm so glad, I like her much much more than the previous maid I brought for NDP.

The one that stood by as ash left my head cracked in two and bleeding profusely on the floor.

NDP was SHIT!!

Wah lao, the blue sector fucking suay man. As tired as I already am, I'll still update cause i'm so INFURIATED.

It was bad right from the start. My dad's such a crabby man. We kept arguing about the most stupid things and now that the parade was at the padang we had to walk quite a bit from where we parked.

The ticket said seated by 5pm. At 5.20pm, we were at Ya Kun at fucking FUNAN. What the hell man. Maybe it's just me, but I HAVE to be punctual. If i'm not, I get fidgety and irritable. Having my period DOES NOT HELP.

Argued about directions, and as usual, the parents never listen, so we went from dead end to dead end due to so many roads being cordoned off.

By the time we were seated and reasonably comfortable, it was quarter past 6. Jeez.

Our row was levelled with the row in front of us, so we had a good view of oily hair. Gurmit and the other idiot hosts were finishing up the pre parade segments and kept telling us to LOOK AT THE LCD SCREEN YARR!!

Where was the LCD screen? Right behind the fucking blue sector. So we had to crane our necks to see a BLANK screen cause of the stupid angle we were viewing it from.

Next up, the marching yadda yadda and fly past. The helicopter bearing the giant singapore flag flew behind the blue sector AGAIN, and cause of the giant LCD screen and the annoying number of lights, we couldn't see anything till it turned near the swissotel.

2 girl guides fainted. So poor thing.

PAP's 'senjata' is their stupid flag haha. Pa's second son aka william hung lookalike that got 7 points for his o's and went to SP was one of the white goons with the oversized flag.

Some annoying chinese lady was sitting in front of us and had used a seat for her bags and stuff. Ma leaned forward to get a better look at things and the lady kept turning back and checking her stuff!! What the hell man, like we really look like the kind who'd steal shit from your ugly handbag. Moron.

After that they started distributing poppers. No instructions were given, they just handed it generously out like food rations to starving somalians. So we started popping them nonstop like nobody's business. And they just kept handing more to us!

Since we were sitting almost at the top, we popped the things and laughed when the streamers flew to someone further down. Everybody was getting into it and just popping it to see who it'd land on. And all this was during the performances. We were so preoccupied that we didn't bother to watch the dramatic sang nila utama re-enactment.

Turns out, we were supposed to pop them before the fireworks segment. So we just heck care-d the whole thing and screamed along.

The worst part was the FIREWORKS. Yeah yeah, they're supposed to be all ooh and ahh and whathaveyou.

We were BLOCKED by trees and the LCD screen and the lights and people's umbrellas. Why were we carrying umbrellas? Cause of the rain of burning ashes that fell after the firecrackers.

After which, we were NOT allowed to keep the umbrellas. Fucked up.

Gah. So annoying. But whatever, it's over, regardless of the waste of a whole day.

Has anyone ever heard of habbo? It's a bloody weird game.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

AIYAH I GOT MY PERIOD TODAY LAH FUCKKKK.

So suay my goddd... I won't be enjoying NDP to the fullest, but i'll try my very very best.

We're leaving soon. Gonna park the car somewhere around clarke quay then walk to the padang. I have to deprive myself of water cause periods and the urge to pee don't bode well with each other.

On a lighter note, america's next top model yesterday was FUNNY. I think they're kinda unfair to brittany or britney or something. She's really gorgeous but she unintentionally looks like a pornstar during her photoshoots.

And I just LOVE her hair. It's straight and curly in all the right places. But i'm still contemplating cutting my hair real short.

Blah. No mood already.

tired tired tired.

So very tired. But i'll try to squeeze everything in before my head slams onto the keyboard from fatigue.

National day was so much FUN! Apparently we were supposed to send 2 representatives from each class but stupid miss tan didn't give us the message, so we had no class reps. Then fatimah just went out and dragged me along with her.

I didn't even know the steps! NOTHING! So I was frantically learning all the hand movements outside the PE room. Fat did a great job getting the enthusiasm going.

At least half of the sec 4s and 5s bothered to wave and sing. The rest of the morons at the back didn't do anything, but it wasn't as bad as the sec 3s. Heheheh.

Then the sec 3s did their thing. It was waaay overdone, the warmups got so annoying after awhile, not to mention unoriginal. Dolly and haziq are TRAITORS! Haha no lah.

So there was the usual mayrissa blahblah thing. What I don't understand is this, she wears the shortest skirt, but has the fattest legs. Bad combination. I know i'm not so hot, but jeez at least I don't pretend I am.

We jeered AND cheered ok. We're not that bad.

The captain's ball thing was... adrenalin pumping. Seriously. Fullerton won Horsburgh first round, but got beaten by Raffles in the second. So we clinched 2nd place. I was running after Fatimah like crazy trying to make sure she didn't get the ball.

We got lollipops and books later before dismissal, before singing the final birthday song for singapore. Yay!

After that, the bahluls went to TM to TRY and watch charlie and the chocolate factory. But the lines were so fucking long we just decided not to bother. There was this dead atmosphere when we ate lunch. It picked up later on, in the mrt when me and yin cheng reminisced about primary school for what must have been the millionth time. But it never gets boring!

Ended up going to the expo for the gazillion fairs and sales. The thai fair is SO NICE!!!! The clothes are a bit tacky, but you gotta dig around a bit for the nicer things. I bought this black goth-y looking skirt (a first for me), a wrap around top and beige pants. The pants were only $5!!!

I bought buddha looking bracelets and a cheapo tshirt too. The total for those 3 items was $5. Crazy bargains they have there. Ironic thing is, the place was practically EMPTY. It doesn't look so nice from the outside, but it's the inside that counts.

Ate at some nearby indian restaurant. The waiter is sooo.... oh my god north indian hotness. But he's at least a head shorter than me.... whatever. He hogged the toilet for donkey years so he's a moron.

Went to the john little sale after that. I bought a triumph bra! Wearing it is like wearing... feathers. It's so LOOOVEELYYY. 19 smackers only. Bought this super cute comic bra for 10, bought facial masks and a facial scrub, I really need it I tells you.

I have to be more disciplined when it comes to taking care of my face.

After that (yes, there's more), Pa dropped me off at Far east, when I was intending to go to the Heeren to buy primela's b'day present. So walked and walked and walked and my sneakers gave me blisters AGAIN only to find that the place DIDN'T have what I was looking for. I felt like shit so I went to HMV and bought meself a giant coldplay poster to replace the silly small free teen magazine one.

=D

I decided to try suntec instead, so I took a train all the way there, walked all the way through city link to suntec city mall, continued through all the way to *blank* to find primela her *blank*. STILL NO HAVE. I wanted to kill myself but, sigh, sorry to disappoint you.

SO, I had to walk allllll the way back. Finally reached home ground at 9pm. I collapsed on the sofa till 10 and showered and tried on my new clothes and underwear yay yay.

Happy happy happy.

I just love new things. New underwear especially. There's just no such thing as too much underwear.

And I think my period is coming. Please not tonight, and GOD PLEASE NOT TOMORROW. Wednesday, full force cramps all can. But please don't let me have my period tomorrow. NDP all will be so wasted. 40th some more. Ekstra speshial.

I've been playing gunbound again recently, ever since I got their email asking me to fill out some survey for gunbound world championship. Quite nice it looks now, and my rank hasn't budged. Anybody wanna play with me? I need practice cause I really SUCK now.

Yep. Gonna play gunbound now and unintentionally hurt my own teammates! That's how much I suck!

For now.

Nighty!

Saturday, August 06, 2005

I am one happy flappy girl.

I have a shit breakout on my face lah, but my happiness overcomes that.

I don't know why people can be so emo. Life is just too fun.

I was talking to a friend about this just now.

Cikgu Shitfie likes to have bahas during our malay lessons. I try my best to contribute, but i'm not one of the speakers. So there are times when the speakers say the word, 'misalnya', and immediately I think of the word MISAI and giggle.

Misai is such a weird word. Misai misai misai! Yargh!

NDP is just 3 days away! 3 days! I got red bands on my braces! Yay!

NE Survey:
Will you die for your country?
STRONGLY DISAGREE.

So why am I being patriotic? Okay i'm not, maybe i'm just being sporting.

Fatimah called me earlier just to tell me some lame jokes she got from the back side of a chocolate wrapper.

What did the police officer say to his stomach?
You're under a vest!

Geddit? Arrest, a vest? Ok next one.

What happened to the shark that swallowed a bunch of keys?
He got lockjaw!

Lastly;

What happened to the frog that broke down?
It got toad away.

Toad, towed? Geddit?

And all this happened on my way home on bus number 10 with primela. I planned to study with her at siglap mac, and in the end we just walked around siglap, bought a donut from werner's oven and left.

This is documented PROOF that I cannot study outside the four walls of my room. Night study my ASS.

Tomorrow i'm going to Bebe. Yiling? YILING WHERE ARE YOU. TOMORROW BEBE SHOPPING OK OK? 20% OFF!

Ok a lizard just body slammed itself onto the floor. Very amusing. Heard the splat sound and everything.

Ma bought this funny egg from school. It's something like the fake boob aresha gave gary, but funnier.

When you throw it on the floor, yolk comes out! Then it goes back to its original shape, unbroken. It's fucking funny to play with. I'd take a picture, but it goes back to its original shape to quickly to take a pic.

Gwen stefani's going on tour! With the black eyed peas! In october! If they stop here, i'll definitely go. Not that i'm a huge fan or anything, I just think it'll be worth going.

Hrm. Eva mendes is soo... ooh la la. Brings out the inactive bi in me. I think if I were a fully fledged bi, I'd be living life to the fullest. How yiling, darling? Sound good to you? =D

I feel to hyper right now, and AMEER (squeeeeee!) gets the brunt of it. Hurhurhurhur.

My god I feel so deprived of YILING RIGHT NOW. Yiling my god will you come online already!!

Ok good she's online. Talking to her is like.... peeing. Haha. You know the feeling, when you have so much to say to a person that it builds up, and when you finally tell the person you feel so relieved.

Aiyah fucking msn. Keeps error-ing on me. DIE MSN, DIE.

Audioslave never gets boring.

Went to nani's house just now to pick up some chapatis and dhal for ma. She lectured me on how I should stay away from boys since it's my o level year and stuff.

Translated from malay:
"If a boy ever says hello, just ignore them."
"Only get a boyfriend after your degree."

Instead of saying maid, she says POMPUAN. Really. She doesn't say orang gaji or pembantu. She calls them pompuans.

It was fun, and I bought subway on the way home. Another stamp to my collection!

I just realised that subway ROCKS. Ok not just. Maybe more than before.

I'm getting red bands tomorrow! Gonna be all patriotic for national day. Can't wait! The celebrations, I presume, are gonna be loads of fun. Well it's always fun with the bahluls.

Are people assuming we're a clique? I guess so lah. The word CLIQUE itself is overused. We aren't a clique, anybody that joins us is a bahlul. We call people we hate bahluls. So it all works out just fine.

Bapok haikel called me and fatimah hypocrites yesterday as we were going to mr fathul's class. Does he even know what hypocrites are? I'm doubtful. I should've told him that. Stupid bapok.

Candies Inc. can kiss my candy ass.

That's become my favourite line since yesterday.

New pictures up! Racial harmony and some random beach trip with surin.

Some people LOVE the unfinished class page I did. Miss ong said it was messy, but original. Hui yi's doing a brand new one, so no hard feelings ok elsinta? Apparently she and justina fought about jie yu drawing our class page. I can't blame her lah, i'd feel the same way.

I wish I had more time to do the class page. I think it'd be fucking funny, fatimah as a giant head monster, xin hui as a superhero trying to save the day, brian pointing at fatimah shouting propaganda, john half naked and squashed, sufong as the eternally laughing sun and rafidah sneezing and blowing people away.

Sigh.

Worst come to worst we'll just draw a giant love web. With miss tan in the middle.

Oh oh oh i'm in the stupid inter house captain's ball thingo! See lah aiyoh, all the playing has forced me to join, all the PE sessions, the SVC tourney, but i'm not that good at all!

My catching SUCKS cause I don't jump for the ball. Really. I get so scared man. And I don't wanna be the reason why fullerton loses!!!

I'm glad they're moderating the number of netball/basketball players on each team. Cause fullerton has only 2 netball players, and they're charissa and yi chiao. While others have fatimah, nurul, fi and su.

Blargh.

ARGH. Another ear stud broke. I've been having bad luck with studs since I lost my previous ones.

Ash is laughing for no reason again. Pa's getting all frustrated with him cause his laughter isn't exactly soft. And if things don't go his way, he'll work up and get violent. I think all he needs is a good tight slap, the idiot. I tell you, if he ruins national day, i'll personally kill him.

I feel like watching a movie. But since aresha took all the dvds, i'm just gonna have to rely on HBO and the rest of the cable channels.

Ho hum.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

HALO!

Hurhur. I have been put in charge of saving our class's yearbook page. Either that, or we use jie yu's one, which is nice, but looks like 4E4's, and that's not good.

Hurhur.

We learnt the new national day dance. The dance song's beat is good for dancing, but in the actual song has no beat. So it's kinda confusing. It was fun to learn though!

Blah. Heard from yiling who heard from yining that ameer's ecstatic over the 4/2 girls obsessing over him. I never knew that many people read my blog. Flattering.

In 4 days time, i'll be sitting in the national stadium, with a fully charged camera and a hyperactive family. It's kinda exciting, I haven't gone for NDP for 2 years! Ok not long, but still!

Uh oh. Nanaji is in the hospital. Chest pains. Gonna visit him later then.

Ok the class page is going pretty shitty. My inability to pen the visions in my head is annoying me. I wanna stab the paper with my pencil, but that'll ruin fatimah's giant head. Gargh.

Have I ever mentioned that Final Fantasy theme songs are soo... heart wrenching. Really tugs-, YANKS at your heartstrings. So do the storylines. Now I feel like playing FF IX. Not good, not good.

I'll have plenty of time to play after the o's! Letsee my lineup.

Finish Kingdom Hearts (yes I haven't finished now SHATAP!)
Start on grand theft auto: sans andreas, lego star wars revenge of the sith, batman begins
Maybe throw away the sims: urbz
Play bust a groove till I drop (eh my tv plasma now ok)
Play crash team racing
Finish final fantasy X (i'm trying to get the celestial weapons now SHATAP!)
Maybe play FF IX
PLAY HARVEST MOON!

Yeh, that's the least of it.

Ok you know what, I give up on the class page. It looks like shit. And ma just wrecked my mood. FUCK YOU CLASS PAGE! FUCK YOU MA!

COLDPLAY ROCKS!

YEAH THEY DO! WOOHOO.

Fix you vid's out. But the coldplayer is screwing up. Blah.

Well nip/tuck starts in about 10 mins, so i'm not gonna update much.

BAI.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Busy, busy, busy.

I got 53/60 for A math! Hallelujah!

The rest.. well.. don't ask.

Just, BAD. Except chem, got 21/30, which is disappointing nonetheless. I hope I do well for physics!

Nurul was going WAKKA WAKKA throughout e math. Me and yiling we exchanging amused expressions. I realised that I seriously have to buck up.

I hope I do well for english too. I actually put in effort for the summary! I took down points and did a draft; usually I just hantam the thing straightaway.

Heard andrew got first for english in his class. Hurh.

Miss Ong said my geography is of A1 standard, but I never study. Argh. I went with fatimah to bras basah to fish around for cheap cheap TYSes.

I bought this really good geog TYS and ss study guide. Chock full of notes. Good timing too, we're having an SS test on thursday.

God I need a good nap.