acupuncture is one helluva a weird practice.

I gotta take ash to toa payoh in about an hour for his acupuncture appointment. I think it's weird sticking needles into people. Ma says it hurts. I thought it was painless! *shudders*

Maliam is back from her dairy farm camp. Apparently she had lots of fun. It's kinda sad that the sec 3s couldn't go to St. John's. I tells you, that was the most AWESOME of AWESOME campsites EVAR.

It's also kinda sad that I never really blogged about it much. I mean, apart from the gazillion ghost stories and the flying cockroach ambush, I think the highlight of it was the beach games. Ok I won't bore you by going into reminiscing mode, but St. John's beats any camp hands DOWN. So you sec 3s better be mourning over the fact that you didn't get to go. Alright i'm kidding.

But still.

The gallery's all messy now. I forgot that the resolutions of the frames were WAAAY smaller than my actual full screen page. I can be such a goon sometimes. I'll fix it soon.

School's killing me. I slept in class yesterday, I slept in class today. For 10 and 20 minutes consecutively. Today was in Miss Khoo's class and amazingly I didn't get caught. Somehow I never get caught for sleeping in miss khoo's class.

ARGH MALAY ORAL IS ON THURSDAY!!! WHAT THE FLYING FUCK IS GOING ON??? THEY DON'T FUCKING TELL US TILL TWO FUCKING DAYS BEFORE THE FUCKING O LEVEL ORAL?

WHAT THE FUCK!

I can get so vulgar sometimes. Everyone else in class was freaking out when we got our entry codes. It was so scary seeing so many papers. Bio bio bio, science science science science, humans humans, e math e math a math a math blahblahblah and so on. They weren't very specific.

But for fuck's sake. 2 days before our O level oral. And I'm aiming for a miserable C6 mind you. If I don't make the cut, i'll SCREAM and demand for malay B of course.

But I'LL SCREAM FIRST.

On the other hand, if I DO pass, I will also scream. In joy of course. I promised marr that if I pass i'll jump up on the canteen table and scream I PASSED MALAY and maybe do a little happy jig.

Maybe. No wait, probably. If I feel sane that day i'll probably just scream and run around. Sigh.

What are the odds huh? Not of me being sane lah, I mean passing malay. I'm forever failing. Tomorrow I shall speak malay the WHOLE DAY.

Blah. Fatimah came over just now to watch derek zoolander, and just like anyone would, she LOVED IT. Especially the part when ben stiller speaks malay.

Oh, did you know that Owen Wilson was interested in Fann Wong during the production of Shanghai Noon? AND, she rejected him? And married some ugly singaporean celebrity? I don't know whether he's ugly, but most of them are so. Yeah.

Sad.

Gallery update!

Yes I made some changes. Go and check them out. I added some of my crappy drawings and crappy photography. The captain's ball thing is up too. As i'm blogging this, the site is currently down but will be up and running by tomorrow (monday).

I realised that I always buy too much underwear at sales.

I bought a vintage looking b.u.m bag from the metro sale. Also bought a duffel bag for future camps (on impulse *cough*), a hush puppies spaghetti strap top, hush puppies underwear, 2 for $3 underwear and 2 felancy bras.

I'm quite pleased with myself. I actually intended on buying more. Hmm. School's tomorrow but i'm treating it as if it's half-day. Wish me luck for not doing my homework, I seriously need it.

2nd place! Woo!!

Yes. The captain's ball thingo went pretty well. We got 2nd. 2nd prize was a complimentary movie pass, skippy peanut butter, skippy frisbee, a bear, a badge thing, a keychain thing, a water bottle, and some nice smelling body shop things.

Thanks to all who came to support us! Oh wait.. NOBODY came to support us. Pathetic or what. Okay well it's our fault partially, we didn't tell anyone to come down. Well we did, but nobody really felt like it I guess. We still got 2nd place!

There were 9 teams, 6 from SCGS (ugh) , 1 from tanglin, 1 from cedar and us. First match was us against a sec 3 netball team from SCGS. We won by 2 points, which was the least score difference amongst the first leg of matches so we had to play against the 9th team, also from SCGS, to qualify for the semi-finals. Tanglin, cedar and us each kicked out 1 scgs team, and the 5th SCGS team kicked out the last scgs team.

So the semis were us against Cedar, and SCGS vs tanglin. We beat cedar, and SCGS beat tanglin by a whopping 12 points. Which was quite sad cause tanglin consisted of basketballers and netballers. We only had 2 netballers, su and fi. And I only fumbled the ball twice! So not so bad lah.

SCGS beat us by a measly 5 points, and they had the other 5 teams of scgs inclusive of the bastard SVC volunteers cheering them on, screaming non-stop for them. It was so sad. Tanglin was nice enough to clap for us though.

For 1st prize, SCGS got 1 extra movie pass and sony alarm clocks. Haha. Kinda pathetic, apart from the extra movie ticket though. Sigh.

So yeah. It was quite enjoyable, although Hadi lost his WHOLE BAG, which had his $600 phone, $300 watch, wallet and spare clothes inside. We felt sad for him, so we treated him to lunch at long john's.

I tried sucking helium but my voice didn't go very high. Brian also didn't let inhale more than twice cause he said i'd feel light headed and won't be able to play properly.

So yah. Pictures should be up soon. I'll update when school reopens. Speaking of which, there's gonna be a geog test that I can't be arsed to study for. Besides, development is quite an easy chapter for me. And I did english! And have 3 more questions left for tuition hw, and they're maximum and minimum problems which is also quite easy.

I still don't wanna go back to school. Tomorrow will be the beginning of a semester from hell.

times are tough. sigh.

Everyday, I feel as if the o's are cracking blows on my head. And with each blow, it screams "CAN YOU FUCKING START ALREADY?" and things like "DON'T SCREW THIS UP FOR YOURSELF" and the list goes on. It makes me feel worse about myself overall, and albeit all the mental torture, I still can't bring myself to study.

WHAT THE FACK IS WRONG WITH ME?

I have marks to maintain, yet i'm slacking off like there's no tomorrow. A few months back, the ex gave me some advice. Start in september, you can't go wrong. Follow the way you've been studying all this while, don't change it last minute and ladeeda. Coming from a guy who got 10 points, I can only feel inclined to agree.

I have absolutely no confidence in my prelims whatsoever, then again, the whole first 3 months hoo ha is really getting to me. People still do well regardless of whether they've gone for it or not, but can I really afford not to? I don't understand why teachers were so lazy in giving us even REASONABLY TOUGH mid year papers. Okay so I did real shitty for english, a math and humanities, but that's beside the point.

We don't know where we stand. Among the throngs of other o'level students, we still have no idea. And the teachers just aren't helping. Mr Zaldy was all, 'oh we're gonna set the prelim papers to kill you' to implement some form of anti-confidence regime in bedok view so that we'd force ourselves to try harder.

Why does everyone wanna go to poly? Why are they so deluded by the fact that they MAY make it to uni? So they'd take their prelims for granted and just not bother. Then what about those who wanna go to a JC? They still don't know if they're doing well or not, cause the rest just weren't trying.

Aahhh. Ben did say that we shouldn't worry about the future so much, just go with the flow. I wish it was so easy to forget how easy it is to screw up everything for yourself if you don't consider the results of your actions.

Oh vhatever. I need to finish my a math homework pronto.

Before that, I mustmustmust tell everybody how fun yesterday was. I only started getting ready at 5.20, when maliam told me she was still in her tshirt and shorts and yg had told me he was already dressed and was doing his hair. I skimped on eyeshadow and basically everything else. I decided to curl my hair in the end at the hairdresser's beforehand since I was there to cut my hair. She cut it so short man! So so so much shorter than it was before. But i'm not complaining. She didn't layer it or cut my fringe though. She said it's cause it'd look weird with curls, so I complied.

I loved the curls! Well at least before they became and jumbled up mess. I tried to brush the top to neaten it, and I accidentally brushed out one of the curls! I was getting all panicky trying to curl it back with my finger but it just didn't work. So I.. uncurled the other side a bit and it didn't look so bad. I was wearing the chanel lookalike belt and used ma's guess handbag. I took off the belt in the car cause yg said it might be too much. I also took off the hat in the end. So it was just a tube, jeans, and those velvet flats I borrowed from ma. Plain and simple, and I'm kinda glad I took them off in the end.

The turnout for the concert was disappointing. Even most of the teachers had this heck-care attitude. If you didn't go for speech day, the concert wouldn't have been so boring. But if you did, then you'd see a repitition of performances by malay dance and modern dance. That was also disappointing.

And angklung, where do I start. When did angklung become a percussion band. Not to mention how the guys were kinda OFF sometimes. I LOVE percussion man, don't mutilate it like that. Your focus is angklung, explains the name of the cca in the first place. Surin was annoyed that they were using band instruments. Haha petty boy.

I think it's the result of going for that percussion thing on saturday. Made me more AWARE. Don't get me wrong, i've always loved percussion.

During the interval, I took shitloads of pictures with EVERYONE. Well, almost. Ching Yu was there!! I ambushed him with a gigantic hug. He said I looked healthier back in sec 2. Bledy hell. I did not become skinnier ok.

So yeah, took a picture with him and the rest of the world then went to the toilet with fatimah, who looked AMAZING yesterday. Better remember what she looked like, cause you'll never see fatimah dress up like that again anytime soon. Fi looked gorgeous too, though just a TAD overdressed. At least she wasn't wearing silver jewelry or anything cause that'll just be over the top. She borrowed my shawl for the rest of the night cause she was freezing her buns off. Also to cover what she wore. I didn't need it at all even though I was in a tube, I dunno, must've been cause I was hyper to whole night.

Su and nurul looked vivacious in the blazers! Nurul put on a little too much pink blusher, but she took off a bit later.

The multiracials were dressed to impress. Maya looked like a mafia boss with her hair down. Maya Gotti.

Surin was sporting gryffindor colours, like marr said on her blog. Seriously. But he looked so cute.

So yah. After that we went to miss u cafe while the bahluls went to bedok corner. I chose to go to miss u cafe instead cause it was nearer to my house =D hurhurhur. It was a pretty sentimental goodbye to steph. I kinda understand, just that when I was in her position, I was in sec 3.

The amount of pictures we took was CRAZY. And I saw a completely different side of ben. A really... gay side. Yigang was feeling a little down so I uh... counselled him to the best of my ability. Ben also had some really invaluable advice (though originally from his sisters) for him.

Catwalked out to upper changi road to see them off and had another sentimental goodbye full of hugs and a ten month anniversary peck on the cheek from surin. Heeheehee.

So yep. Nurul said I look better with braces (?). I don't understand. Fatimah said it makes my face look crowded though. I still can't chew... boohoo. SUCK IT UP ARUNA, YOU FECKIN' ASKED FOR IT.



My head looks big. Come on, let me be vain once in a while. This is I think the nicest i've looked all this year. You can't really see the tube I wore. It's all lacy and doesn't stop midrift. Something tells me i'll be wearing it pretty often.

You can't really see the curls either. And my smile is extra fucked up cause my braces make it so uncomfortable. Dr siva said I should feel as if it's part of me in a week. It had better.

3 days to school. Today's almost over. Sigh. I wanna go to university. You get 3 months break. Bah.

Blah.

I did A Math for about 2 consecutive hours today. Still, I have over 30 over questions left to do. I underestimated the number of questions I had for homework.

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHETHER YOU CAN HEAR THE SONG. I can, but can you?

Yeah so. Woken up by ash's screaming again today. Such a pain in the ass sometimes. Okay well, after 16 years you'd figure i'm used to it, but he's been doing it for 4 consecutive mornings and with me sleeping at 3am every night, i've just been losing sleep. The feeling sucks really. And this aching neck isn't making it any better. After 5 salonpas plasters and 3 yoko yoko applications, it's still as achy as it was before. Bloody motherfucking hell.

My period is almost over though. I wish it'll just STOP once and for all, instead of dragging on and on, wasting pads.

Yesterday was fashja's day, and we went out to the dog farm. My dad used to bring us there practically every sunday of every other week when we were little. They used to let us play and pet the dogs, now the dogs are put in glass boxes for display. How inhumane. The puppies were extraordinarily ADORABLE my gosh I was going crazy taking pictures. There was only one cat as seen here;



Tell me, how freaking cute is that. It was pawing my camera and camera strap. Yes the big grey thing with a little tinge of pink is its paw.

So after looking here and there, we left. Pa suggested we go see the simei monstrosity of a house that was featured in the papers. I took the opportunity to snap an arty farty shot.



People tell me I have potential. I hate resizing.

Hmm SNL yesterday was so funny! Ben Affleck isn't that good looking lah. And Elton John is HILARIOUS. I mean the fake one. After that I watched Whose Line is it Anyway. The jerry springer show looks scary man. I mean, I've heard about it, but jeezus h. christ nobody told me about underwear-clad buttertrolls running around. It was downright scary.

No wonder they don't show it on CNBC. They've got SNL, Jay Leno and some others but not jerry springer methinks.

Ma told me yesterday I have a facial today. What a surprise. She didn't tell me anything about a facial today. She said I can just walk in cause she already told them I was coming. Just in time for grad night hurhurhur. I really wasn't intending on going for anymore facials, but never mind lah.

Ma's going to batam on wednesday HARHARHARHAR YAY WHAT GOOD TIMING. Grad night is so gonna rock. And I hope we don't go to simpang. Not only will it be weird that we're so overdressed for prata and we obviously didn't go clubbing since we're there so early, the place would be pretty packed with post-concert goers. Miss (u) Cafe, anyone? Heeheehoho.

Pa wants to go for the sunday market. If he goes, Ash will be going. BV people are already so ignorant, what more if Ash acts up there? People at malls are already stopping to stare at him as he acts up and lies on the floor like it's their in-shopping entertainment. Then there'll be ONE guy (it's ALWAYS a guy) that would come and help talk to him, or get him up on his feet. It's sad how singaporeans are so self-centred and are selective in which department they'll close themselves up and refuse to expose themselves to something new. Like those millipedes you see a lot in Genting. You poke them with a stick and they curl up into a ball.

That millipede is YOU.

Defending yourself against something you should know about to help your selective conservative-ness understand what the heck it is in the first place. Autism is the stick.

I can just imagine, people gathering around in a circle, to see what's the big hoo ha, so they can get a piece of the action. One day if Ash really decides to go whack someone up, I just hope that person is smart enough to understand.

Arrgh. Just thinking about it pisses me off, when I'm on the verge of tears and Ash starts getting stubborn. And the stares from passers-by, just makes it worse.

This is irritating to talk about. I'm pissing myself off further thinking about all the irritating people that exist in this world, like those unhelpful twats that stop and stare.

So I shall stop.

Hopefully my mom comes home soon from JB and I can go for that facial. I need to relax. Tomorrow i'm getting the bottom row of braces, and there's the captain's ball briefing in town.

Did you know that if you listen to drum and bass, you're on that 8-fold path that leads to enlightenment. =D

It's father's day and I feel very bad.

I haven't even gotten him anything... I have absolutely no money and I haven't really been going out much. To think that I got ma such a nice gift. Never mind, i'll make up for it when school reopens.

Okay I just made a card. I think I should have a card making service. Hurhur.

The goons left at 3.45am last night. Crazy people ah. I was almost dead by the time they left actually.

Woke up this morning with an extremely achy neck. I can't turn my head right. Only left. Shit. It hurts like hell man. Even after I put the stupid yoko yoko thingy. Oh great now I feel as if my skin is burning.

Fatimah's sending me all her USA trip pics... SO NICE MAN!!! That place looks really really really fun... I'm jealous. Boohoo. She even got to go on first class and everything.

Hmm. Oh well. I will go there one fine day.

Now she's telling me about the ticket prices and stuff... So expensive man. 180 bucks. But the place is probably damn huge.

She got to see wisteria lane!!! Haha she just sent me the pic of susan's house. I'm getting even more JEALOUSE. Nemind lah.

I still have a ton of homework to do. I haven't touched it at all. I think we're going to the dog farm later. Without ma.

Thank you maya, now i know his name.

Yes. What was it again?

Oh. Cillian Murphy. Oooooohhhhh myyy gooooodddddd..... He is the cutest living male celebrity on the planet. Me and maya have fallen for his subtle cuteness. He's not jude law hot, cute, but EXTREMELY cute. The kind that has you smiling at every scene he's in.



Watch batman begins.

Yeah so I watched it just now at century square with ash and ma. Ash was really behaving himself during the movie, so I was pretty happy lah. The movie well... sucked. Very draggy the first part. Gotta love the batmobile though... more like a batHUMMER than a batmobile. And katie holmes is fugly. Christian Bale or something makes for a very BAD BATMAN. He's a bloody wimpy idiot. I don't understand why they chose him to play the part.

Yeah so... I saw this belt that looks something like aresha's chanel one but without the chanel logo, so I bought it! Weeee! Still undecided about the curls thing.

So then ma went to an optical shop. She kept trying all sorts of frames, while I was sitting there trying to calm ashwin down cause he was starting his rubbish. We walked down a floor I think, and was outside this other shop that sells glasses, then ash just laid on the floor!!! Argh so frustrating man. The security guard was no help at all. At this rate I don't think we can bring him out anymore really. Ma's friend luckily was there and helped to drag ash out to the taxi stand to wait for pa.

Aiyah. Why must this happen when aresha goes to thailand. I'm really doing what she told me to, reward him with stars etc. But now he's all 'i want to go to ajay/aresha/ma/pa' over and over even after I explain to him this and that trying to patronise him as much as I can. He did that today as well actually.

After that, went home and at 6.30 I met surin and maliam to go for that percussion thing at simei ITE. It was actually really really nice! Mr syed was there! Aresha should've gone lah. Made me mariam and surin feel like joining at that very moment. It looked like so much fun to participate in it. I saw a lot of my SAC friends! But I only said hi to Adlin and Raksha's sis. They were quite preoccupied going here and there... oh well.

Then we went to miss (u) cafe. I still dunno the verdict of the others cause I left early thanks to PA!! God he just has to ruin my day over and over you know that. Long story lah. So now they're at the park, and i'm contemplating going down the road now but ma is still watching tv. I feel like asking her right now whether I can go.

Ok so they're coming here! Yay! So I shall blog till they come. Then I can hear what that stupid prank caller of a mat has to say.

So I get a call from some random number, not private. Some mat asks me whether i'm aruna, I say yes and ask who it is. Then he asks me if I sell iguanas. THEN he gets all racist about my ass. Yes my ass. And called me a blackie. Then hangs up.

I sms him asking who he is, and he calls back saying he's a policeman and that I raped his son, and hangs up again.

Then I asked surin whether he knew the number. Ok they're here! Bye!

Can you hear the moosick? Yes no?

Me maliam and surin are going to the percussion thing tomorrow. I really hope its good. I heard there's malay percussion and stuff, and malay percussion is one of my favourites, so yeah. I think after that we're going to the Miss Cafe place. Just to let them see the place. Maybe they'll stop hanging out at Raimah's bahaha. Ok fat hopes.

Andrew backed out last night so in the end we all didn't meet up at Simpang. Erlyta was really disappointed. Andrew, you moron.

Okay I have GOT TO STOP DRINKING 6 PACKETS OF MILO A DAY. This is my 3rd round. Pa keeps buying cause I told him it helps alleviate my period cramps. And it's true! Try it out. I only took 2 panadols this time round. My personal record is zero though.

Grad night is drawing ever so close. If maliam's in a good mood she'll wear a ...BLANKITY BLANK. I shan't say it here cause she might change her mind then it'll be no fun.

I can't wait though... I haven't dressed up in donkey years.

My progress in chrono cross has been significant. I should be able to finish the game by the time school starts, which is my target. So after all that playing, I shouldn't really feel any more urges to play the playstation or ps2 throughout semester 2 till the end of the o's.

I hope.

Yay I downloaded Anchorman! And Sin City! I watched Zoolander already, now I just need to have Fatimah watch it. She'll love it.

So what to wear tomorrow. Maybe just sneakers and my kinki pants. You know those really baggy loose green sleeping pants. Yes sleeping pants. They're THAT comfortable.

Hmm. What a boring entry.

Oh yeaaaahhh, that Chris FTC is a weirdo man. He takes surin's, mariam's and raihan's pictures and makes them his own. How convenient. And takes random quotes off people's blogs and says them in his. I tagged his board, so did mariam, and now his blog is down. Pussy whipped faggot maggot.

=D

ho hum.

I might be going down to simpang later to meet andrew and erlyta DONGGGgg.

Maybe lah. But no matter what, it'll be AFTER the oc. 3 weeks, or was it 2, of that stupid show LOST. I'm getting so sick of that lady's screaming. Even if it IS a good show, I remember the countless number of adverts they had on AXN while I was watching CSI. It makes me feel so... RARGH.

Well my period came, as some of you may have read on surin's blog. -_-

The cramps are ok lah, the flow also ok lah. Less than usual. I'm wasting nightsafe pads man!

Aresha reached wherever that place is in Thailand. I'm not counting on her coming back by next week. She borrowed my camera battery charger! But she said she'll pay for spare camera batteries so ok lah. Worse still, she took her chanel belt with her! She forgot to leave it behind lah, BUT STILL! It went so well with the rest of what I was gonna wear. Sigh.

And sorry to disappoint my goon friends, but I don't think i'll be curling my hair. I'll cut it, get it washed, but there'll be a small chance of me actually curling it. I mean, come on, my hair's already curly haha. But on my way home from surin's house the other day I saw this kid at the station with these GORGEOUS CURLS. It kinda looked like mine, but more defined and bouncy, and infinitely nicer. I WANT THEM.

She kinda looked like that freaky indian goth that sang spongebob squarepants on the train the other time I went out with surin. But much shorter.

Okay. I tried. I tried so hard, but I just COULDN'T DO IT. I almost ended up in tears (ok well no actually). I wish I didn't have so much tuition homework. Then i'd be a little less stressed. I should have put the brakes on the number of questions she was giving me at that time. Sigh. If I don't finish it she'll tear my head off for sure. I'm starting to HATE a math. When I look out the window as I do my work, I see kids playing in D'Manor across the road, and i'm thinking, 'They're SO SO SO lucky to be so young.'

Then I see alvin walk by, and I start thinking again, 'It's not fair he's so much older and finished secondary school already, even though he didn't do well and is now a bum.'

Did you know? A math actually is death with an A and a M in place of the D and E.

Schooool homework. I haven't even TOUCHED that, not that i'm really intending to.

There's english, which I will definitely have to do or be skewered ass-upwards by miss khoo and barbequed if I don't complete. But that I can do in no time.

Then there's geog, which requires me to complete the rest of the exam questions. Something I'd have no problem with if I could actually FIND MY PAPER!

A Math, E Math, Physics, Chem, what? I had no idea. So i'm not gonna bother. I did SS way before the hols started thank god.

So my main problem now is A Math. Tuition A math. My tutor will be back from shanghai on the 26th if i'm not wrong, which leaves me 10 days to complete it, excluding the additional leeway till the actual tuition day. I did a grand total of ONE question of out of the possible... thirty? questions she gave me. *cue applause*

Man. The feeling of suckage has embedded itself in my mind. I won't be able to get a sound sleep tonight. On top of the fact that my mouth is ACHING ACHING ACHING.

Small price to pay for straight teeth I guess. The feeling of metal in my mouth is growing on me. Remember how my teeth were at a 90 degree angle? It feels more obtuse now. And my right bucktooth is starting to overlap my left bucktooth.

I think by the end of this braces thing i'll be looking like a beaver. My teeth are so rectangular, unlike the normal longish teeth other people have. Oh well. Better than having teeth you can use to measure perpendicularity. Is there such a word in the first place?

Owwwwwwwww....

I got my braces on. Blegh. Only the top row though. I think i'd die if I had both rows on. It aches, but it really HURTS when you press on it even a little. I can chew, but only minimally. I didn't get black bands, cause he didn't ask. So they're plain white.

Howell. Prepare yourselves for a good laugh. You wouldn't believe how much my sister made fun of me.

But I don't feel... geeky. I dunno. It's just not there. Ok well, I got the geeky braces, the geeky complexion, the geeky uh... grades? Ok i'm kidding.

My complexion's getting worse though. Redder and.. spottier. I keep popping every other bump in sight.

Hmm ok. Browsing friendster now. I don't understand why people have so many accounts. The sincerity of testimonials and the presence of an actual friend on a someone's friends list is gone. It's become so superficial. People just add blindly, 'ok I saw this person somewhere, I think I feel like adding this person because he looks good, I think i'll msg this random guy, meet him and screw him. Then add him to my friends list.'

Testimonials too. They've become premeditated and meaningless. Random symbols jumbled together to form an animal? A flower? In najib's case, a friendSHIP? Geddit, SHIP? Ok never mind.

Anyway, i'm starting to hate friendster. It's opening up a whole side of friends I've never seen before. Getting so lazy to update this or that or even upload a new picture.

Ahh whatever. My period is coming soon bledy hell. Thank god aresha replenished the period panadol stock.

I wish it was as easy as my sister to do things during my period. "Just take a pill lah, no cramps what."

Well if my period was that LIGHT in the first place i'd be glad to go with you to Thailand. No cramps, ok i'll give you that, but what about leakage? Or just that icky feeling of an unchanged pad. You expect me to sit for hours in a stinky bus with 5 minute toilet breaks, at stops which don't even have toilet paper or floors of which you can't even see the original colour?

Never mind. You bought the ticket and everything already, no point reenforcing a point already made.

Even though it's a minute to 12 am, I think I shall go play chrono cross.

My butt is aching from 7 hours of intensive... CHRONO CROSS, BABY! Heheheh. The game's so much easier now that I know what to do.

Today was so blah. Yes, blah. No other word is suitable enough to describe my day. Just been hanging around at home.

So nothing much to blog about I guess. Apart from the fact that i'm getting my brackets fitted in tomorrow. Ma bought ben & jerry's cherry garcia and it was absolutely loooovely. Cherries and chocolate fudge pieces wedged in vanilla ice cream.

I haven't seen surin in so long. I think i'm gonna die soon I tell you. It's been what.. 9 months? Slightly over a week to the 10th? I feel like it's so much less. It's a good thing! Keeping it... fresh. Ok that's not a good word for it. Never mind. Sharing the same group of friends really worked out nicely. Yay.

Ahh I hope i'll be able to eat normally after the brackets. I don't think the dentist's gonna put in everything, but i'm gonna go with black bands... for fun.

The dentist. Aresha didn't agree with me on this, well frankly she didn't care. But there's something about him and his family and arghfargh that bugs me to the core. Ok here's the gist of it. Our family knows his. His daughter(s?) , son, wife, and whoever else. I couldn't really remember him from the time he did aresha's braces, but I remember his daughter. Priyanka or however the hell you spell it.

The first time I stepped into the dentist's after at least 4 years after aresha's treatments, I immediately asked him, "Remember me?"

*awkward, yet short silence*

"Oh yes. Aresha's sister right?"

So blahblahblah small talk blah. Before I stepped out of the room I popped in a small question.

"How's your daughter?"

"Oh she's fine, doing her A'Levels in VJC."

So picture this.

He has pearly white picture perfect teeth. His wife's a housewife, god knows what his son's doing.

Ok scrap that. Picture THIS.

His family, boring down at you, smiling from ear to ear, their pearly whites all nice and straight. Just staring, with that intimidating look on their faces, and Priyanka in her fucking VJC uniform.

Just so... irritatingly perfect isn't it? Dentists earn a shitload too.

Irritatingly perfect. Reminds me of that movie... my best friend's wedding. The creme brulee or something, and then there's the jello.

Dr Siva's family's the creme brulee, and Father PBM's, aka my family.. the jello.

I love being jello!
In all of creme brulee's prissy snobbiness, you gotta admit you just LOVE the dysfunctional traits of... jello.

Right.

This is the result of surin depravation. Indeed, the dysfunctional traits of jell-.., my family, have gone to my head. I need a bucket of ice water to drown myself in. Obviously i'm not gonna fit myself in a bucket, stupid.

I haven't had anything else to get over EVERYTHING else that's happening in my life.

I need... to watch desperate housewives now. Adieu!

Suffering from a bout of... achy headedness.

I did 5 days worth of laundry last night. I squeezed all of it onto 10 galas. SO that makes it 2 days of laundry per gala, right? WRONGO!

How to squeeze I ask you? You try lah. Coordinate it by day. Only someone so skilled at laundry possess the prowess to carry out that almost impossible task. Hello 5 people in my family now k, not 4, my sis came back from kangaroo land last saturday.

Ok i'm exaggerating.

Anyvhay, I tried on the clothes I bought for grad night and my mom says I look really cute. Hmm, not quite what I was going for, but hey, it's CUTE. *dies*

Aresha's lending me her chanel belt woohoo! Goes well with the rest yo. I will most definitely be overdressed, but I will not be alone.

Aunty Gogi, Uncle Matt, David and Aniek left for England on friday. Sigh. I will miss them so bloody much. Funnest 2 weeks we've had in awhile, and no stupid arguments between the 4 bitches! Well there WERE, but minimal lah. And guess what guess what???

I vill be going to ENGLISH LAND in December!!! AAAAAHHH!!!!! Yayayayayayay!!

Uncle matt kept reassuring me that all I need to do is call. At least 3 times on the night they were leaving, so it's no empty promise I tell you. They promised Aresha first, then Primela, now me. But none of them ever went there so I wasn't so sure so I brought it up to aresha. Without me knowing she had asked them whether they meant it or not. I hope it wasn't too direct or anything, but they seem keen on having me there. Heck, don't ever pay to babysit while i'm there! Being there is payment enough.

Although.. it will be winter and i'll be freezing my ass off considering I can't even tahan the air con. AND it rarely snows. Hmm. BUT I STILL WANNA GO!

Ok so friday night we left. Ajay put us up at his condo which had a bloody NICE view I tell you. It's this condo along the west coast called Blue Horizon. On top of that, he lives on the 21st floor! You can see the yacht club, poly marina, PSA, Jurong island and west coast park. Doesn't sound like much of a view? It still is great ok. It was just really cloudy though.

The aparment was dusty. That new house dusty feel. It just finished building in May, and his family moved in old furniture. It lacked pillows, blankets, glasses and stuff but the stay was quite fun. We slept in the master bedroom which had this super huge king sized bed there. First it was just me, ash and aresha sleeping there, laughing and talking. I think ajay felt lonely sleeping in a room all by himself so he joined us about 10 minutes later.

Ash drooled all over the pillow my god. It stank like fuck. I think his stomach is actually the pit of hell.

We slept at 1something am and got up at 2pm. Ash was in a bad mood and Ajay only slept at 6.30 cause he had work at 4am so we bummed around eating potato chips off newspaper and drinking coke out of popeye's fast food paper cup from the day before. We washed it of course.

Aresha didn't bring any soap, so I ended up using shampoo for my whole body. The feeling really sucked, I didn't feel clean at all! In fact I was more sticky than before I showered. I also tried to wash the floor of ash's black footprints and hair (it's a habit) but the water just COULDN'T drain into the hole. I had absolutely no idea, I assumed NORMALLY water went into the drain hole but in this case it didn't, and aresha scolded me. Blah. So I had to... swoosh all the water using a towel till most of the water was gone.

So after bathing and all that we went to eat at the cheese prata shop and went home. Boring day eh?

I finally started on chrono cross though. I'm at the part where Kid just got poisoned by Lynx. Ok nevermind.

I haven't had a chance to continue since friday!! Cause my mom forever wants to stay up and watch boring tv till late. By then i'm too tired already.

Ok well now i'm tired of blogging. GOOTBAI.

So so so so sorry. Haven't blogged in ages. 4 new albums up!! GO AND SEE NOW.

There are so many bloody things to talk about but I just don't have the mood to talk about stuff. So I won't.

But stuff to note: I bought Coldplay's X&Y!!!! It is FUCKING GREAT! I love it. I can't stop listening to it. Next up... Demon Days! Not yet lah. Soon.

Also, I bought clothes for Grad night. It'll be a little overdress-y, but nice nonetheless. Heheh i'm not saying what i'm wearing. Brace yourselves for a little surprise. Surin and the 4/2 girls know though. The 4/2 girls and I will be dressing up really nice so keep an eye out yeah!

Yep. I'll be going against my very own words. You'll see.

I'm not gonna wear heels though. No mood to put my feet through such torture. I don't wanna another episode of achy heels and having to hobble everywhere I go.

The Goonz will be going to KL next week.. watch this space for loads of pictures yarr!

Hmm pictures. I've been taking quite a few arty farty shots nowadays. I'll put them all in an album soon. Sometime soon i'll be galavanting to places to take pictures... So many things, so little time.. Sigh. They say you realise that 24 hours isn't enough in a day only when you're older, but i'm already feeling it now. Sucky feeling. I wish being a teen wouldn't rush by so fast. It's only a decade, out of the decades and decades of life in the future.

Bah.

Aunty Gogi's leaving on Friday. How sad. What a boring holiday it's been for her (i think). Then again I might be wrong considering that i've only seen her a couple of times.

You people better go see the pictures hor. Ash's birthday. You get to see my dad in spandex. He was darth vader that day and I thought that was bloody funny.

Wah wah, hidayat thought one of my pictures was taken from some online site... HEHEH. I have potential.

Ok now to blog surf.

Sigh.

Did the laundry, gave ash his lunch and present. Pics in the previous entry!! GO SEE!

Speaking of pictures, I put up a few of the bahluls when we were bored like hell this morning. SS was cancelled, told to go to mr goh's class at 9.15am. So we bought food from NTUC and sat at a table and waited an hour while eating and playing burger burger hahaha. Used the opportunity to snap a few, so go take a look at it on the gallery page, which has been revamped by the way.

So we went to mr goh's at 9.15am. 4/3 was still in there and we were turned away cause not all of us were there and were asked to come back at 10.30am!! What a bloody waste of a good 2 and a half hours.

Went to the dentist yesterday! Got the fucking keychain links, I mean separators, out from between my teeth. There was a huge wave of relief and suddenly he hovered these rectangular bands of doom above my face. "These are going in where your separators were."

My initial reaction was OH SHI- and they went in. It hurt at first, then after awhile it was ok lah. Then he put in more separators! Bloody hell now it's on the bottom row. Still can't chew. I feel like I got all my teeth punched out cause it HURTS. And i've been eating liquidified food the past few days. Sometimes I'm too arsed to even eat. So I end up staggering all over the place lethargically.

So i'm gonna get more bands tomorrow. At first I was thinking what the hell was I getting myself into, since I found out that I had to keep them on for TWO YEARS, and that surin has no bands.

But after I went to school and surveyed classmates that had braces, they had bands too.

Whew.

Ok backtrack. I haven't updated since... tuesday. So I met surin at kembangan platform at about 3something, went to that Park Lane to play pool. I kicked his ass. =D There were these freaky indian posers that seemed to be following us. Then after playing pool for slightly over an hour, we went to plaza singapura to look for Ash's presents. I bought 3 new pairs of earrings! Heheh nice know. Adding more to my collection.

Bought ash his cushion and bag as seen in the previous entry. If you haven't seen it yet go see it NOW. Left at around 7.10 for TM to watch Madagascar with the goonz and the uncle. It's funny as hell man! I don't understand why people are saying it's such a waste of money. I mean, they spoofed American Beauty and the NGC and I thought that was darn funny.

I think ben stiller sounds okay as a lion, but david schwimmer doesn't.

The four bitches almost fought at the food court afterwards. Vickesh was like 'imagine if they do it here' and I told him we'll just sit here and eat and not give a damn. AS USUAL.

But come on, admit it, the goonz LIVE on drama drama drama. We seek refuge in the goonzmobile (aka the best mitsubishi space wagon in the vurld) and bitch about it non-stop. If only david and aniek were older.

The bio trip's been cancelled. Most probably. Bloody 3/2 morons (sorry ning)! Postponed THEIR trip to bloody september. How fucking convenient for them. Spare a thought lah come on. So we'll most probably have a day trip to all places flora and fauna. Sounds fun, but not as fun as shopping and a resort stay in m'sia.

Cherlyn and Karmun are two-faced morons. I can't believe they'd bastard us like that. For fuck's sake, jealous of bio marks? STUDY FUCKING HARDER THEN. Just cause YOU screw up your paper doesn't give you the right to bitch about me. Hey, I joked with you, I made it a point to talk to you guys and be your friend, we even ASK you to join us for our captain's ball games, but noooo, you guys are too fucking conceited and full of yourselves and even have the audacity to roll your eyes as you refuse.

Blah.

Ash's Birthday! Woohoo!

Opening his big big present yo.


I spy Bruce Wayne!


I forced him to pose with the stuff I got him. Nice hor?


Big funky batman logo cushion.


Uber cool batman bag.


Happy 18th Birthday my goon of a brother!