Today in the canteen..
Mimi: Is it *insertboysnamehere*?
Me: *shakes head pathetically*
Mimi: OMG YOU LIKE HIM! That was the most unconvincing NO i've ever seen lah.
Shit shit. This is not good.
I was talking to Fi the other day about something like this. And she was totally spot on. So much so that it was FUCKING SCARY how accurate she was. Especially about the bit where I fall for people, very very very very very very easily. SO EASILY, I even shock myself. Geez. And it's even worse now.
She said the only way to stop myself is self-control. But... that's so hard!! ARGH.
But it really touched me that she knew so much about me. She knows more about me than I know about myself. All the little details i'd have least expected her to notice, she completely did. Wow.
Friendship's amazing that way.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Saturday, February 25, 2006
MUNICH!
Wah that movie is damn nice lah. The sex scenes aside, the plot, everything, Steven Spielberg did great. It reminded me of Ocean's Eleven, the scheming and all. It's REALLY long (3 hours) but tolerable.
The storyline is damn sad lah. A true story about what happened after the case about the Israel athletes who got killed by terrorists in 1972. I almost teared up.
And Eric Bana has a fine ass.
If you're 18, or remotely look 18 and want to try your luck with the old fogeys to tear your movie tickets at Lido, GO AND WATCH.
Well the uh... 'date' was weird. But enjoyable. He's a bit retarded in a lame way. He bought a Mcd's happy meal and was so excited about the toy. He started playing with it for all of 5 minutes, laughed while I slapped my forhead in least discreet embarassment, then just gave it to a random kid sitting at the table next to ours.
His hair is crazy lah. He told me he had Adam Brody hair but it's a fricking Adam Brody AFRO man.
The annoying bit was him bugging me to go out with him again, more than friends kinda thing. I gave him a 1001 reasons why I didn't want to, and he still didn't back off. After awhile I started to digress and it was a SUCKSESS! Started talking about other nonsense like how my hair looked minah, how badly he wanted braces and telling me about Lasalle.
Pa called while we were at Starbucks telling me to go to Challenger and get an ink cartridge and come home ASAP so he could do his work. So as leceh as it was, I went all the way to Tampines and he followed me! He lives in fucking Novena lah. When we were on the EW line he started talking like a mat, telling me that he had to talk that way cause we were entering the ghetto.
....what?
I was being pretty sarcastic and horrible to him. I told him NO at least seven times. I just don't see myself going out with a guy like him lah.
Rejection is a painful thing. For years it's always been me being rejected by everyone, people stepping on my head.
RAR THE POWER!
The storyline is damn sad lah. A true story about what happened after the case about the Israel athletes who got killed by terrorists in 1972. I almost teared up.
And Eric Bana has a fine ass.
If you're 18, or remotely look 18 and want to try your luck with the old fogeys to tear your movie tickets at Lido, GO AND WATCH.
Well the uh... 'date' was weird. But enjoyable. He's a bit retarded in a lame way. He bought a Mcd's happy meal and was so excited about the toy. He started playing with it for all of 5 minutes, laughed while I slapped my forhead in least discreet embarassment, then just gave it to a random kid sitting at the table next to ours.
His hair is crazy lah. He told me he had Adam Brody hair but it's a fricking Adam Brody AFRO man.
The annoying bit was him bugging me to go out with him again, more than friends kinda thing. I gave him a 1001 reasons why I didn't want to, and he still didn't back off. After awhile I started to digress and it was a SUCKSESS! Started talking about other nonsense like how my hair looked minah, how badly he wanted braces and telling me about Lasalle.
Pa called while we were at Starbucks telling me to go to Challenger and get an ink cartridge and come home ASAP so he could do his work. So as leceh as it was, I went all the way to Tampines and he followed me! He lives in fucking Novena lah. When we were on the EW line he started talking like a mat, telling me that he had to talk that way cause we were entering the ghetto.
....what?
I was being pretty sarcastic and horrible to him. I told him NO at least seven times. I just don't see myself going out with a guy like him lah.
Rejection is a painful thing. For years it's always been me being rejected by everyone, people stepping on my head.
RAR THE POWER!
boring boring boring.
Yep. Only fun thing i've done was the council meeting on Thursday.
Had a biomolecules quiz on carbohydrates and lipids on Thursday too. I felt damn stupid lah, sitting there, mouth agape at the questions on the screen while everyone else was furiously scribbling whatever nonsense answers they had. I didn't study a single bit so I guess it's expected.
My life is a big boring vessel of stale air.
On a not so boring note, i'm going on a date tomorrow, MUCH to Mimi's happiness. When I told her she went almost ballistic. Which is her usual reaction lah but still. I dunno if you can call it a date, it's just lunch.
With Bryan the spastic. I don't think anyone knows him, but he caused me a shitload of trouble 2 years ago, to the point where I didn't talk to him for a whole year. Now he wants to make amends, and I get a free lunch out of it so YAY.
Oh and now... A free movie! Woo!
Had a biomolecules quiz on carbohydrates and lipids on Thursday too. I felt damn stupid lah, sitting there, mouth agape at the questions on the screen while everyone else was furiously scribbling whatever nonsense answers they had. I didn't study a single bit so I guess it's expected.
My life is a big boring vessel of stale air.
On a not so boring note, i'm going on a date tomorrow, MUCH to Mimi's happiness. When I told her she went almost ballistic. Which is her usual reaction lah but still. I dunno if you can call it a date, it's just lunch.
With Bryan the spastic. I don't think anyone knows him, but he caused me a shitload of trouble 2 years ago, to the point where I didn't talk to him for a whole year. Now he wants to make amends, and I get a free lunch out of it so YAY.
Oh and now... A free movie! Woo!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
period cramps+sore throat+blocked nose+perpetual urge to vomit=...
.... FRICKING HELL!
Woke up this morning feeling like total crap. Couldn't even speak. The biggest mistake I made today was taking my acne medicine. Ma let me stay home and I watched E! in the morning with Aresha.
Kept falling asleep and waking up every hour for some stupid reason. Watched 2 episodes of the OC season 3 and ended up vomiting halfway. Then slept somemore. Mimi wanted to come over to pick up my sec3/4 bio notes so she could read through them, but I wasn't in the mood to entertain much, I could barely even walk after barfing.
Now i'm feeling much better lah, but i've got bloody geography to do which I seriously can't be arsed to look up.
The acne medicine's really killing me. The cream and the facial wash is ok, but the antibiotics are mad! Ajay said it's abnormal for it to make me vomit, but the doctor said it's a common side effect. Blegh. Instead of two i'll just take one. Yay me!
Woke up this morning feeling like total crap. Couldn't even speak. The biggest mistake I made today was taking my acne medicine. Ma let me stay home and I watched E! in the morning with Aresha.
Kept falling asleep and waking up every hour for some stupid reason. Watched 2 episodes of the OC season 3 and ended up vomiting halfway. Then slept somemore. Mimi wanted to come over to pick up my sec3/4 bio notes so she could read through them, but I wasn't in the mood to entertain much, I could barely even walk after barfing.
Now i'm feeling much better lah, but i've got bloody geography to do which I seriously can't be arsed to look up.
The acne medicine's really killing me. The cream and the facial wash is ok, but the antibiotics are mad! Ajay said it's abnormal for it to make me vomit, but the doctor said it's a common side effect. Blegh. Instead of two i'll just take one. Yay me!
Monday, February 20, 2006
uh
I dunch know what to do for my birthday. Chalets are out, cause ma says if I wanna go England in June, no chalet for my birthday. I don't see the link lah but whatever. I don't wanna have it at my house cause I don't want Ash to get all hyper and I gotta shun him aside and entertain instead, that's just not fair.
Suggestions?
Suggestions?
Saturday, February 18, 2006
you could've had it so much better with franz... but you didnt! hah!
It was damn nice lah. Wanted to ponteng school but I was still contemplating on whether to go for council. Ended up chairing the debate between S03 and S07, and apparently I did it so well the teachers said I was the best chairperson so far. Nobody's ever said anything like that before! I felt so... honoured. The teacher said she'd definitely get back to me regarding other things I could do.
I pulled out of this debate cause council was eating up too much of my free time. Not that i'm complaining la, but I didn't have enough time to do research and whatnot.
We lost the debate though. FINALLY! I'm glad the other class won. No more stress no more worries NOTHING! FREEDOM!
After that it was basically running to catch a cab, a brief shower, fiddling with my hair, getting everything together then finally leaving to meet a very pissed off Sabarina. Ooops.
By the time we got there it was about... 6? The line was long, but still ok. Saw Jac and Shila there too! They were there since 3pm and had places waaaay in front. I wanted to tumpang their queue but people were getting kicked out of line for cutting probably cause others were complaining, so we didn't budge.
We started filing into the place at about 7.20pm. We managed to get spots reasonably close to the stage initially, and up until 8pm I was inching my way to the front cause of inconsiderate bastards ploughing their way through the crowd to meet some bitch who got a place up front. So technically they aren't bastards. But whatever.
Anyway. After almost an hour of smelly people, inconsiderate sonsofabitches and poking from Sabarina, the lights went down. I had my camera ready, but shit, I wasn't ready for all the chaos once the music started!
The pushing and shoving was crazy lah! Being the idiot I was, I brought in my bag. So most of the time when I wasn't trying to keep my balance while being shoved in all directions, I was clinging onto my bag cause it kept slipping off. After about 20-30mins of sweaty violence, I couldn't take it anymore so I walked out of the crazy area and stood a few metres from where I originally was, where everyone else who was sane was standing.
Seriously. I didn't eat lunch nor dinner and I just didn't have enough energy to push people out of the way and all that jazz. Not to mention the fact that it was STUFFY AND SMELLY AS FUCK like you wouldn't believe.
But from where I was standing I could jump around and sing along instead of getting run over by Ungku-sized guys. Some of you guys know Ungku right? The TP rugby captain. Ex-captain now I think. So just imagine the build.
I LOVED the Take Me Out bit, where the backdrop falls and there's the picture of the four of them. Bloody awesome I tell you. Some idiots in the beginning were going "HEY WHY IS THERE A NEW DRUMMER" and all and it really got to me cause it was the same guy! Just with longer hair. Jeez. His t-shirt was real cool though.
Oh yeah, the moment the concert started I lost Sabarina. I messaged her during the interval and she said she was standing in front still surviving. If it weren't for the fact that I had a bag to make sure that was on my shoulder at all times and that I had no energy to do anything.
So that was it really. I was so desperate for food that I didn't bother going out to get an autograph cause... they'll be back again.
I hope. =D
(and i'll be more prepared the next time, RAR!)
I pulled out of this debate cause council was eating up too much of my free time. Not that i'm complaining la, but I didn't have enough time to do research and whatnot.
We lost the debate though. FINALLY! I'm glad the other class won. No more stress no more worries NOTHING! FREEDOM!
After that it was basically running to catch a cab, a brief shower, fiddling with my hair, getting everything together then finally leaving to meet a very pissed off Sabarina. Ooops.
By the time we got there it was about... 6? The line was long, but still ok. Saw Jac and Shila there too! They were there since 3pm and had places waaaay in front. I wanted to tumpang their queue but people were getting kicked out of line for cutting probably cause others were complaining, so we didn't budge.
We started filing into the place at about 7.20pm. We managed to get spots reasonably close to the stage initially, and up until 8pm I was inching my way to the front cause of inconsiderate bastards ploughing their way through the crowd to meet some bitch who got a place up front. So technically they aren't bastards. But whatever.
Anyway. After almost an hour of smelly people, inconsiderate sonsofabitches and poking from Sabarina, the lights went down. I had my camera ready, but shit, I wasn't ready for all the chaos once the music started!
The pushing and shoving was crazy lah! Being the idiot I was, I brought in my bag. So most of the time when I wasn't trying to keep my balance while being shoved in all directions, I was clinging onto my bag cause it kept slipping off. After about 20-30mins of sweaty violence, I couldn't take it anymore so I walked out of the crazy area and stood a few metres from where I originally was, where everyone else who was sane was standing.
Seriously. I didn't eat lunch nor dinner and I just didn't have enough energy to push people out of the way and all that jazz. Not to mention the fact that it was STUFFY AND SMELLY AS FUCK like you wouldn't believe.
But from where I was standing I could jump around and sing along instead of getting run over by Ungku-sized guys. Some of you guys know Ungku right? The TP rugby captain. Ex-captain now I think. So just imagine the build.
I LOVED the Take Me Out bit, where the backdrop falls and there's the picture of the four of them. Bloody awesome I tell you. Some idiots in the beginning were going "HEY WHY IS THERE A NEW DRUMMER" and all and it really got to me cause it was the same guy! Just with longer hair. Jeez. His t-shirt was real cool though.
Oh yeah, the moment the concert started I lost Sabarina. I messaged her during the interval and she said she was standing in front still surviving. If it weren't for the fact that I had a bag to make sure that was on my shoulder at all times and that I had no energy to do anything.
So that was it really. I was so desperate for food that I didn't bother going out to get an autograph cause... they'll be back again.
I hope. =D
(and i'll be more prepared the next time, RAR!)
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
i wanna be a TPJCian... doodeedoodaaa...
Applied for JAE, TPJC's my first choice. I dunno why. I wasn't aching to leave like a LOT of my schoolmates. I'm qualified for MJC but suddenly I don't feel so strongly about that place. The school spirit there is mad la, but so is the discipline, or so I've heard.
As for my results? I didn't do badly, not at all. But my results just weren't up to scratch. I didn't know what to think of my results at that precise moment when I got it. The atmosphere in the hall was so emotionally charged that I just broke down.
Ahhh, no point talking about it. It's over and done with, I guess I got what I deserve. The true reciprocation of the amount of effort I put into my exams. It really turned around and slapped me in the face but there's no use regretting it now.
Besides! I'm a council intern! Since I was in first three months I may stand a good chance during elections. *is humble*
Today, valentine's day, was an absolute nightmare. When we first got the flowers, we were all yay yippee hooray they're here, we then SORT OF accounted for all them (BIG mistake no. 1) then brought it to the council room. Jaspreet immediately put me in charge of EVERYTHING related to the flowers for the day.
It was ok at first, till the crowd started coming in BEGGING to be sold flowers. Thing is, we bought flowers for those who had already pre-ordered them and just a few spare. I specifically told everyone to sort the flowers accordingly, to make sure those that were pre-ordered HAD flowers before we sold them.
But nooooo. A few gave in and we overshot the amount bought as spare (BIG mistake no. 2). We ended up with NO roses and in a lot of trouble. Shangari and the rest went to the nursery near my house to get more, since it was the cheapest at that point of time. They came back with 70 more and they were snapped up so quickly like you wouldn't believe.
Fi, Su, Mimi, Dustin and me stayed at the booth the whole day nonstop. It was nuts. I ended up skipping a whole day's worth of lessons which is something i'm not proud of at all, cause my civics tutor is gonna come after me.
All in all, for my first valentine's day in 2 years that i've spent single, it was... enriching, tiring, worrying and fun all at the same time.
Sent flowers to Fat, Fi, Su, Mimi, Dustin, Asri, Desmond, and a random rose to Daryl cause I think he's cute. I saw him carrying it around and it made me very very happy hurhurhur.
Received flowers from Dustin, Fi, Qilu, Su, Desmond, Jaspreet and Benin.. sorta and really yummy cookies from Biqun. There were a few more but I can't remember from who. Yogi-I mean Muthusamy s/o Kutusamy was harassing me for roses when I just couldn't let them go, then he came back and left a rose for Alvin. How... gay.
I'm falling sick. I think it's the stress. And everyone falling sick around me. Mimi, my mom, err.. and Michelle I think. If it gets worse tomorrow i'll ask my dad if I can NOT go to school, cause I need all the rest I can get for the FRANZ FERDINAND CONCERT WOOOHOOOOO!!
Got my ticket and i'm going with Sabarina, the coolest TKGS girl i've met so far. Hopefully Mr Larry Lim won't scold us for too long about incurring losses for Vday from god knows where so I can go home bathe change and go EARLY! RAR!
Okgootniet.
As for my results? I didn't do badly, not at all. But my results just weren't up to scratch. I didn't know what to think of my results at that precise moment when I got it. The atmosphere in the hall was so emotionally charged that I just broke down.
Ahhh, no point talking about it. It's over and done with, I guess I got what I deserve. The true reciprocation of the amount of effort I put into my exams. It really turned around and slapped me in the face but there's no use regretting it now.
Besides! I'm a council intern! Since I was in first three months I may stand a good chance during elections. *is humble*
Today, valentine's day, was an absolute nightmare. When we first got the flowers, we were all yay yippee hooray they're here, we then SORT OF accounted for all them (BIG mistake no. 1) then brought it to the council room. Jaspreet immediately put me in charge of EVERYTHING related to the flowers for the day.
It was ok at first, till the crowd started coming in BEGGING to be sold flowers. Thing is, we bought flowers for those who had already pre-ordered them and just a few spare. I specifically told everyone to sort the flowers accordingly, to make sure those that were pre-ordered HAD flowers before we sold them.
But nooooo. A few gave in and we overshot the amount bought as spare (BIG mistake no. 2). We ended up with NO roses and in a lot of trouble. Shangari and the rest went to the nursery near my house to get more, since it was the cheapest at that point of time. They came back with 70 more and they were snapped up so quickly like you wouldn't believe.
Fi, Su, Mimi, Dustin and me stayed at the booth the whole day nonstop. It was nuts. I ended up skipping a whole day's worth of lessons which is something i'm not proud of at all, cause my civics tutor is gonna come after me.
All in all, for my first valentine's day in 2 years that i've spent single, it was... enriching, tiring, worrying and fun all at the same time.
Sent flowers to Fat, Fi, Su, Mimi, Dustin, Asri, Desmond, and a random rose to Daryl cause I think he's cute. I saw him carrying it around and it made me very very happy hurhurhur.
Received flowers from Dustin, Fi, Qilu, Su, Desmond, Jaspreet and Benin.. sorta and really yummy cookies from Biqun. There were a few more but I can't remember from who. Yogi-I mean Muthusamy s/o Kutusamy was harassing me for roses when I just couldn't let them go, then he came back and left a rose for Alvin. How... gay.
I'm falling sick. I think it's the stress. And everyone falling sick around me. Mimi, my mom, err.. and Michelle I think. If it gets worse tomorrow i'll ask my dad if I can NOT go to school, cause I need all the rest I can get for the FRANZ FERDINAND CONCERT WOOOHOOOOO!!
Got my ticket and i'm going with Sabarina, the coolest TKGS girl i've met so far. Hopefully Mr Larry Lim won't scold us for too long about incurring losses for Vday from god knows where so I can go home bathe change and go EARLY! RAR!
Okgootniet.
Friday, February 10, 2006
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*inhales* *exhales*
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MOTHER OF FUCK!
Oh, and good luck to everyone. =D
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*inhales* *exhales*
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MOTHER OF FUCK!
Oh, and good luck to everyone. =D
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
tomorrow's road run!
Shea's at it again. I thought he'd be attending school regularly once the timetables were finalised, but I was wrong.
Karma Police says: i ponning school tmr
=D says: whats new
Karma Police says: newspaper
So yeah college run's tomorrow at ECP. 3.2km. That's a whole 2km less than the Bedok Reservoir route. STUPID SHITe.
Planning friendship week and valentine's day has been a right pain in the ass for the council. I don't understand why we can't just pakat with all the other school societies and make one KIKASS event. But no, we gotta COMPETE against them.
I hope I get stuff for valentine's day. I mean, that feeling of getting something lovely yet totally random from someone you barely know. That flattering feeling. Now that I think about it, I've never felt that way before. What a sad life i've lived.
I think.. it's my pimples. They're REVOLTING. Ugh. NSC appointment's next week!
Results this friday. I must be the 384729th blog to post that. Someone from JAE who's Desmond's cousin told him that everyone generally did badly.
So much for my 10-point dream.
Karma Police says: i ponning school tmr
=D says: whats new
Karma Police says: newspaper
So yeah college run's tomorrow at ECP. 3.2km. That's a whole 2km less than the Bedok Reservoir route. STUPID SHITe.
Planning friendship week and valentine's day has been a right pain in the ass for the council. I don't understand why we can't just pakat with all the other school societies and make one KIKASS event. But no, we gotta COMPETE against them.
I hope I get stuff for valentine's day. I mean, that feeling of getting something lovely yet totally random from someone you barely know. That flattering feeling. Now that I think about it, I've never felt that way before. What a sad life i've lived.
I think.. it's my pimples. They're REVOLTING. Ugh. NSC appointment's next week!
Results this friday. I must be the 384729th blog to post that. Someone from JAE who's Desmond's cousin told him that everyone generally did badly.
So much for my 10-point dream.
Monday, February 06, 2006
Sunday, February 05, 2006
council camp was the SHIZ!
But before that... The DEBATE!! *dramatic music*
We WON MAN!! Probably the ONLY proposition out of all the classes that won.
I got... Best speaker too. I did a double take after hearing that we won and that I got best speaker. Why? Firstly, we didn't wanna win. All that unneccessary stress is bad for the soul.
And secondly, the best 3 speakers gotta go to NUS for some seminar. AAARGH. S06's GP teacher said it was a VERY good opportunity, so maybe it won't be so bad.
The photography club hasn't had a meeting in AGES, so i've been just going for council. We had a camp for 2 days, friday through saturday, which was pretty darn short but fun anyway.
Gah. I'm missing Marky at Home club to rest at home. =(
We WON MAN!! Probably the ONLY proposition out of all the classes that won.
I got... Best speaker too. I did a double take after hearing that we won and that I got best speaker. Why? Firstly, we didn't wanna win. All that unneccessary stress is bad for the soul.
And secondly, the best 3 speakers gotta go to NUS for some seminar. AAARGH. S06's GP teacher said it was a VERY good opportunity, so maybe it won't be so bad.
The photography club hasn't had a meeting in AGES, so i've been just going for council. We had a camp for 2 days, friday through saturday, which was pretty darn short but fun anyway.
Gah. I'm missing Marky at Home club to rest at home. =(
Thursday, February 02, 2006
shit shit.
Oopsey. I thought the debate was today, thoroughly freaking Ravleen out of her wits. The henna she did for me is fading already though. I am tres sad.
Release of results are still tentative, but apparently it's been narrowed down to next week. Everyone's fucking flustered lah.
But what can I say? Do I really deserve to do well?
The past 3 years have been fucking chaotic. The first year, family problems, trouble getting my priorities straight, stealing (still repenting), and the list could go on forever.
I dunno what got me on the right track, maybe it was my dad's constant pulling of guilt trips on me, maybe it was the fact that I could never do what I wanted if I continued the way I was, or the fact that I needed to do well enough if I wanted to qualify for biology.
Here's the truth. I've always studied... max was two weeks before any major exam. Prelims? 2 days before the first paper. 'O' Levels? About 2 and a half. Till now I still haven't put in my 100%. Oh well. I haven't tried my best, but I put in a lot nonetheless.
So now all I can do is hope for the best.
Release of results are still tentative, but apparently it's been narrowed down to next week. Everyone's fucking flustered lah.
But what can I say? Do I really deserve to do well?
The past 3 years have been fucking chaotic. The first year, family problems, trouble getting my priorities straight, stealing (still repenting), and the list could go on forever.
I dunno what got me on the right track, maybe it was my dad's constant pulling of guilt trips on me, maybe it was the fact that I could never do what I wanted if I continued the way I was, or the fact that I needed to do well enough if I wanted to qualify for biology.
Here's the truth. I've always studied... max was two weeks before any major exam. Prelims? 2 days before the first paper. 'O' Levels? About 2 and a half. Till now I still haven't put in my 100%. Oh well. I haven't tried my best, but I put in a lot nonetheless.
So now all I can do is hope for the best.
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