Wednesday, September 28, 2005

paddyappa!

Aresha sent a funny video of her and her school mates dancing to some stupid song that goes paddyappa over and over.

Click.

It's on loop, but still funny. And of course, my sister's the craziest one in the centre. I think they were all getting back to their primal instincts, judging by the fact that they were in some random forest.

I don't want to talk about A math paper 2, except that I will cry if I fail overall, cause it has never happened and I never want it to happen. AND my science paper 1 was crap. Fin.

But post-prelim afternoons are always fun. Lokman, fat, and debs bought prata and sprite, and we went up to my house to watch RUSSELLL PETERRRSSS on the plasma cause I burnt it into a CD. It still had that crappy blur computer quality. After prata we went up to my room for some PICTIONARY!

I can't believe I have board games rotting up in my cupboard. Star Wars monopoly, the new pictionary set, bingo, a fucking gigantic chess set and NIGHTMARE. Woohoo. I wanna buy Taboo.

So we played pictionary, and by far I think fatimah might just be the worst artist in existance. Haha just kidding fat. I thought her paint brush was a wind-dispersed seed.

They left at 3pm (yeah early, but it was a very nap-conducive afternoon) and I used the com till about 4, then napped till 6.45pm to my phone ringing. It was mr YIGANG but i'm grateful he called, if not I might've slept for the whole night.

Met him at 8 and went to Miss U Cafe for some reaaallyyy vunderful ice cream. So their pasta is good, their cheesecake is good, their floats are good and so is their ice cream. Have yet to try the sandwiches and all other random things.

We talked for a solid 2 hours man. So shiok. Finally did the catching up we promised each other like a year ago. MAYA! I will see you soon, I promise.

Bimla and I are going for a facial this saturday at eastpoint. I'm in dire need of a facial man. I've abstained from squeezing, there was the occasional one or two but so far i've resisted all the urges.

And the prelims are OVAH! Woohoo. I swore to myself that I will start revision by the end of this week cause I need to catch up on all the revision I DIDN'T do before the prelims.

Ash is such a goondu head. LOL PUN LOL. Ok you don't get it. Cause he bonked his head on the floor after trying to climb into some innocent malay family's house during one of his little (understatement of the century) anger trips. Not as jialat as mine last year but still serious. HE STILL HAS THE ENERGY TO TALK SHIT.

I SWEAR HE DESERVES A SLAP.

On a lighter note, he said this to me during dinner a couple of days ago.

I'm just keeping quiet, and he was eating his dinner next to me giggling like a goon.

He turns to me and says..

"WATCH OF GENEVA! AHAJKDJAKJFHSDKJGHAHFKDAHF."

I wish he would say random things and be the funny boy he really is for the rest of his life and stop threating to whack, and/or whacking people. Grr. Our family could really use the peace and quiet of him being NOT VIOLENT.

Sigh.

Monday, September 26, 2005

no time no time no time to blog.

So here's Franz Ferdinand's Do You Want To lyrics. GO SEE THE VIDEO, it's fucking hilarious.

Do You Want To

When I woke up tonight I said I'm
Going to make somebody love me
I'm going to make somebody love me
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
That it's you
You're lucky lucky you're so lucky

Well do you
Do you
Do you want to
Want to go where I'd never let you before

Well do you
Do you
Do you want to
Want a go of what I'd never let you before

Well he's a friend and he's so proud of you
He's a friend and I knew him before you

He's a friend and we're so proud of you
He's a friend and I blew him before you

Here we are at the Transmission party
I love your friends - they're all so arty

**

Must... get A1 for bio....

Friday, September 23, 2005

Probably the most random thing since MUTIAH.

Me: Ash don't ma-
Ash: POLICE EIGHT!

Yup.

urgh.

For the first time in my life, I didn't have enough time for my physics paper. The paper was do-able, most probably cause I hantam-ed all the questions. But I dilly dallied throughout section one and was stumped by the electricity questions. So I ended up with 15 minutes for 2 essay questions.

I ended up drawing a LENS 5CM LONG instead of the focal length 5cm. OMG. See lah, now i've learnt my lesson about rushing like FUCK.

Seriously, since when did the length of the lens ever matter? I had a grand total of FIVE minutes for that question. So i'm screwed, basically. And I have no idea how alpha particles decay or some shit like that.

Speed revision WORKS, but only sometimes. Keep that in mind.

So next week. Hmm. I will be dead by the end of the prelims, I swear. This week was tolerable. But 4/1 and 4/2 have a whopping FIVE PAPERS next week.

FIVE. In TWO FUCKING DAYS. Perfect example of bad scheduling. My god. Monday's gonna wear me out like hell. I am SO grateful for my tutor. Without her willing to help me before the paper, I might just... FLUNK A MATH! OMG THE HORROR.

And bio. All the undue pressure. Nemind, i'll try my best, and if I don't get first, or at least an A1, I won't cry. I hope.

Ok forget that. Steph SAC got back 2 papers already, E math and pure chemistry. And got A1s for BOTH. Gah. She is not human.

I regret not wanting to go to SAC. Ma claims I was shy. SHY?!

Right. Ok now i'm going to take a short nap, bathe, eat, and STUDY BIO till it comes out of my ears.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

One humongous bungus reason NOT to watch the American Music Awards are.... THE NOMINEES!

POP/ROCK
Favorite Male Artist: 50 Cent, Will Smith, Rob Thomas
Favorite Female Artist: Mariah Carey, Kelly Clarkson, Gwen Stefani
Favorite Band, Duo or Group: The Black Eyed Peas, Green Day, 3 Doors Down
Favorite Album: "The Emancipation of Mimi" (Mariah Carey), "Breakaway" (Kelly Clarkson), "American Idiot" (Green Day)

SOUL/RHYTHM & BLUES
Favorite Male Artist: R. Kelly, John Legend, Omarion
Favorite Female Artist: Mariah Carey, Ciara, Fantasia
Favorite Band, Duo or Group: Destiny's Child, 112, Pretty Ricky
Favorite Album: "The Emancipation of Mimi" (Mariah Carey), "Destiny Fulfilled" (Destiny's Child), "Free Yourself" (Fantasia)

COUNTRY
Favorite Male Artist: Kenny Chesney, Toby Keith, Tim McGraw
Favorite Female Artist: Martina McBride, LeAnn Rimes, Gretchen Wilson
Favorite Band, Duo or Group: Big & Rich, Brooks & Dunn, Rascal Flatts
Favorite Album: "Honkytonk University" (Toby Keith), "Live Like You Were Dying" (Tim McGraw), "Here For The Party" (Gretchen Wilson)

RAP/HIP-HOP
Favorite Male Artist: Eminem, 50 Cent, Ludacris
Favorite Female Artist: Missy Elliott, Lil' Kim, Trina
Favorite Band, Duo or Group: The Black Eyed Peas, Lil Jon & The Eastside Boyz, Ying Yang Twins
Favorite Album: "Encore" (Eminem), "The Massacre" (50 Cent), "Urban Legend" (T.I.)

ADULT CONTEMPORARY
Favorite Artist: Kelly Clarkson, Maroon 5, John Mayer

LATIN MUSIC
Favorite Artist: Daddy Yankee, Luis Miguel, Shakira

ALTERNATIVE
Favorite Artist: Coldplay, Green Day, System Of A Down

CONTEMPORARY INSPIRATIONAL
Favorite Artist: Casting Crowns, Jars of Clay, Mary Mary

BREAKTHROUGH
Favorite New Artist (All Genres): The Killers, Jesse McCartney, Sugarland

The ones in bold are the real WTF ARE THEY DOING THERE nominees.

50 cent? When has his music ever been nice? Or even made effin' sense? You are not good looking. If all you want is some ass, become a gigolo. Kanye West should be there, I says.

Mariah Carey? MY GOODD. What the hell is the world coming to. YOU'RE FRICKIN' OLD, STOP SHOWING INNOCENT PEOPLE YOUR AGED TWAT IN MAGAZINES, YOUR BOOBS LOOK LIKE CRAP IN YOUR VIDDYOS AND just die Mariah. Just cause she's mari-YAH. Blegh. See, her lousy music is getting to me and is making me think irrationally.

Will Smith? Dude, you're old, you're married and you did Men In Black. Nod Your Head was tolerable. Everything else, no.

Ciara, Ciara, Ciara. I wonder who deluded you into thinking you could sing. I'll take my hat off to your dancing, but that was the only reason why you were even remotely considered to make your own album. REPEAT AFTER ME, YOU CANNOT SING. Crooning like a cow gets you nowhere, unless you're Mariah Carey. But she's released 15 albums.

Kelly Clarkson, please don't make anymore videos. Especially if you're trying to portray this 'rock chick' bullshit. It doesn't work for you, and the lower half of your face makes you look ugly. What is that, a cleft lip? You look like crap, regardless of whether you cover half your face with your hair. Hey I know i'm not so great looking myself, but i'm not a celebrity with a flourishing career courtesy of teeny boppers now am I?

Isn't Lil' Kim... Dead? I thought she was shot down by the fashion police S.W.A.T team for showing too much flab.

I have nothing against system of a down. I like them.

All these shitty artists are screwing with my brain. So I shall stop ranting for now.

Is it just me, or does Gwen Stefani's L.A.M.B fashion line well... suck? They look like hankerchiefs and tattered pieces of a scottsman's kilt sewn together. Personally, I don't hate Gwen Stefani. Her music's not bad. But I don't understand why she's trying to transform the costumes from her video What You Waiting For into a fashion line.

Ok back to... more relevant things.

I think we should all shut up and appreciate what Rajidin and the rest are doing for us. I don't even mind that it's in the school hall! Be grateful we even HAVE a dinner, fools. Hello, this is bedok view we're talking about. They haven't had a graduation celebration in years. We can't dance? Even if we could, who are you gonna dance with?

Besides, I think I need to spare my eyes the horror of some people dancing, if dancing really is what they're doing in the first place.

The group that's organizing it deserves full credit. I think we should give them a token of appreciation for doing all this.

Yay. It's Aleksha's 1 month birthday tomorrow! I really want to go. I told ma if I can finish revising physics by 7 pm tomorrow I will go. And I will take pictures and send to Aresha if I do. I think the SHA in Aleksha's name was after the SHA in Aresha's name. Aleksha, Aresha.

Aresha, you should be honoured.

E math! Woo! Loci and vectors here I come baby!

nyao! that was a F1 racing car!

I am so so so so SO screwed for geography.

Don't get me wrong.

The paper was fucking CHIECKEN FEETETH.

Why did I screw it up?

Uhh... I had to pee.

No seriously. The urge came at the beginning of the last half hour.

Ended up writing quarter page-long answers to my SEVEN MARK QUESTIONS. Oh my god. All that studying gone to waste.

I couldn't concentrate at all. And no, I didn't go to the toilet till the end of the paper cause I just didn't have enough time. Argggh. Please be lenient, pleaase.

Ok I made a mistake in my previous entry. Parvati Patil does NOT have a huge forehead. PADMA Patil's the one with the huge forehead. The girl playing Parvati is actually quite pretty.

That aside, Surin has been having weird dreams about me having an ex boyfriend named MAHANTI.

Wahaha what the fuck.

A crazy man in the bus told me he was gonna come to my house and bang down my door. I just ignored him while listening to NOT Aresha's The Cure CD. I know it's not yours ok. Bloodflowers? You don't like even like rock!

The man got off at the same stop as me, and I ran into Iecon mart to hide.

I wore my orange jacket all the way home today. I dunno why, but I didn't sweat at all. I think the cold from the air con really set in for a good 2 hours. Weird.

And what is this i'm reading about... blog screening? What the hell? Way to go teachers, all the more we'll love you! Go ahead and invade our privacy and use the pathetic excuse that the internet is for everyone to read! Oh sure, we won't mind at all that everything we say here will be held against us, no not at all. Heck, why don't you just live with us and document our every move? And count every vulgarity a normally-functioning teen would spew?

Yep, give us 2 hours detention for every F*CK (oh my GAWD I CENSORED THAT!), 4 hours for everytime we slam bedok view, public caning for having a blog and EXPULSION for being human.

Then again... Wait. How in the hell does blogging conflict with school rules? ZZING!

Aruna, 1. Random teacher blog readers, NADA!

Ugh. We already have the government secretly giggling at our blog entries- I mean scanning it for racism etc, what more TEACHERS?

Invade our space, adults do that effortlessly, and so very, very well.

Uh.

Yoda, I am.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Dear god,

I do not want to graduate.

Amen.

ice lemon tea is BLEGH.

I wonder.

If franz ferdinand came to singapore, who would go with me?

Sigh.

Ya so. E math was ok lah. A lot said the trigo question was hard, the last bunch of questions. I thought it was ok lah, but dividing and multiplying decimal's a bitch so I probably screwed up somewhere.

Then chemistry. God. I can kiss my first 3 months in JC goodbye. It wasn't DIFFICULT. That's the shitty part. I studied in-depth, all the complicated mumbo jumbo and of all questions to set, mrs potassium hydroxide koh set EASY QUESTIONS. Some of the fucking basics of chemistry. All of which I barely touched on.

AGGGH.

Tomorrow's geography. I have faith in it. It may no longer be my forte, but I'll try my absolute best to score and not disappoint Ms Ong. So that means studying. Now. That means getting off my ass.

Tsk tsk. I'm still here. Well whaddya know.

Anyways. I watched the WHOLE EMMYS YESTERDAY. ALL 2 AND A HALF HOURS OF IT, EXCLUDING ALL THE LIVE RED CARPET ACTION ON CHANNEL 80.

Pat me on the back, i've never ever ever been able to sit through the Emmys. God it's boring.

And YAY, my favourite desperate housewife Felicity Huffman nabbed the emmy for best actress in a comedy series! Suck it Teri Hatcher!

You should've seen Teri Hatcher's face. It was all 'oh-i-am-so-gonna-win' right before they announced the winner. And I like Marcia Cross's outfit the best.

The girl that plays Julie on desperate housewives is actually really really pretty! I saw her on channel 80. She was wearing this brown tube dress.

I dunno why Rachel Bilson was hunching over in her aluminium foil dress. It just made it look worse.

Yep.

I was watching MTV yesterday, and realised that the black eyed peas sound terrible live. So does chris martin haha. Norah Jones sounds great though. I need to go to more concerts god damnit.

Ok, the LIST needs updating.

Albums to Buy:

Franz Ferdinand (only in Oct)

Demon Days

Jack Johnson (!)

Aw darn I missed the fairly oddparents.

Today was a good day to sleep in.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Yay! I finally downloaded the european version of coldplay's trouble video! Now I can see guy berryman being tied up! Again! And again! Yay!

Went to the lantern festival just now. It had a very vibrant, happy atmosphere. Saw the 'next generation' of kids that invade the big park every weekend. They've sorta separated according to gender. How boring.

Last time we were so happening man. For the lantern festival we entered every year and WON the lantern making competition consecutively until we got too old to enter. *reminiscing mode*

I feel like eating pasta.

Friday, September 16, 2005

wah rao.

The latest harry potter movie trailer is so... shiok man. I CAN'T WAIT!

The very very first thing I'll be doing after the o's... Muahaha. Parvati Patil's forehead is fecking huge. Eeyer.

The stupid trio had better make this movie gud. Cause it's my favourite book bledy hell.

Has anyone heard the 'They're taking the hobbits to Isengard' song? It's bloody funny. There's a whole video lah. Since i'm such a kind soul, i'm hosting it here for you to download.

They're taking the Hobbits to Isengard!

I'm drinking water like it's... water. In a feeble attempt to reduce the monstrosity of my breakouts.

Ash just went missing just now. I found him squatting on the seat of the new bus stop nearer to simpang bedok estate.

He was squatting for 30 minutes. When he got up, I pushed him and he fell over.

Hahahaa.

gonads and strife!

I'm having the most monstrous breakout ever. How do pimples get this big?? HOW?

So i'm isolating myself. I'm not even gonna go out with carlos, manpreet and yiling tomorrow to study cause it's THAT TERRIBLE.

I'm attempting to dry the fuck out of them so I won't resort to squeezing them, which is usually the case. My... 'pimple popper' has gone missing and i've become so accustomed to squeezing my zits with that so in a way it's a good thing, so I won't squeeze my pimples at all and I won't get scars! Well I still would after it dries out, but it'll go away faster.

Argh. So tempting. Must... not... squeeze....

The OC was... good today. It was weird when they started playing Fix You at the end cause it's been played a gazillion times on the radio to the point where people who openly proclaimed their khate for coldplay start downloading it.

But the ending was sweet! Except the caleb dying part. That was sad.

Fi's my OC buddy. =D

You know, I never thought i'd reach a point where I'd find absolutely nothing to watch on tv. Nothing interesting that is, till I got digital cable.

Digital Cable.. Spells never having nothing to watch on TV.... Ever.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

yey! the practicals are OVAH!

Okay, there's still the o level practicals, but nemind.

The friendster layout has changed yet again. Now it's uglier.

I'm screwed for chemistry practical. Some people got hydrogen, oxygen or carbon dioxide. I got oxygen. Aiyah, so stupid.

I didn't understand a thing.

I've got the next 2 days off school, which is good cause that gives me time to catch up on revision.

Gosh... I feel so weird looking at pics of myself, sans braces. I dunno, I got so accustomed to them real quick. And my top row's all straightened out too! I can't help smiling in the mirror all the time. ZHENyang got his braces off already, bloody hell. Well he did have them on for 22 months lah. Not like I mind wearing braces, it's just that cleaning's a bitch sometimes.

Yerp.

Okbye.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

bio practical bio practical bio practical.

.... WENT OKAY!

If they say that practicals are given to help us score, then I really hope I do well. Cause... I cannot.. not get first for bio.

Aiyayaya it's just like that. If not I will lose face fo' shor.

The possibility is looking pretty high right about now. But I want $20 popular voucher to buy a cd.

I might be going to engrish land in december! Woo! But aresha's not free till 20th december, which leaves me with what... 10 days till the next year? And if i'm going for first 3 months then very difficult. But if i'm, then maybe it can be just me and aresha MINUS the crabby mother! Hoohoo.

Ok sssh.

Ok back to practical. I was so nervous like you wouldn't believe. I kept testing the solutions over and over and over again with every food test available. Cause the results were just screwing with my head, and it didn't tally with the question later on.

Fatimah mixed up the 2 fruit specimens, and if mrs tan hh chooses to be strict, she'll lose a whopping 15 MARKS. Ouch. I kept trying to console her, she insisted the specimens were in the wrong dish. Hope mrs tan understands.

Tomorrow i'm gonna be so flustered for chemistry, like I was today for bio. But I still gotta study for it. Most probably anions and cations will come out, cause she kept drilling us with practicals on it.

I can watch LoTR until I can... CRY I tell you. I had to pry myself off the sofa cause it was 2 hours into the movie, at the end of the war on RoTK. So shiok man, I LOVE THE WAR SCENES.

Best.

Okay. Chemistry, blargh.

It would be so so nice if coldplay came to singapore. They're doing their UK shows in december... hmmm.

But i'd rather see them if they came here, with all my fellow coldplay lovers.

I really really want to see:

Quidam
Black Eyed Peas
Oi Sleeping Beauty (haha)
STOMP!!!!!!!! ARGH!

Ma is going with pa. For stomp. I thought parents were boring and unfun... Well, not them. I told them not to take me cause of exams and shiznit. For the sake of my conscience, I won't be going out till after the o's. Unless it's with my family, or to study. But rarely to study.

I khate studying out. With a passion.

Y'know, I have a good feeling for SS. For the first time in what... a year? I could actually calmly tie my answer sheets together, look up at the ceiling and smile for a good five minutes.

I had time to answer everything to my satisfaction. To mr fathul/mr daniel 'cheebai face' yong's satisfaction, I don't know. Apparently mr fathul went up to the guys this morning during morning assembly and said the whole class did OKAY, some did badly.

NOOO!!!!!!

That was my initial reaction. Now I don't care. English was.... boring. I dunno. I wanted to write on Courage, but ended up doing the one on granting autonomy to students with regards to their conduct and attire. I rock at expositions, but tan yok siew doesn't like them, so.... Whatever. She'd rather I write cheesy narratives? No way uh... ho say.

If I write a narrative, it'll become a 1000-word story book.

Eesh *shudders* JC no more narratives, I can kiss them goodbye.

Can you believe I used to wear... BELLBOTTOMS? TO TOWN? A real WTF moment right there. I never realised how stupid I looked till I bought a new pair of jeans. So to recycle a bit, I shall cut off the fugly flares, sew a hem (not by myself =D) and make them into a beauuuutiful pair of 3 quarters! Aren't I resourceful? They flatter the ass real well, it'd be a waste to just throw them away heheh.

I shall take pittchurs soon, to show you the amazeeeng transformation. And no, I won't take a pic of myself wearing them, so go to hell haha.

Anions and cations, here I come!

If I haven't added you, add me at vatefairefoutre@gmail.com on msn.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

registering for gmail...

=D says:
help me out here
=D says:
im registering for a new email
=D says:
what should be my userid?
Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
lol ...
Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
erm .... wait arh ..
Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
what kind of image you wanna project through your id ?
=D says:
LOL

Coming from a guy you've known for 4 years whose command of english you thought was the equivalent of a... haha okay never mind.

Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
pinkusmagie
=D says:
WHAT?

Oh babel fish, because of you the possibilities are endless, I LOVE YOU.

I feel so superior. See lah marr, your fault, you change your email now I felt like changing mine too.

vatefairefoutre@gmail.com.


MaMbOjamBAn: cant think of any says:
hahah bongkity_hamster needs to grow up to fuck u in french

Now, on to msn! Don't add me yet though.

=D

Saturday, September 10, 2005

BLARP.

Miss yiling, you've only failed e math one or two times. We all have our ups and downs, and besides, your a math is exceptional. =D AND, I will always be there if you need me.

This is a typical conversation between me and ash in a good mood.

Me: Hey, ash-
Ash: MU-TIAK!

SS beckons.

what in the hell is tweet?

I just watched the spongebob movie dvd my mom bought for me from JB, with Dog. And of course, the new home theatre system. I couldn't really EXPERIENCE the theatre cause it was late and I didn't wanna wake up the grumpy parents and brother.

Okay. Did minimal studying for SS, but fact remains I still did study for it. I should be prepped for monday's papers, god help me for the rest.

I still feel the warm fuzziness from the movie. Spongebob is never extinct to me.

I think my prelim results will suck ass. But... why is it that when I study at the last moment, it always works? Maybe it's the pressure that spurs me on to focus and concentrate.

Howell. I will not take that chance this time around. Even for prelims. Weee!

Dog is barking non-stop. Her bark is so unique, well at least I always thought so. It isn't a high pitch yap of a toy dog, neither is it low like a typical retriever. It's.... feminine. Haha.

I took Dog on a new route for a walk once, and a lady I came across said, "Wah, no need to check, can tell this dog's female! She's BEOOOTIFOOL!"

Did I blog about this before? Ok doesn't matter, I love Dog. She's so pretty, silly, barks funny, and very very very loyal.

She WAITS for me to come back from school, can you believe it? She lies in the porch with her stuffed Eeyore, either sleeping or gazing at the field. When I arrive, she jumps and sticks her head through the gate. Of which I took pictures of a few entries ago.

I'm going to study tomorrow with skinny manpreet and carlost. Dunno whether manpreet is going, but I won't do SS if I can't really concentrate. I'll do e math instead, though I usually never practise e math cause it can be real chicken feet sometimes. Compared to A math, that is.

I mean, how in the hell do you fail e math?

They purposely give you chicken feet questions to PASS, the rest is whether you've studied or not.

I watched the Lion King 3 on disney just now, and it's so funny aiyoh. Haha.

Did you know, that neptune's daughter in the spongebob movie was played by the oh-so-hot scarlett johansson? She's officially COOL! All the more I love her.

It be getting late, and I be going now.

Friday, September 09, 2005

my mom's ringtone sounds like birds and tweets and happy tree fun things.

Okay. What's weaker?

Cruel Intentions 3's storyline?

Or the intellect of Britney Spears ("oh, i want a c-section instead of giving birth normally cause it HURTSss boohoo")?

You decide.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Hmmm.

If my mom ever said I love you to a maid, it would come out as:

"Saya cinta LU, goblok, bahlul, ibu kau macam tahi babi, saya harap anak kamu jadi cacat!"

Yep.

Turn on your speakers, there's no more music playing in the background.

Ok. This is way overdue. I'm deleting all the useless people that added me for nothing on friendster.

EH HOW TO DELETE? Where's the bloody delete button argh.

Vhatever lah. I'll do it later.

I don't like coldplay's fix you video. Ok not all of it lah, but the whole lightbulb swinging thing? Hmm, I'm just waiiitting for coldplay.com to send me new tour dates. I really really really really hope they're coming to singapore man.

I will go, fo' shor.

Hahaha ash is asking me to play moo moo land a second time. Haha I CANNOT believe the 3 of us used to listen to this nonsense. I remember we were huge fans of moo moo land, michael jackson, scat man (hahahaha), errrmmm... and other funny retro disco songs my dad used to play on cassette tapes in the car.

Now i'm downloading scat man for ash.

Hehehe. He's in such a happy mood. So i'm happy too.

And I WILL study SS today, and I WILL change the bulb for my lava lamp ASAP.

I see a little silhouetto.

Today was unproductive as usual. But I did satisfy my craving for subway! Woohoo! But the bastards didn't give me subclub stamps.

Bio was fun, at least the last hour was. The 40 of us shared TEN, I repeat, TEN (regular-sized) pizzas. I ate four whole slices, and I have no idea how I managed to struggle through a tuna sub at changi airport.

Surin took my cookie! I didn't have a chance to even take a bite. You cookie thief you. I may owe you money but you owe me my cookie.

BLARGH. I could sure use a cookie right now.

The atmosphere at the airport is sooo... cosy and lethargic. You could sleep there. I took out my physics TYS and at that very moment the tired-ness set in. I think its just pure laziness.

But the cafes there are nice and quiet lah. I think I shall rot there in my free time after the o's.

Ok enough about after the o's. As sick as you are reading about it, I'm sick of blogging about it.

Ma bought this abercrombie jacket from the FOS at JB, and it is SO NICE.

But very thick. I told her to give me a cold country to wear it to, hint hint ENGRAND. She just kept quiet.

My jacket is off limits to a miss aresha gopala krishnan until she can find or get a similar jacket to the one that she uhh... didn't lose.

And don't say I use your clothes and blablabla ah! At least I take care of them, put them for wash and don't just chuck them on the floor and whathaveyou. You can use my other clothes though, depends. You're on PROBATION.

And I invented a new word today. I wanted to call surin a goof, and a geek at the same time and it came out as....

GEEF!

I wore my new shoes to school today. It kept pinching at my toes, and it HURT. Aiya all these pre-seasoned shoe naansense makes me wanna go back to my good ol' slippers.

BUT, sneakers are fun to wear. So. I must alternate.

Ok so. Bye.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

the silly little things...

jason says: george cloony sent me an email!!

=D says: riiigghht

=D says: cloony your head lah, your friend named george cloony is it

=D: loony

jason says: haha, george clooney sent me an email!!!!

jason says: i got a few emails from brad pitt too.

It's amazing how a stupid conversation like that can lighten your mood so very much.

AND, I officially LURVE digital cable. E entertainment is to die for. All the celeb gossip a girl dreams about is all in one wonderful channel. And ANIMAX! It has limited shows and they don't show much of the older anime but i'll live. So long as I can abstain from anime, celeb gossip, movies on BOTH HBO and star movies (I have both now WEE!) until after my o's.

Some of the classmates went to SP today if i'm not wrong. How leceh. I think I know the whole maritime building + canteen number blah blah (the one with the macdonalds) and the memorable ship simulator like the back of my hand.

Pa did once quote a chinese girl from another department. She said that the indian expats from the maritime course are gorgeous beyond singaporean proportions BUT dress like fucking banglas (tucked in T SHIRTS, not SHIRTS mind you, high waistlines, bellbottoms) and speak with terrible, terriful accents.

Why is someone calling my dad at this time, I have no idea.

Ma ate a whole tupperware full of those sesame seed cracker things stuck together with some sticky syrup thing (i think it's honey, i forgot LAH) of which she JUST BOUGHT from JB today. She then asked me to get her a glass of water and I told her to get it herself so she can work off the amount she just might put on courtesy of the hell-spawned addictive cracker things.

So now she's giving me the cold shoulder. Oh joy.

I met surin yesterday at bugis cause I was going there to buy sneakers. Yay! Finally a new colour. Gorgeous brown I tells you. Okay, you may be thinking that i'm brown and brown sneakers don't go with brown people cause if they wear brown sneakers they'll look barefooted.

But it's not that bad lah. Or so I think. I love the colour nonetheless.

Bio class tomorrow! I think it won't be too bad. After that I MUST go somewhere to study if not i'll end up vegitating on the sofa watching E entertainment the whole day.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I am my own person.

Please, pretty pretty please stop referring to me as THE GIRLFRIEND.

It's annoying, it's as if I never were friends with anybody beforehand in the first place.

I thought the whole referrence in 2nd person thing was over as time went by. I guess I was wrong.

I won't be friendless if I wasn't with surin, and I didn't gain new friends by being his girlfriend.

So stop, ok?

Sunday, September 04, 2005

desiree is so hot.

Villa Wellness's first episode encore was on just now. It's not too bad lah. But I cannot stand anju. My god she deserves a good kick in the ass.

Pirates of the Caribbean was on Star Movies just now. I WAS going to watch it but Ash just had to act up for absolutely nothing so I missed practically the whole thing cause ma wanted to watch the CNA krakatoa documentary.

It was kinda interesting. I mean, 40m high waves? GOD. And the only reason why the catastrophe was given coverage in the west was cause 27 ang mohs died. Bloody ang mohs.

Converse is having a sale. Sneakers are going for $30. I was planning to buy a second pair. Maybe red or blue. Or beige. So maybe i'll go tomorrow or something.

Polytechnic seems so appealing right now after mr zaldy spoke to me. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps I'll end up eating my words about poly after I get my results. I've been jumping the gun and telling everyone of my VJC dreams, but I never actually meant it.

No aresha, in that case I wasn't being cocky. People asked which jc I wanted to go to. So I said VJC. Big dreams, big big big dreams. Like how I dreamt of Daniel Radcliffe and how he carried me off will never happen, so will VJC.

Unless I get straight A1s, but let's not get cocky.

You'd be surprised to know that I put myself down more than you think now. When I talk to my primary school counterparts, in TKGS and SAC, I feel ditzy and inferior. And in spite of that, I still bash myself mentally thinking of how stupid I really am.

Am I doing anything to rectify that?

......

No.

I'm going through probably the most disastrous mental block ever. If I don't pull through this, I'll end up regretting it for the rest of my life.

This just sucks.

Aiyah, I have to stop blogging about the outcome of the o's. Cause it's not for another half a year.

Physics and a math class tomorrow. I really don't understand relative velocities. If I can scrape through a B3 for my a math, I will scream as loudly as I did for getting a C6 in my malay.

School tomorrow, deedly doo.

be. very. jealous.

Never ever has Daniel Radcliffe EVAR appealed to me in any way... BUT.

I had the dreaaaaaaaamiest dream about him. Oh my god. It was so vunderful. Walao I cannot tahan he was so cute I swear.

It wasn't a dirty dream lah, nothing particularly *ahem* at all. Must I disclose the nitty gritty?

Okay I tell you k.

It was thanksgiving I think. And for some reason I was his best friend coming over to help him sieve.... kidney beans. How in the hell do you sieve kidney beans is beyond me but he told me they was at least a decade old and had fermented and his parents weren't bothered or something like that. So there I was in his very medievil stone kitchen.. sieving beans.

NO THAT'S NOT THE END.

Then miss emma twatson (aka hermione) comes along with some other guy and says some nasty things to Daniel. He started sulking and ran off to some balcony. Being the best friend (cough) I went and comforted him and blahblahblah. Then I asked him my trademark question.

"Do you need a hug?"

Haha I cannot believe I asked him that but I did. AND I HUGGED HIM! Woohoo! Oh joy oh happiness. And it doesn't end there. Then he just CARRIED me (a la romantic comedy) and walked off somewhere and I WOKE UP.

FUCK IT!

Haha. Come on, doesn't every girl wish to be carried off somewhere by a green-eyed pretty boy whilst smiling from ear to ear and everything else that was on her mind beforehand just disappears in a split second and the world becomes a happy, beautiful place?

I know this isn't very nice to surin but hey, it was just a dream yknow. And I am of course.... a girl after all. =D

FUCK!

SECOND TIME ALREADY! I SWEAR BLOGGER SUCKS motherfucking HELL one more time my entry disappears I will fucking spit on my monitor stupid pissshit of a DIARY HOST i hope its lousy MANAGEMENT fucking BURNS IN GODDAMN HELL you stupid asswipes i hope you get run over by cars and children come poke at you with sticks and laugh at you while dogs come and piss on your lazyass faces!

ARGGGGH i feel like ripping all my hair out damn the stupid teen angst and all the blasted hormones i wish i'd NEVER get this worked up about ANYTHING ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh FUCK BLOGGER!

blogger sucks you suck the world sucks my browser sucks studying sucks sec 4 sucks o levels suck cambridge sucks singapore sucks AND NOW DOG IS INFESTED WITH TICKS!!!!!

TICKS SUCK! ticks and fleas and FUCK! I will continue DROWNING you MOTHERFUCKERS in tick shampoo so you will feel the maximum amount of PAIN you wretched little parasitic blood suckers of DOOM!

GOOD FUCKING NIGHT!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

The gallery is back in business baby! I made a new account just so I could put up the new pictures for you guys.

I'm not gonna justify why I have so many albums and why I like to take pictures of everything.

Just... like that lah.

I'm not gonna say anything about be yourself day, apart from the fact that I like my blue FCUK t-shirt, that I met Budi again in like 3 years, caught up with maybelle over the phone and had a blast at yi gang's house.

The pictures say enough. Besides, i'm effin' SHAGGED.

Although, I do wanna say sorry to marr, ben and surin cause me, maya, zah, and maybe a bit of yi gang kinda went overboard with the hyperactivity. Maybe it was the lack of catching up. Haha me and maya gotta catch up soon leh, if not we might just do that again. Haha.

Tomorrow is a schooool holiday. Yay. So I can watch nip/tuck while eating chocolate chip cookies and milk and maybe a little more cable then sleeeeeppp till I have dreams in my dreams.