YAWN

Halfway packing for council camp, halfway doing a mini-facial.

Yep. I will be away for the next 4 days, not like it makes a difference cause I rarely blog nowadays lolol.

Damn hectic la. Tomorrow morning camp starts, rush back for MCYS at 230 to 430, then immediately prepare for TPJC Runway. YES I'M IN TPJC RUNWAY LOL.

I'm just modelling Fahmi's goth design. I pulled out of the modelling competition part cause I figured i'd just be way too tired to do anything else cause of camp. Then after runway, back to camp I go! Fun ah.

THEN next tuesday, wednesday i'll be rehearsing for council investiture. Executive commitee elections will be done on the last day of camp. I'm hoping to snag vice president or head of public relations OR student affairs. No idea just yet.

Thursday will be investiture, and friesday will be sports day! WOOT!

My life is too busy.

ARRRRRR

HOW DOES SOMEONE BECOME SO CUTE IN SUCH A SHORT SPAN OF TIME?? HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?!!?!?!!!!!

He came for the TPJC open house cause I asked. Since he went back to Australia to study I haven't seen him in slightly over 3 months. Then he came back to visit... AAAAAAAAAAAAh. And when he had to cancel our plans afterwards, I felt so ARGH. He had something else on la but aiya.

Damn his hair. So. Cute.

The open house kinda sucked. Barely any outsiders. It was more like.. A carnival for TPJCians. But the Ronin performance was SO GOOD. After the whole thing, the councillors went for dinner at Pizza Hut at TM. THEN WE TOOK NEOPRINTS!! YARR!



















4 indians and 1 neoprint machine = DISASTER. You can't really see but the top left neoprint says COUNCIL ROCK instead of ROCKS, cause Jaspreet ran out of time when she was writing it. So cute.

crap quality videos!

I'm falling more in love with my phone with every passing minute.

Here's 3 totally random videos from school. And they all feature Fatimah.

Doing mind maps in Malay class with Fatimah and Premjeet can be very amusing sometimes.

There's a tank full of hamsters free to traumatise in the bio lab. And Fatimah never ceases to take them out and do something with them. And that sounds wrong.

In light of the upcoming softball match, Mei Juan and Fatimah prepare themselves. Note Fatimah's running.

Aiya. I'm giggling like an idiot in all 3. BUT I LOVE MY PHONE!

super duper yellow scooter.

I'm in love.


Ahh... ('scuse the air bubble)


Long? Bulky? I don't care.

V3x baby. In PINK. For the very first time, I have an up-to-date phone. Chances are it'll stay my phone for 2 years. Nyeheheh.

potential phones...

18th April. The day my contract finally bledy expires.

I have absolutely NO phone in particular that I want. I know, I was yapping on and on about the moto razr v3, but everyone has it now. It's infuriating.



Nokia 7370 - Coffee brown. I dunno why but I'm not a big fan of the other colour. The colour's too guy-ish? Go fuck yourself.


Nokia 3250 - I'm a big fan of the green. It's a bit off, but it stands out from the other colours. Saves me from buying an mp3 player too, that is unless Aresha decides to look for her iTunes software.


Motorazr v3i - Oh yeah, you saw this coming. But there's just something about it I don't like very much. Can't put my finger on it, but YAH.


More v3i. Okay. I change my mind. I can just picture Fatimah screaming for the purple/maroon/whatever one.

Last but not least...


Motorazr v3x!! It pwns. It is tres cool and I vant it. But I also like the other phones.

So... I have to make a decision by Tuesday. Or my dad might just procrastinate and we'll get it during the weekend. SARK!

HELP ME DECIDE! Now. Hankyew.

Man. I forgot to update about the weekend! Thursday we had TPJC Runway rehearsals. I'm contemplating withdrawal. Cause it clashes with council camp and I will be DED TIRED as Iskandar says. But everyone's insisting I continue. I dunch know.

Had a shitload of housework to do on Friday. I was planning to do my homework, so I accompanied Yogi at the expo while he studied. But he was actually doing his homework. He seemed to be in zero mood to talk nonsense or eat dinner, so I just switched off and did my own work from 5+ to 9.30pm. I did quite a bit actually. All the MCQ questions from the bio tutorials and some of my math tutorial.

Chem tutorial's due wednesday, PIs... I dunno. And GP i'll do today. So. YAY!

I was planning to watch a movie on Saturday at TM or do something fun, but Ash went ballistic and made the most GARGANTUAN MESS OF THE CENTURY. Everything breakable was broken. I'm just glad he didn't touch the computer, or the plasma tv cause he was close to toppling it over the other day.

Spent the whole day cleaning it up. Missed my dental appointment too, I had to fix a bracket that was broken for 2 weeks. Jeez. It was the shittiest feeling in the world, wasting a WHOLE day cleaning the house, considering the fact that you wasted a WHOLE afternoon the day before doing housework.

Later at night it wasn't too bad. We had pizza hut for dinner and watched ANCHORMAN: THE LEGEND OF RON BURGUNDY on HBO. It's CRAZY funny. It's not super slapstick or anything, just really lots of light-hearted humour. It's a must watch lah, seriously.

Man, I love cable.

onto less depressing things..

I came across the little notebook, you know the kind you get for free in conjunction with some campaign thing in school. It was my doodle book from 2 years ago, when I was in sec 3, and it contained a grand total of three pages worth of little doodles.

There was this one page though, it was when Mr Tan Chai Choon told us a method on how to remember the sequence of the 4 directions so we wouldn't screw it up.



Naughty Elephants Splash Water. Immediately I thought of an elephant doing the can-can in a puddle of water, so I drew it.

I was so marvelled by my doodle and showed it to my friends. They didn't laugh.

I thought it was hilarious.

Either my sense of humour is very very unique, or very very lame. I'd like to think it's the former.

=D

blah.

Life can suck so so so so soooooooooo much sometimes.

So much so... that it makes you wonder what you and your family did that was so wrong that you had to deserve this.

15th April 2006 signals the day that the feeling of mounting loss has begun.

Spent the whole day cleaning up the mess Ash made. I feel so drained, I can't even finish my homework. The throbbing headache and all.

AIYA.

homework list.

Okay. Die die I must complete this by Monday (with some exceptions).

Bio - Proteins + Enzymes tutorial
Chem - Chemical bonding tutorial
Math - Graphing techniques + Equations tutorial
Econs - NOTHING YAY!
PW - Redo PI
GP - 2 reading logs
MT - Compo (due thursday, so I don't give a flying fuck)

I think that's all. Looks like i've got my 1-day extra weekend all planned out for me. Stupid crap.

Oh, and council elections were a walkover. So congrats to me, I am unofficially a TPJC Student Councillor. *beams*

Kinda shitty it had to be a walkover though, cause it was only Deborah, Bryan and I who really put in effort into putting up posters and all. But whatever, I made it in so I should be happay!

EVERYONE! COME FOR TPJC OPEN HOUSE ON 22ND APRIL SATURDAY 10AM TO 4PM!

RONIN WILL BE PLAYING HO MAI GORD SO COME OK? It'll be fun anyways. MASS DANCE YAAAAYYYY!!!!

nyerm!

Campaign speech for the J2s went better than expected! Nyehnyehnyeh. All that worrying and it turned out for the better.

The red river valley started soon after so my joy was short-lived. There was this one other thing that made me really happy :D

Something lah.

Pasted my posters around school today. The double-sided tape from the school bookshop is shit. My posters kept dropping and people were stepping on it. MY POSTER! MY FACE! Haiya.

Went back to BV just to kpo. We thought the O'Level certs were ready but they weren't, so we just bummed around the school, disturbing the teachers and all. I decided to take a cab home after that cause I was aching all over and was too lazy to walk. And it cost me $2.60. HAH! Then I bathed and slept till 7.30pm and it was BLISS.

Stuff on my com I have yet to watch:

The OC Season 3 episodes 16 & 17
V for Vendetta (YAY!)
The Longest Yard
Anchorman
Requiem for Dream
Donnie Darko
Sin City
Finding Neverland
Howl's Moving Castle (!!!!!!)
+
FF7 Advent Children DVD

Alamak. What is wrong with me. Any sane person would've watched ALL those movies by now. Most of those movies have been in my com since last year, and I keep promising myself I'd watch them.

SECONDARY SCHOOL IS FULL OF LIES. EVERYTHING THEY TEACH YOU IS WRONG. REMEMBER THAT. A Level chemistry will be the death of me.

I HATE THIS.

I hate being stuffed away, like (metaphorically LAH!) up someone's armpit or behind someone's ear, somewhere insignificant and worthless, and it's only when you really need me then you bother to find me.

I'm your last resort. I'm the spare, just in case the rest write you off and not give a shit. I'm so sick of playing this role. I wish I was more significant. I feel so happy when people make me think I do, but then they shove me aside for awhile, AND then they come back again.

Meh. I want to curl up under my blanket and sleep for the rest of my life, because I am that insignificant.

I don't understand some things.

Like my father's disregard for certain smells. In his room. Or his disregard for personal hygiene.

I also don't understand how when I start with homework, it ends with me on the computer.

I'm sorry Prem Desmond GopiPratakosong. Oh no wait i'm not haha.

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He was telling me about his 'tummy'.

A few weeks back we had our 2nd PW lecture, and the school brought in a speaker. After awhile it got boring, so Natalie, me and Premjeet started writing a very enlightening, yet very wrong story.

My parts will be underlined, Nat's parts will be bolded and Prem's will be in italics.

Once upon a time, there was a kopitiam ah soh named Natalie. She was also quite a funny kopi-so. She liked this boy, named premjeetdeepinderpreet singh. As so people thought! But she loved her work more and she didn't want to like people cause they're scary. She had a friend, Aroona!

"Lala" she sang as Pangaea broke up into Gondwanaland and the "other". Premjeetdeepinderpreet and natalie were stuck on one side, and Aroona was left all by her lonesome self with the dinosaurs and king kong on the other. Aroona then called it "Laurasia"! Wow. But Natalie evolved and grew wings to visit Aroona, leaving 2 legged Prem in Gondwanaland.

Then Premjeet was all alone on the island. Soon he mastered the art of survival and was recognised as a God. He was able to tame all the wild beast and became beast master (season 22). King Kong got jealous and then jumped over to GL and did an ancient tribal ritual and raped Premjeetdeepinderpreet. Twice.

Ouch. Then Prem had twins! Pam and Kam. Aww how sweet, however, King Kong was sick and tired of raising a family and decided to hop back over to Laurasia so that he could have some fun with the two sexually deprived girls (Threesome!). <-- what a typical guy thing to write -_-

BUT! By then, Natalie and Aroona were the most advanced organisms in the continent and made King Kong their pet monkey. And poor Prem was left with the twins and nothing much.

THE END! Retarded huh. I'd like to think i'm a fairly creative person. The part where Pangaea breaks up into blahblah is A level geography. Pangaea's the first HUGE continent. Before it split into two continents, then the rest blahblah. Nowwww you get it right?

Hurr. I was supposed to watch Keeping Mum with yigang tonight, but ma said no cause I forgot to put the pillowcase for a wash along with the rest. Sigh.

Everyone thinks my life is a jijantic cake made of rainbows and butterflies full of happiness cause that's what I want it to be.

...

So it shall be, regardless of what REALLY is going on. I'm becoming delusional, but that's the only way to stop me from going absolutely crazy. Its works!

I bought an orange photo frame today. It's pretty pointless cause i've got like a bajillion photos pasted on my wall anyway. So I selected the one closest to my heart and put it in the frame and placed it next to my bed. The one with me, Ash and Aresha doing the See no evil, Speak no evil, and Hear lots of evil at Breeks.



My nose looks so... WHOA!

Anyway. I've picked up a new hobby!



It looks retarded, yes, BUT! It's so much more than squiggly handwriting on msn.

It's when people NUDGE me while i'm writing! It's so much fun seriously you should try it. I think... one of my screws have come a bit loose.

OMGZ! The deadline for the Docent registration was on the 31st of March! That means.... They MIGHT, or MIGHT NOT be emailing me soon regarding an interview. The chances of an interview happening banks on my application form. I hope I answered the questions to their liking. Cause if I don't get to become a SZG Docent, i'll have lower chances of getting a scholarship later on.

And if I don't get into council, even worse.

They said they'd contact me about an interview in April. It's already the 8th. 22 more days till the end of April. *bites nails*

sigh.

I'm dead tired. And I might be veto-ed out of the council elections for making noise during the chemistry lecture today.

If I don't get into council, my life in TPJC will have a lot less meaning. And i'm not just saying that. The friends i've made, the work i've done during first 3 months, all for nothing?

No way, I can't live with that. It's just not fair. I wasn't even given the slightest warning. I know, I'm a young adult and don't need to be told what to do, but sometimes your mind wanders yknow? All that stress, both academic or otherwise, need to be offloaded at some point, but it just so happened to coincide with the chemistry lecture. And for that i'm wrong of course, but let's be reasonable. Why must the punishment outweigh the crime?

I am so screwed. I'm gonna appeal to my CG tutor should the empty threat be... not so empty. I've got so much crap to do as it is, and this just adds to my problems. On top of the fact that I have no more maid to handle all the nitty gritty which I REALLY have no time for and ma can't seem to understand that.

Pre-u seminar? Like she gives a shit that I was chosen for the most prestigious event in anyone's JC life. Came home at 9pm cause after the interview today me, Yilin and Joshua went to kallang KFC to discuss over dinner. And I told her exactly what we did, and she said something along the lines of not knowing whether to believe me or not. Which is fucking crap because I never lie about these things, for fuck's sake, when was the last time I did such a thing. GET OVER YOURSELF.

Speaking of the interview today. We interviewed the director of NIE, Professor Leo something. From the moment Joshua posted the very first question, he went on and on like a speeding train for almost an hour. At first I was attentive, then after awhile I felt my attention span narrowing, then slipping, then totally lost. THEN, I started nodding off. In front of the freaking director of NIE!

Both me and Yilin were going through the same waves of sleepiness, fidgeting and Yilin was pinching herself to stay awake. I could tell Joshua and Bryan were looking at us periodically trying to send us magic mental signals to wake us up. Towards the end, things got a bit more livelier. But his monologue was very...... off tangent. I dunno, it made sense but it wasn't about students. Mostly.

Okay i'm starting to doze off here, GOONEIT.

I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK DUE TOMORROW! I'm so proud of myself. 2 PIs, a math assignment and econs worksheet. WOOT! And I finished it at friggin' 10pm! So early.

YEAAY. So I can sleep in peace, and watch the TPJC vs TJC soccer match tomorrow guilt free! But i'll have to study for my econs test later on lah.

The interview today was interesting. The NUS campus is bledy huge lah. Dr Lily Chan is a pretty nice lady, but it got a bit weird cause me and Yilin were just jotting down what she was saying while we let Caspar and Joshua do all the talking. Mr Remedios didn't quite like it though, he told the guys to let us do the talking for the next interview on friday. BLARGH.

Hooray for sleeping!

Tomorrow me, yilin, joshua, bryan and caspar are going to NUS to conduct an interview with a... Dr Lily Chan. Who? you ask? I have no idea either.

Mr remedios will be driving us there at 2.10pm SHARP! Meh. The only thing I look forward to is actually stepping into NUS. And having fun with yilin. :D

Hmm my birthday. It sucked lah, really. Not the outing with my darlings, no, but the actual day itself. Luckily alvin asked me to join him, desmond, jillian and yogi at the expo to study. Yes, study, on my birthday. But I had fun! More fun than I would've had if I just stayed at home to rot and do housework.

Pictures!!

Desmond being himself... A slut.


My campaign manager and fellow friend-who-was-ignored, Jillian! <3


My birthday cake! Courtesy of Jillian, so sweet =D


Things get emotional later with Desmond and Alvin emperador at Simpang.


This picture is just... Err... Off. I mean, just look at Desmond's face! And what the heck are Alvin and Yogi looking at?


The 3 most touchy-feely-with-each-other people i've met - Desmond, Alvin and Yogi. Seriously, just look at them. And Alvin isn't even looking at the camera! Rar.


Alvin looks like he's gonna say FUCK as Desmond watches in amazement, and Yogi is a camwhore wearing a hippy t-shirt.


Happy birthday to me. Sorta. Jillian wrote a happy birthday msg on my hand.


Desmond and Alvin find their sentimental side. Note Alvin's totally AH BENG PANTS!


I keep telling him to trim his nose hair, but he never listens.


Desmond striking a killer smile. LOOK SEXY, NOW!

So yep. Went home at 10 and was too scared to sleep cause I was dead exhausted. I finally took a well-deserved nap today and I had the weirdest dream ever. Which I forgot.

The council elections is driving a stick up my ass. Seriously. So is PW, the Pre-u seminar and... Biology. I've finally reached a point where I don't understand anything. Time to call JIA YING my trusty china tutor.

I did chemistry and some math homework today, go me! Now all I have left is the rest of Math, PW left to finish by Thursday, afterwhich i'll study for my Econs test on friday. And we have another friggin interview to do on friday.

Then on saturday, the Pre-u sem presenters will meet to discuss our presentation itself.

MY GOD WHAT A BORING ENTRY! TPJC has made me a boring person. Kill me now.

it's my birthday.

Hooray.

I don't feel any different though, my parents couldn't care less. All my mom wanted me to do was wake up in the morning so I could keep an eye on the maid. But nevermind lah, I already went to celebrate yesterday of which I shall blog about soon.

Because I'm going for an Oriental Swedish Pampering worth s$120! Yup. And i'm gonna be late if I continue blogging so BYE!