I'm going to ENGRAND! RAR!

YES. And this time IT'S SUPER DUPER CONFIRMED. Cause my mom has already booked the ticket for the 11th of june. Leaves me with slightly over a week to bum around at home and study/do homework, after the pre u seminar.

So i'll be leaving on a plane all by my lonesome self to go to London, then I gotta take the train all by my lonesome self to Heathrow airport where Uncle Matt will most probably be picking me up at. And one day later, ARESHA'LL BE COMING! YEAY!

Ah-so. What did I do today. After checking out the travel fair at suntec we scoured the warehouse sales on the third floor. One of them was very.. FOS. Slightly more overpriced FOS, but I still exploited my mother to buy some stuff for me (aiya just an A&F jacket and t-shirt). SEE! This is the misconception Aresha has when it comes to me. I'm not a spoilt brat. I'm MANIPULATIVE.

Had YOU have gone shopping with ma, she'd be willing to buy whatever you want. And seeing how you rarely even want to, DON'T YOU COME AROUND POINTING FINGERS.

Ahh, so where was I?

Saw a vintage sale thingy and ALMOST bought a new schoolbag for myself on impulse. A $22 shoulder bag with pink hearts all over it. SO CUTE, and I was about to pay for it myself before ma jumped in and said it was ugly. I dunno. I couldn't tell. I'm sort of a sucker for ugly things.

I still haven't used the many many esprit coupons my mom got in the mail. 30% off, $8 off, buy 1 get 1 free nail polish and something else I forgot.

Got home, used the comp only to receive a retarded message on friendster. Here it is, along with my reply;


I'm gonna get a very angry reply soon. From a guy who can't spell TONGUE.

Oh wow my pageviews are rising. *ishappy.. sorta*

My birthday is coming! And I shall do a second, PROPER bufday wishliste.

1. Motorazr V3i
2. Nikon D70
3. New schoolbag
4. Umm. Ankle socks.
5. Daft Punk's MISTIQUE album!!! This is one album I MUST buy. The trailer was AMAZING.
6. I can't believe i'm saying this.. But an MP3 player. An iPod video? =D
7. Blu-tack A maid
8. Extenion wire that my dad stole and put back downstairs. I want a new one.
9. Bigger study table preferably with bloody drawers please!
10. Laptop with good wireless
11. A place to put the 14-inch TV and cable in my room lolol
12. errrrrrrrrr................... this is my thinking spot.
13. PS3! Or even... dare I say it... XBOX 360! Once it's cheaper and modified, of course.
14. My braces to come off ASAP
15. My pimples to go away ASAP, oh, and forever.
16. To be a TPJC COUNCILLOR! XD
17. New UNDERWEAR!!!

I love birthdays.

Fi thinks she has too many typos;
rafidah summer valesco sp here i come, baby. says: gee aruna. my typing sucks so bad

=D says: where got

rafidah summer valesco sp here i come, baby. says: ahahah you see ah

rafidah summer valesco sp here i come, baby. says: not so many cos i usually realise so i correct
them

rafidah summer valesco sp here i come, baby. says: even so, there's still so much mistakes

rafidah summer valesco sp here i come, baby. says: ohmygod

rafidah summer valesco sp here i come, baby. says: terrible

=D says: i also what

=D says: everyone also what

=D says: what talking you kuku

=D says: HAHA that sounded so funny

I think I speak too much Singlish. But it's fun speaking Singlish, yknow, like how people say Singapore is boring and all. I think Singlish gives us individuality. I don't understand why the goverment is going out on a limb to eradicate it. Then you have your 'speak mandarin' campaigns.

Oh ya I was at Suntec's art exhibition, which was nothing short of BEAUTIFUL. But what really dampened my mood were the minahs there. UGH!

You are not arty farty. You are not unique. You are ALL CLONES OF EACH OTHER. Your dressing is not eccentric. You are not making a statement. What you all are, though, are IDIOTS.

You batshit crazy freaks, starting a conspiracy of blogs with shit English. Scrutinizing innocent people who walk by you in town, although they're indefinitely dressed better than you, you'll always DELUDE yourself into thinking you look even REMOTELY better than them, with your 1-inch thick MASKS for make-up, mango/esprit/this fashion tops and TIGHT jeans that make your ass look SO MUCH bigger than it already is.

Oh, and don't get me started on how you guys make pumps and sneakers look like SHIT. And no, you guys can't pull of bohemian either. No, don't even try. Especially since it consists of you throwing shit together, putting on a bead necklace and some shit Far East bag and proclaiming how arty farty you are.

Minahs. Are. Not. Unique.

They are a whole new race of EVIL. They take nice clothes and make them look like SHIT. Jeezus. Do yourselves a favour, and have a bit more self-respect. Or just DIE. Yeah, I vote for the latter.

Whew. Glad I got that off my chest! GOOTNIET.

WHAT THE FUCK!

WHY THE FUCK WOULD SOMEONE PULL SUCH A RETARDED PRANK? GARRRRR.

But I don't think it was a prank lah. Cb. No laughter, it sounded bledy professional and stuff. Rargh.

Owell. I'm not bitter. I don't even like placebo that much. I'm just annoyed someone would do something like that. Dj Jensen? Bleaaaah.

Went for a late lunch with PremJEET and Natalie at pastamania. It was fun cause prem's full of shit haha.

The pre-u seminar people gotta meet with the teacher in charge tomorrow. A short but urgent meeting. She's gonna KEEL us because the fucking part 2 idiots have yet to consolidate their drafts and combine it with ours, the part 1 people.

I tell you, we part 1 people are so efficient. We got ours done by the end of the holidays, went WELL over the word limit of 2500 words (we hit over 5000), touched it up with fantastic English, and STILL had time for pizza (TWICE!) and pool.

Mrs Koh is STILL probably gonna screw us upside down.

I'm tired. I have a math tutorial and laundry to do. And it's 9.15pm. I seriously doubt i'll be able to wake up on time tomorrow.

But y'know, no matter how tiring, i'm thoroughly ENJOYING school. I seriously LOVE TPJC now, regardless of its 'top of the bottom' ranking. I'll just work my ass off. Besides, the reason why I love it so much is cause of the friends i've made. They've really made my 3 months there extremely enjoyable and they'll continue to do so for the next year or two.

Council elections are coming up! I can either become a CG rep which automatically grants me a place in council, or go through campaigning and elections. But I DON'T WANNA BE A CG REP. I don't want double responsibility, although my School Graduation Cert will look fabulous.

Besides, campaigning is probably gonna be FUN. Aiyah, we'll see how it goes next week.

And I need the toilet now bye.

econs research and STILL NO SIGN OF TICKETS.

I am very angray bangray. The 91.3 WKRZ fuckers haven't called me. But it's no big loss cause I didn't have any intentions on going, STILL! I sang for those shit tickets over the phone so I better get them.

Econs is so BLAH! Individual and market demand, supply go down if demand go down and my brain functions are also going down.

Why does all the terminology have to be so CHEEEM. GARR, I hate econs. But I hate geography more, so I'm glad I switched after PAE.

Supply and demand is quite straightforward lah. But we were asked to do research for individual and market demand, whatever the fuck they are, and i'm LOST. I've had peanuts for spare time cause I always seem to have somewhere to go. Or something to do.

Gotta learn how to manage my time better lah. Common tests are in MAY! FRICKIN' MAY! And last minute studying gets you NOWHERE in JC, so I'm gonna start studying ASAP.

Went to visit mr-bloody-nose Surin just now. Poor fella's got his nose all bundled up and plugged. The bleeding is really damn jialat lah, until it trickles down his face all. His mom and dad were there and they were real nice and stuff, and super duperly concerned.

After that I went to visit my grandaddy. His dementia's really horrible now, he's hallucinating and talking gibberish. Aunty Man and Primela were there when I dropped by, so we entertained him until 8pm+ then left.

GAH! I wish there were more than 24 hours in a day.

AND WILL THOSE WKRZ FUCKERS CALL ALREADY?!

i'm on a MANHUNT. garr.

Yes. To find the random person that nominated me to win them tickets. So far I haven't found anyone. Sigh.

OMG ITS THIS FRICKIN THURSDAY WTF. A prank? Oh no.

hahah so unlikely but hey whatdyaknow?

Yeah I bet you're wondering what's the unlikely thing that happened.

I dunno if it's a prank lah, but if it isn't, then HOORAY!

SO yah. I was watching So You Think You Can Dance? just now on tv when I got a call from a private number. I thought it was Fi or Mimi or Yigang so I just picked up as per normal, expecting a familiar voice. Turns out it was some DJ from WKRZ 91.3!

He introduced himself, blahblah then he said that some guy nominated me to win a pair tickets to MTV's Fashionably Loud event featuring Placebo. I was like OMGWTFBBQ and at the back of my mind I knew it wouldn't win cause I know jackshit about Placebo and also there was the possibility of it being a prank.

I had to answer a question about Placebo but thank god he asked if I knew anything about them. I said I didn't and he asked me what was my favourite band, and to sing a line of any of their songs. I suck peanuts at thinking on my feet so I just said Franz Ferdinand, and I ended up singing the intro line of Do You Want To in a secluded corner of my house over the phone.

When I reached the part after the 'you're so lucky!', I gave up halfway through the do do do-s and he said I got the tickets! Woo! Yay.

Okay. If it's a prank.. Ack.. I'm sorta ruling out that possibility. Cause I never intended on going for that event and I never mentioned it to anyone, so it's pretty pointless right? I dunch know.

But what a great birthday present! I STILL don't know who nominated me for the contest. But whoever you are, TELL ME OK? I hope it's not afroman. *prays*

Yay, I have something else to wear my $80 novo wedges to.

Uhuh.

Today I opened a fortune cookie.

And it said that someone from the opposite sex that I just met adores me.

OH HOW I WISH!

i bought me my JACK JOHNSON!

YEAY! I had no idea what to spend the $20 MPH voucher I got from speech day on. I can always rely on bookshops selling CDs now. I was browsing the chillout/jazz/blahsdksjf section looking for a Bebel Gilberto or a Ive Mendes but no luck.

So... I turned to the pop/rock section! GASP! And then and then I was just looking here there and suddenly WHAMBAMALAKAZAM I saw Jack Johnson and remembered that I wanted to buy his album.

Yup. I'm being really hyper bleh.

Since the ARUNA NEW YEAR is in two weeks, I shall compile a bufday wishliste.

1. Motorazr V3i!! RAR!
2. I already bought me my $80 novo shoes so this is redundant
3. World of Warcraft!
4. A new poster for my room.
5. Blu-tac. HAHAh.
6. A maid. I'm tired.
7. Money to do something about my frizzy shit hair.
8. More beach shorts.
9. Acne-be-gone!
10. A big birthday party which won't happen.
11. Haha yigang is here oops.
12. A laptop for myself with wireless better than the SHIT wireless my dad has on his.
13. More jeans pants etc. AIYA CLOTHES LAH
14. I've run out of stuff.

SO yah yigang is here and I think we're gonna watch a DVD later, depending on what he wants to watch. I need to make a new list cause that one sucks.

Yay we're gonna watch Chicken Little. I'd watch the Longest Yard and Without a Paddle but they're GONE. *stares accusingly*

Okbye.

okey hokey mokey.

I IS BACK! Yay.

The new layout sucked so I guess this is just temporary. I hope. But how much you wanna bet i'll get too lazy and not bother. NYAH!

The only two Jason Mraz songs on my computer are the ones Fi asked me to download for her donkey years ago. I shall listen to them for the sake of him doing his one night only thing tonight.

Oh ya, council chalet, lolol. It was on the 14th till the 16th. So many things happened man. For the FIRST time in history, I got totally wasted. And nobody would've found out if me and mimi hadn't run drunkenly back to the chalet giggling like idiots while the rest were cutting Ili's and Desmond's birthday cake.

Hariyanto looked AMAZED at how drunk I was. It was kinda funny. But I wasn't doing anything silly. I was just asking people for hugs and saying funny things and amusing everyone. It was fun while it lasted, but the nausea that came after that was horrible. Daryl was nice enough to take me for a walk and buy me a McChicken on the way back.

Apparently Desiree was furious with me and mimi, but I dunno, she was smiling at me the whole time while Sujana, Nadia and Jaspreet were talking to me. Or at least I think she was.

Apart from that, the chalet was pretty mundane. I had an idea to spice things up by renting scary movies but the xboxes the chalet provided can't play DVDs! How retarded.

2nd orientation last week sucked ass. What a horrible way to start the 2nd intake. Bleah.

=D

last day of first intake...

Tomorrow. I'm so sad. My 06S03... Boohooooo.

I'm gonna miss my civics group so frickin' much!!! ARRGH. I know I won't have the same classmates cause i'm switching from Geog to Econs. We had SO much fun today with Ms Leow during GP taking pictures and stuff. Fatimah was hitting on Tengkuang so much we almost thought she wanted to elope with him or something.

My acne's cleared so much man! Woot! The medicine's working wonders. I look better in photos now! But my back is still quite jialart.

Next week's the beginning of 2nd intake... I'm not looking forward to it at all. The new faces, yes, but a lot of the familiar faces will be shoving off to better (or worse) JCs or Polys.

I'm gonna miss MY YUXUAN LIKE HELL. I'm gonna miss FANNIE laughing at all my stupid jokes. I'm gonna miss JOVINA and us being so cool since we're from SACPS lolol. I'm gonna miss CRYSTAL turning red when she gets fired up and those adorable cheeks of hers. I'm gonna miss FADHILAH and HAFIZAH, the two crazy Tampines-ians who get traumatised by me and Fatimah everyday. I'm gonna miss FAZILLAH for always being there for me to talk to. I'm gonna miss NATALIE and JIE YUN and their PRCS KFC uniforms ahaha.

Maybe i'll see them again, maybe I won't. But we'll always be 06S03, first intake BABY!

I'm gonna miss skipping lectures and tutorials, spending hours in the canteen singing along to songs and playing MURDER, talking all sorts of shit, looking at other people, playing the COIN game and all sorts of other nonsense.

Next term onwards it's gonna be FULL STEAM AHEAD. Work lectures tutorials and ten times more HOMEWORK.

On the bright side... There'll be COUNCIL! And PHOTOGRAPHY! And all those fun things that JCs have.

Yay.

I hate being read like an open book.

Today in the canteen..

Mimi: Is it *insertboysnamehere*?

Me: *shakes head pathetically*

Mimi: OMG YOU LIKE HIM! That was the most unconvincing NO i've ever seen lah.

Shit shit. This is not good.

I was talking to Fi the other day about something like this. And she was totally spot on. So much so that it was FUCKING SCARY how accurate she was. Especially about the bit where I fall for people, very very very very very very easily. SO EASILY, I even shock myself. Geez. And it's even worse now.

She said the only way to stop myself is self-control. But... that's so hard!! ARGH.

But it really touched me that she knew so much about me. She knows more about me than I know about myself. All the little details i'd have least expected her to notice, she completely did. Wow.

Friendship's amazing that way.

MUNICH!

Wah that movie is damn nice lah. The sex scenes aside, the plot, everything, Steven Spielberg did great. It reminded me of Ocean's Eleven, the scheming and all. It's REALLY long (3 hours) but tolerable.

The storyline is damn sad lah. A true story about what happened after the case about the Israel athletes who got killed by terrorists in 1972. I almost teared up.

And Eric Bana has a fine ass.

If you're 18, or remotely look 18 and want to try your luck with the old fogeys to tear your movie tickets at Lido, GO AND WATCH.

Well the uh... 'date' was weird. But enjoyable. He's a bit retarded in a lame way. He bought a Mcd's happy meal and was so excited about the toy. He started playing with it for all of 5 minutes, laughed while I slapped my forhead in least discreet embarassment, then just gave it to a random kid sitting at the table next to ours.

His hair is crazy lah. He told me he had Adam Brody hair but it's a fricking Adam Brody AFRO man.

The annoying bit was him bugging me to go out with him again, more than friends kinda thing. I gave him a 1001 reasons why I didn't want to, and he still didn't back off. After awhile I started to digress and it was a SUCKSESS! Started talking about other nonsense like how my hair looked minah, how badly he wanted braces and telling me about Lasalle.

Pa called while we were at Starbucks telling me to go to Challenger and get an ink cartridge and come home ASAP so he could do his work. So as leceh as it was, I went all the way to Tampines and he followed me! He lives in fucking Novena lah. When we were on the EW line he started talking like a mat, telling me that he had to talk that way cause we were entering the ghetto.

....what?

I was being pretty sarcastic and horrible to him. I told him NO at least seven times. I just don't see myself going out with a guy like him lah.

Rejection is a painful thing. For years it's always been me being rejected by everyone, people stepping on my head.

RAR THE POWER!

boring boring boring.

Yep. Only fun thing i've done was the council meeting on Thursday.

Had a biomolecules quiz on carbohydrates and lipids on Thursday too. I felt damn stupid lah, sitting there, mouth agape at the questions on the screen while everyone else was furiously scribbling whatever nonsense answers they had. I didn't study a single bit so I guess it's expected.

My life is a big boring vessel of stale air.

On a not so boring note, i'm going on a date tomorrow, MUCH to Mimi's happiness. When I told her she went almost ballistic. Which is her usual reaction lah but still. I dunno if you can call it a date, it's just lunch.

With Bryan the spastic. I don't think anyone knows him, but he caused me a shitload of trouble 2 years ago, to the point where I didn't talk to him for a whole year. Now he wants to make amends, and I get a free lunch out of it so YAY.

Oh and now... A free movie! Woo!

period cramps+sore throat+blocked nose+perpetual urge to vomit=...

.... FRICKING HELL!

Woke up this morning feeling like total crap. Couldn't even speak. The biggest mistake I made today was taking my acne medicine. Ma let me stay home and I watched E! in the morning with Aresha.

Kept falling asleep and waking up every hour for some stupid reason. Watched 2 episodes of the OC season 3 and ended up vomiting halfway. Then slept somemore. Mimi wanted to come over to pick up my sec3/4 bio notes so she could read through them, but I wasn't in the mood to entertain much, I could barely even walk after barfing.

Now i'm feeling much better lah, but i've got bloody geography to do which I seriously can't be arsed to look up.

The acne medicine's really killing me. The cream and the facial wash is ok, but the antibiotics are mad! Ajay said it's abnormal for it to make me vomit, but the doctor said it's a common side effect. Blegh. Instead of two i'll just take one. Yay me!

uh

I dunch know what to do for my birthday. Chalets are out, cause ma says if I wanna go England in June, no chalet for my birthday. I don't see the link lah but whatever. I don't wanna have it at my house cause I don't want Ash to get all hyper and I gotta shun him aside and entertain instead, that's just not fair.

Suggestions?

you could've had it so much better with franz... but you didnt! hah!

It was damn nice lah. Wanted to ponteng school but I was still contemplating on whether to go for council. Ended up chairing the debate between S03 and S07, and apparently I did it so well the teachers said I was the best chairperson so far. Nobody's ever said anything like that before! I felt so... honoured. The teacher said she'd definitely get back to me regarding other things I could do.

I pulled out of this debate cause council was eating up too much of my free time. Not that i'm complaining la, but I didn't have enough time to do research and whatnot.

We lost the debate though. FINALLY! I'm glad the other class won. No more stress no more worries NOTHING! FREEDOM!

After that it was basically running to catch a cab, a brief shower, fiddling with my hair, getting everything together then finally leaving to meet a very pissed off Sabarina. Ooops.

By the time we got there it was about... 6? The line was long, but still ok. Saw Jac and Shila there too! They were there since 3pm and had places waaaay in front. I wanted to tumpang their queue but people were getting kicked out of line for cutting probably cause others were complaining, so we didn't budge.

We started filing into the place at about 7.20pm. We managed to get spots reasonably close to the stage initially, and up until 8pm I was inching my way to the front cause of inconsiderate bastards ploughing their way through the crowd to meet some bitch who got a place up front. So technically they aren't bastards. But whatever.

Anyway. After almost an hour of smelly people, inconsiderate sonsofabitches and poking from Sabarina, the lights went down. I had my camera ready, but shit, I wasn't ready for all the chaos once the music started!

The pushing and shoving was crazy lah! Being the idiot I was, I brought in my bag. So most of the time when I wasn't trying to keep my balance while being shoved in all directions, I was clinging onto my bag cause it kept slipping off. After about 20-30mins of sweaty violence, I couldn't take it anymore so I walked out of the crazy area and stood a few metres from where I originally was, where everyone else who was sane was standing.

Seriously. I didn't eat lunch nor dinner and I just didn't have enough energy to push people out of the way and all that jazz. Not to mention the fact that it was STUFFY AND SMELLY AS FUCK like you wouldn't believe.

But from where I was standing I could jump around and sing along instead of getting run over by Ungku-sized guys. Some of you guys know Ungku right? The TP rugby captain. Ex-captain now I think. So just imagine the build.

I LOVED the Take Me Out bit, where the backdrop falls and there's the picture of the four of them. Bloody awesome I tell you. Some idiots in the beginning were going "HEY WHY IS THERE A NEW DRUMMER" and all and it really got to me cause it was the same guy! Just with longer hair. Jeez. His t-shirt was real cool though.

Oh yeah, the moment the concert started I lost Sabarina. I messaged her during the interval and she said she was standing in front still surviving. If it weren't for the fact that I had a bag to make sure that was on my shoulder at all times and that I had no energy to do anything.

So that was it really. I was so desperate for food that I didn't bother going out to get an autograph cause... they'll be back again.

I hope. =D

(and i'll be more prepared the next time, RAR!)

i wanna be a TPJCian... doodeedoodaaa...

Applied for JAE, TPJC's my first choice. I dunno why. I wasn't aching to leave like a LOT of my schoolmates. I'm qualified for MJC but suddenly I don't feel so strongly about that place. The school spirit there is mad la, but so is the discipline, or so I've heard.

As for my results? I didn't do badly, not at all. But my results just weren't up to scratch. I didn't know what to think of my results at that precise moment when I got it. The atmosphere in the hall was so emotionally charged that I just broke down.

Ahhh, no point talking about it. It's over and done with, I guess I got what I deserve. The true reciprocation of the amount of effort I put into my exams. It really turned around and slapped me in the face but there's no use regretting it now.

Besides! I'm a council intern! Since I was in first three months I may stand a good chance during elections. *is humble*

Today, valentine's day, was an absolute nightmare. When we first got the flowers, we were all yay yippee hooray they're here, we then SORT OF accounted for all them (BIG mistake no. 1) then brought it to the council room. Jaspreet immediately put me in charge of EVERYTHING related to the flowers for the day.

It was ok at first, till the crowd started coming in BEGGING to be sold flowers. Thing is, we bought flowers for those who had already pre-ordered them and just a few spare. I specifically told everyone to sort the flowers accordingly, to make sure those that were pre-ordered HAD flowers before we sold them.

But nooooo. A few gave in and we overshot the amount bought as spare (BIG mistake no. 2). We ended up with NO roses and in a lot of trouble. Shangari and the rest went to the nursery near my house to get more, since it was the cheapest at that point of time. They came back with 70 more and they were snapped up so quickly like you wouldn't believe.

Fi, Su, Mimi, Dustin and me stayed at the booth the whole day nonstop. It was nuts. I ended up skipping a whole day's worth of lessons which is something i'm not proud of at all, cause my civics tutor is gonna come after me.

All in all, for my first valentine's day in 2 years that i've spent single, it was... enriching, tiring, worrying and fun all at the same time.

Sent flowers to Fat, Fi, Su, Mimi, Dustin, Asri, Desmond, and a random rose to Daryl cause I think he's cute. I saw him carrying it around and it made me very very happy hurhurhur.

Received flowers from Dustin, Fi, Qilu, Su, Desmond, Jaspreet and Benin.. sorta and really yummy cookies from Biqun. There were a few more but I can't remember from who. Yogi-I mean Muthusamy s/o Kutusamy was harassing me for roses when I just couldn't let them go, then he came back and left a rose for Alvin. How... gay.

I'm falling sick. I think it's the stress. And everyone falling sick around me. Mimi, my mom, err.. and Michelle I think. If it gets worse tomorrow i'll ask my dad if I can NOT go to school, cause I need all the rest I can get for the FRANZ FERDINAND CONCERT WOOOHOOOOO!!

Got my ticket and i'm going with Sabarina, the coolest TKGS girl i've met so far. Hopefully Mr Larry Lim won't scold us for too long about incurring losses for Vday from god knows where so I can go home bathe change and go EARLY! RAR!

Okgootniet.

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*inhales* *exhales*

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MOTHER OF FUCK!

Oh, and good luck to everyone. =D

tomorrow's road run!

Shea's at it again. I thought he'd be attending school regularly once the timetables were finalised, but I was wrong.

Karma Police says: i ponning school tmr

=D says: whats new

Karma Police says: newspaper

So yeah college run's tomorrow at ECP. 3.2km. That's a whole 2km less than the Bedok Reservoir route. STUPID SHITe.

Planning friendship week and valentine's day has been a right pain in the ass for the council. I don't understand why we can't just pakat with all the other school societies and make one KIKASS event. But no, we gotta COMPETE against them.

I hope I get stuff for valentine's day. I mean, that feeling of getting something lovely yet totally random from someone you barely know. That flattering feeling. Now that I think about it, I've never felt that way before. What a sad life i've lived.

I think.. it's my pimples. They're REVOLTING. Ugh. NSC appointment's next week!

Results this friday. I must be the 384729th blog to post that. Someone from JAE who's Desmond's cousin told him that everyone generally did badly.

So much for my 10-point dream.

Screw gerbils, hamsters and all the other pussy rodents.

I WANT A RAT.

Not the longkang kind. The super cool, super intelligent Willard-type rats.

But I can't find any sellers. Sigh.

council camp was the SHIZ!

But before that... The DEBATE!! *dramatic music*

We WON MAN!! Probably the ONLY proposition out of all the classes that won.

I got... Best speaker too. I did a double take after hearing that we won and that I got best speaker. Why? Firstly, we didn't wanna win. All that unneccessary stress is bad for the soul.

And secondly, the best 3 speakers gotta go to NUS for some seminar. AAARGH. S06's GP teacher said it was a VERY good opportunity, so maybe it won't be so bad.

The photography club hasn't had a meeting in AGES, so i've been just going for council. We had a camp for 2 days, friday through saturday, which was pretty darn short but fun anyway.

Gah. I'm missing Marky at Home club to rest at home. =(

shit shit.

Oopsey. I thought the debate was today, thoroughly freaking Ravleen out of her wits. The henna she did for me is fading already though. I am tres sad.

Release of results are still tentative, but apparently it's been narrowed down to next week. Everyone's fucking flustered lah.

But what can I say? Do I really deserve to do well?

The past 3 years have been fucking chaotic. The first year, family problems, trouble getting my priorities straight, stealing (still repenting), and the list could go on forever.

I dunno what got me on the right track, maybe it was my dad's constant pulling of guilt trips on me, maybe it was the fact that I could never do what I wanted if I continued the way I was, or the fact that I needed to do well enough if I wanted to qualify for biology.

Here's the truth. I've always studied... max was two weeks before any major exam. Prelims? 2 days before the first paper. 'O' Levels? About 2 and a half. Till now I still haven't put in my 100%. Oh well. I haven't tried my best, but I put in a lot nonetheless.

So now all I can do is hope for the best.