another rough weekend

Especially for Aresha. Ash tripped and fell flat on his face - a total accident, but my mother sees it otherwise. She just needs someone to blame, so she can show the world what a fantastic mother she is and how she cares for his well being.

I'm just really trying to detach myself from this nonsense, temporarily.

For the first time in 5 years, my parents are sleeping in the same room again. I think it's miraculous, but I highly doubt the possibly of this arrangement being permanent. It's almost too good to be true. The worst part? If she gets fed up the only available room is mine.

I'm the only one who has a room that isn't really... my room. It's become everyone's junkyard. I don't know when the day will come when I finally have a room I can call MY OWN DAMN ROOM. Where my photos and posters and whatnot don't occupy a miserable half-a-room. After the A's there gonna be some major errr... moving.

Heppenings;

1. Found THE perfect prom dress. Like seriously... perfect. Allow me to be bimbotic for a sec. But my mom has to be a wet blanket and say it's too plunging. It's not... really. I know by my standards what's plunging to you and to me may be quite the contrast but REALLY LA! Believe me! But I will buy it. I have to. It's calling out to me, can't you hear it?

2. Maya's yesterday night! I have seriously been absent for WAY TOO LONG. It did me good to get away from the books and the mad house to just chill and watch Hot Fuzz! Eheh. Loads of dinner laughs and having serious albeit funny conversations about religion. Few more weeks, and many more will ensue. :D

3. Got a shitload of DNB from Aresha just now. I yam a yappy happy girlie. A Sides Eastsides Mix shall be my post-exam mix.

4. Prelim grades: BBDDE. Didn't fail anything, which is fucking fantastic. 2 Bs for Chem and Bio, which is extra fan-fucking-tastic, but a D for Math, extremely depressing. Passed Econs for the first time this year and got a D while I was at it, which I think is the miracle of all miracles. Almost failed GP cause I bombed my essay, got an E, another depressing piece of shite. But overall I think i'm on the right track. As for A Levels! Jia you! Maju err... jaya! Yeah I think that's it.

5. Post A-Level holiday plans are extremely tentative. Priority is Chiangmai with David and the OCIP 2006 crew. But Ma might send to the UK again on a mission (secret ok) and Aresha asked me if i'd like to go to New Zealand for some New Year's Eve drum and bass partay that Amit's spinning at. I wish money grew on trees.

6. Possible post-A level jobs - Relief teaching, zookeeping, newspapering at Aresha's office. Offers anyone?

Yeah so those are the heppenings. Studying's been slow, but I suppose now it's just fine-tuning? Or so I think. And you know, I've come to realise not becoming a vet isn't the end of the world (duh). It'd be hard la, but I just realised there are many things I could do and still be happy.

But it's definitely gotta involve getting out of this country eventually. Staying here will drive me insane.

6 more weeks..... 6 more weeks. I'm barely hanging in there.