holidays!

Some assignments out of the way, holidays have started, i'm going to Sydney next week.. A jog now would do wonders but my laziness is getting the better of me. And it's cold too. I'd rather have a smoke but i've reached a point where I'm starting to question these decisions.

Smoke vs. A Jog. The former is beginning to disgust me, relative to the latter that is.

One and a half semesters so far and vet has been out of this world. Sometimes, the things you love make you cuss, swear, doubt yourself and tear your hair out. And sometimes, those same things bring you ridiculous amounts of happiness that give you that great bursting feeling in your chest. That's love isn't it? That's what vet's been like to me. I wouldn't have it any other way.

Studying's a drag but that's just a universal sentiment I can never run away from. Despite having to study 24/7 (which is what I.... haven't been doing), it's a small price to pay.

But apart from school, general happiness levels are at an all time high. I'm so happy I don't think about you anymore, effortlessly. No boy drama so far this semester, unlike the past 1.5 years and I hope it stays that way for whatever's left of it. Moved on the bigger and better things, holding myself back in ways I never used to.

Whenever I wanted something, I never waited around.. I just went for it. This was my mistake.. And it always hurt me in the end. But keep in mind the context.. I think in life we should never wait around for things to happen. We are the ones to make it happen. However, when it comes to matters of the heart, i'll start taking precautions now.

We'll see how this situation unravels. I predict a kick in the ass sometime in the future. I don't care if i'm a bitch now, i'm staying guarded.