aww...

I wish I could sleep now.... And die.

People commend me for having the ability to just shut off. But what goes on in my head in the process.. It's like a raging battle, fighting to calm myself down amidst the chaos.

Why must my house be so chaotic? Why can't it be calm like all the other houses in this street?

I swear I was born into the wrong family. Everyone is so explosive, so vocal. Nobody would rather chill, relax, talk things out.

Wahhh. :(