Got back about half an hour ago from the cuzzin's house. I can't believe I came home so late. But cousin's house can lah, friend's house cannot.

Kinda awkward at first, cause her poly friends were there and they were quite anti social.

But they all left just like THAT. The whole bunch of them, albeit a handful. Their excuse? They don't wanna feel like lamposts. What the fuck?

If I were primela, i'd have cried man. At least some stayed behind, they were nice. Saw a couple of girls from my batch from SACPS, it was kinda weird and we didn't recognise each other at all. After awhile, we still didn't recognise each other but smiled and said bye anyway.

Some of her friends were really sweet. Stayed behind and talked, hugged, ate, the works. Heh i'll do something like that one day. Just have a handful of friends over for a party.

She's got a crush on this one guy, shahrul. Haha he's damn funny. Every random person that walks by he'll say hello. And he ate ALL the peanuts.

Not a mat though, seriously. He's this weird senget syafiq hussein type of guy, minus the dancing, singing, and racist jokes. Primela's hopelessly in love with the guy. I think there's potential between them. Hurhurhur.

Yep. Clad in pink today, and used my nice slippers! I think i'll use them next week too, with my new non-goth getup, cause I bought a bright green top to go with the lacy skirt I bought from the thai fair. Then i'll probably wear my new slippers! Yay! So bright and happy.

I like to look forward to what I wear. It's just me lah, I like to dress up nice nice.

Haha wow i'm talking to Jason again! Not the BV jason, my warcraft buddy jason! It's been donkey years. How cool.

Blah. It's 4am. Jeez I wonder what time i'll wake up tomorrow.

I keep thinking fareez's girlfriend's name is tahniah. My god. What's wrong with me. I have nothing against her, she's a nice, pretty girl.

But I just can't get her name right!!

On to random things in my room.















X&Y rocks ya'll.















I love my CD player more than any MP3 player available.















Housekeys Bob and Julep my monkey.
















I'm gonna name him.... Gleeba. Because I watched FRIENDS yesterday =D
















My phone and the nicest cushion EVAR.

Yeah thats about it. I put up my coldplay poster already. IT TORE A BIT AHHHH. I'm so sad.

I AM SO LE BORED. Talking to raksha just now was fun. Now that she, yiling and fatimah have come and gone off msn, I've just been vegetating on the computer. I'm surprised my mom hasn't barked at me to get off and study.

Oh yeah, I was supposed to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today, but surin's eyes are all swollen and he sounds so sad. He sounded terrible on the phone yesterday. We've postponed the movie to next week so we can watch it on our anniversay outing (yay!) but i'm hoping he'll get better soon, movie or not.

Bimla- I mean primela's birthday partay is in a couple of hours time. I'm finally gonna use my brand new fuschia slippers! Haha sounds tacky but it looks quite nice actually.

If I feel left out maybe i'll go down to tampines and watch wedding crashers or something, by myself. I've never watched a movie myself.

I'll have to take enough pictures first though, I offered to be her photographer.

Yeah. Must shave legs all. I'm gonna wear a skirt even though it's still that time of the month. Cause it's been very.. well behaved. And much less. =D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIPASSEDMALAYWITHAC6BUTICOULDN'TBEHAPPIER.

Don't ask me whether i'm gonna retake.The answer's NO.

Why the hell should I? I couldn't give a flying shit. But a lot of the 4/2 people were gonna use their MT grade in their L1R5 or R4. Some got 3's and were crying. Yiling, fi, nurul, don't stress k!

Congrats to those who did as well as they wanted to do!

Anyhews, today was a fucking screwed up day. I had a mix of gastric, period cramps, bloatedness and ANXIETY. Emphasis on anxiety. When the bell rung for SS, we just RAN down not giving a shit. I SCREAMED when I saw the 6.

Heh. Okay I didn't keep to my word, about jumping on a canteen table and telling everyone I passed malay, but I screamed loudly enough.

Pa sent an email TO THE WHOLE WORLD telling everyone I passed malay, even by the skin of my teeth. I guess he's proud of me, cause he always told me in the car when he used to send me to school that he just wants me to PASS malay and he'd be happy.

Happy happy. Got a 73/100 for english CT2, and 2nd in class overall. =D

But no, I can't celebrate. Got lots and lots and lots of work to do, but just not... today lah. Sunday. Tomorrow i'm watching charlie and the chocolate factory with SURIN YAY and then going to Primela's big 18th birthday bbq! Yay. Expect loads of pictures, unless I pull a forgot-to-put-my-camera-in-my-bag on myself again.

National Day pics up! No NDP pics, they're the school celebrations ones. Gosh, the list of pictures is CRAZY. I have a total of... 23 albums. Nuts.

It's just gonna keep growing, baby! I'm so proud of my little collection.

English O Level oral today. It was bad bad bad. However, I think I had a total of 4 prompts throughout the picture and conversation. One really bad bad thing I did though, was use an example from the 2004 english paper 2. The one on technology.

Okay the question was this: Nowadays people take more and more things for granted. How do you feel about this?

I agreed, and launched into the example from the TYS where people tap their mouses (?) impatiently when waiting for a website to load, and not having considered completely NOT having internet access at that point of time.

I am so dead.

I kinda bombed the first question too. It was: Is there something you should've told somebody and regret it now that you didn't? (rephrased)

I WAS STUMPED. I wasn't exactly in the most calm state of minds, and my mind was racing crazily TRYING to find something to talk about, or even lie at the very least.

Then I talked about a wounded bat. Original, yes. Stupid, yes.

I said that I was on my way to a friend's house when I saw a flock of crows attack a baby bat, of which I didn't do anything about, and I didn't call anyone to help take care of bat. And I couldn't help but think about the fact that the bat probably didn't survive the crow attack.

Relevant? I have no idea. I had no idea of what to talk about, so the first thing that came to my mind was what I had told fatimah about an hour ago when we went to buy bubble tea.

Blargh.

YAY! I'm finally going out with surin again. I dunno why i'm so happy! Yay!

Oh yah oh yah.

I didn't bring my camera for NDP. I charged the battery all, and I DIDN'T put it into my bag.

sorry.

I feel like shit lah really. But don't worry, you'd be better off just watching it at home.

I just HAVE to buy demon days really really soon. I WOULD buy it this week, but.... I just can't.

And raksha bought the latest monkey island. DAMN YOU, WOMAN.

But we're having a monkey island marathon after the o's! Ahaha. Nuts.

Monkey Island is the KING of pc games.

If you haven't played monkey island, then you're really really really missing out.

Blah, there's school tomorrow. And I THINK the o'level results are gonna be out tomorrow. Shit shit. I am so dead. If I pass... ok I repeated myself a thousand times.

Okay. 10pm there's missing, and 11.30pm's nip tuck. Should I study? Should I at least try?

I never was able to study during my periods. And even now i've got no mood. Blah.

Primela's birthday partay's this weekend. Yay! Hope I won't feel left out.

I forgot, we brought the maid along with us for NDP, and she ENJOYED IT! I'm so glad, I like her much much more than the previous maid I brought for NDP.

The one that stood by as ash left my head cracked in two and bleeding profusely on the floor.

NDP was SHIT!!

Wah lao, the blue sector fucking suay man. As tired as I already am, I'll still update cause i'm so INFURIATED.

It was bad right from the start. My dad's such a crabby man. We kept arguing about the most stupid things and now that the parade was at the padang we had to walk quite a bit from where we parked.

The ticket said seated by 5pm. At 5.20pm, we were at Ya Kun at fucking FUNAN. What the hell man. Maybe it's just me, but I HAVE to be punctual. If i'm not, I get fidgety and irritable. Having my period DOES NOT HELP.

Argued about directions, and as usual, the parents never listen, so we went from dead end to dead end due to so many roads being cordoned off.

By the time we were seated and reasonably comfortable, it was quarter past 6. Jeez.

Our row was levelled with the row in front of us, so we had a good view of oily hair. Gurmit and the other idiot hosts were finishing up the pre parade segments and kept telling us to LOOK AT THE LCD SCREEN YARR!!

Where was the LCD screen? Right behind the fucking blue sector. So we had to crane our necks to see a BLANK screen cause of the stupid angle we were viewing it from.

Next up, the marching yadda yadda and fly past. The helicopter bearing the giant singapore flag flew behind the blue sector AGAIN, and cause of the giant LCD screen and the annoying number of lights, we couldn't see anything till it turned near the swissotel.

2 girl guides fainted. So poor thing.

PAP's 'senjata' is their stupid flag haha. Pa's second son aka william hung lookalike that got 7 points for his o's and went to SP was one of the white goons with the oversized flag.

Some annoying chinese lady was sitting in front of us and had used a seat for her bags and stuff. Ma leaned forward to get a better look at things and the lady kept turning back and checking her stuff!! What the hell man, like we really look like the kind who'd steal shit from your ugly handbag. Moron.

After that they started distributing poppers. No instructions were given, they just handed it generously out like food rations to starving somalians. So we started popping them nonstop like nobody's business. And they just kept handing more to us!

Since we were sitting almost at the top, we popped the things and laughed when the streamers flew to someone further down. Everybody was getting into it and just popping it to see who it'd land on. And all this was during the performances. We were so preoccupied that we didn't bother to watch the dramatic sang nila utama re-enactment.

Turns out, we were supposed to pop them before the fireworks segment. So we just heck care-d the whole thing and screamed along.

The worst part was the FIREWORKS. Yeah yeah, they're supposed to be all ooh and ahh and whathaveyou.

We were BLOCKED by trees and the LCD screen and the lights and people's umbrellas. Why were we carrying umbrellas? Cause of the rain of burning ashes that fell after the firecrackers.

After which, we were NOT allowed to keep the umbrellas. Fucked up.

Gah. So annoying. But whatever, it's over, regardless of the waste of a whole day.

Has anyone ever heard of habbo? It's a bloody weird game.

AIYAH I GOT MY PERIOD TODAY LAH FUCKKKK.

So suay my goddd... I won't be enjoying NDP to the fullest, but i'll try my very very best.

We're leaving soon. Gonna park the car somewhere around clarke quay then walk to the padang. I have to deprive myself of water cause periods and the urge to pee don't bode well with each other.

On a lighter note, america's next top model yesterday was FUNNY. I think they're kinda unfair to brittany or britney or something. She's really gorgeous but she unintentionally looks like a pornstar during her photoshoots.

And I just LOVE her hair. It's straight and curly in all the right places. But i'm still contemplating cutting my hair real short.

Blah. No mood already.

tired tired tired.

So very tired. But i'll try to squeeze everything in before my head slams onto the keyboard from fatigue.

National day was so much FUN! Apparently we were supposed to send 2 representatives from each class but stupid miss tan didn't give us the message, so we had no class reps. Then fatimah just went out and dragged me along with her.

I didn't even know the steps! NOTHING! So I was frantically learning all the hand movements outside the PE room. Fat did a great job getting the enthusiasm going.

At least half of the sec 4s and 5s bothered to wave and sing. The rest of the morons at the back didn't do anything, but it wasn't as bad as the sec 3s. Heheheh.

Then the sec 3s did their thing. It was waaay overdone, the warmups got so annoying after awhile, not to mention unoriginal. Dolly and haziq are TRAITORS! Haha no lah.

So there was the usual mayrissa blahblah thing. What I don't understand is this, she wears the shortest skirt, but has the fattest legs. Bad combination. I know i'm not so hot, but jeez at least I don't pretend I am.

We jeered AND cheered ok. We're not that bad.

The captain's ball thing was... adrenalin pumping. Seriously. Fullerton won Horsburgh first round, but got beaten by Raffles in the second. So we clinched 2nd place. I was running after Fatimah like crazy trying to make sure she didn't get the ball.

We got lollipops and books later before dismissal, before singing the final birthday song for singapore. Yay!

After that, the bahluls went to TM to TRY and watch charlie and the chocolate factory. But the lines were so fucking long we just decided not to bother. There was this dead atmosphere when we ate lunch. It picked up later on, in the mrt when me and yin cheng reminisced about primary school for what must have been the millionth time. But it never gets boring!

Ended up going to the expo for the gazillion fairs and sales. The thai fair is SO NICE!!!! The clothes are a bit tacky, but you gotta dig around a bit for the nicer things. I bought this black goth-y looking skirt (a first for me), a wrap around top and beige pants. The pants were only $5!!!

I bought buddha looking bracelets and a cheapo tshirt too. The total for those 3 items was $5. Crazy bargains they have there. Ironic thing is, the place was practically EMPTY. It doesn't look so nice from the outside, but it's the inside that counts.

Ate at some nearby indian restaurant. The waiter is sooo.... oh my god north indian hotness. But he's at least a head shorter than me.... whatever. He hogged the toilet for donkey years so he's a moron.

Went to the john little sale after that. I bought a triumph bra! Wearing it is like wearing... feathers. It's so LOOOVEELYYY. 19 smackers only. Bought this super cute comic bra for 10, bought facial masks and a facial scrub, I really need it I tells you.

I have to be more disciplined when it comes to taking care of my face.

After that (yes, there's more), Pa dropped me off at Far east, when I was intending to go to the Heeren to buy primela's b'day present. So walked and walked and walked and my sneakers gave me blisters AGAIN only to find that the place DIDN'T have what I was looking for. I felt like shit so I went to HMV and bought meself a giant coldplay poster to replace the silly small free teen magazine one.

=D

I decided to try suntec instead, so I took a train all the way there, walked all the way through city link to suntec city mall, continued through all the way to *blank* to find primela her *blank*. STILL NO HAVE. I wanted to kill myself but, sigh, sorry to disappoint you.

SO, I had to walk allllll the way back. Finally reached home ground at 9pm. I collapsed on the sofa till 10 and showered and tried on my new clothes and underwear yay yay.

Happy happy happy.

I just love new things. New underwear especially. There's just no such thing as too much underwear.

And I think my period is coming. Please not tonight, and GOD PLEASE NOT TOMORROW. Wednesday, full force cramps all can. But please don't let me have my period tomorrow. NDP all will be so wasted. 40th some more. Ekstra speshial.

I've been playing gunbound again recently, ever since I got their email asking me to fill out some survey for gunbound world championship. Quite nice it looks now, and my rank hasn't budged. Anybody wanna play with me? I need practice cause I really SUCK now.

Yep. Gonna play gunbound now and unintentionally hurt my own teammates! That's how much I suck!

For now.

Nighty!

I am one happy flappy girl.

I have a shit breakout on my face lah, but my happiness overcomes that.

I don't know why people can be so emo. Life is just too fun.

I was talking to a friend about this just now.

Cikgu Shitfie likes to have bahas during our malay lessons. I try my best to contribute, but i'm not one of the speakers. So there are times when the speakers say the word, 'misalnya', and immediately I think of the word MISAI and giggle.

Misai is such a weird word. Misai misai misai! Yargh!

NDP is just 3 days away! 3 days! I got red bands on my braces! Yay!

NE Survey:
Will you die for your country?
STRONGLY DISAGREE.

So why am I being patriotic? Okay i'm not, maybe i'm just being sporting.

Fatimah called me earlier just to tell me some lame jokes she got from the back side of a chocolate wrapper.

What did the police officer say to his stomach?
You're under a vest!

Geddit? Arrest, a vest? Ok next one.

What happened to the shark that swallowed a bunch of keys?
He got lockjaw!

Lastly;

What happened to the frog that broke down?
It got toad away.

Toad, towed? Geddit?

And all this happened on my way home on bus number 10 with primela. I planned to study with her at siglap mac, and in the end we just walked around siglap, bought a donut from werner's oven and left.

This is documented PROOF that I cannot study outside the four walls of my room. Night study my ASS.

Tomorrow i'm going to Bebe. Yiling? YILING WHERE ARE YOU. TOMORROW BEBE SHOPPING OK OK? 20% OFF!

Ok a lizard just body slammed itself onto the floor. Very amusing. Heard the splat sound and everything.

Ma bought this funny egg from school. It's something like the fake boob aresha gave gary, but funnier.

When you throw it on the floor, yolk comes out! Then it goes back to its original shape, unbroken. It's fucking funny to play with. I'd take a picture, but it goes back to its original shape to quickly to take a pic.

Gwen stefani's going on tour! With the black eyed peas! In october! If they stop here, i'll definitely go. Not that i'm a huge fan or anything, I just think it'll be worth going.

Hrm. Eva mendes is soo... ooh la la. Brings out the inactive bi in me. I think if I were a fully fledged bi, I'd be living life to the fullest. How yiling, darling? Sound good to you? =D

I feel to hyper right now, and AMEER (squeeeeee!) gets the brunt of it. Hurhurhurhur.

My god I feel so deprived of YILING RIGHT NOW. Yiling my god will you come online already!!

Ok good she's online. Talking to her is like.... peeing. Haha. You know the feeling, when you have so much to say to a person that it builds up, and when you finally tell the person you feel so relieved.

Aiyah fucking msn. Keeps error-ing on me. DIE MSN, DIE.

Audioslave never gets boring.

Went to nani's house just now to pick up some chapatis and dhal for ma. She lectured me on how I should stay away from boys since it's my o level year and stuff.

Translated from malay:
"If a boy ever says hello, just ignore them."
"Only get a boyfriend after your degree."

Instead of saying maid, she says POMPUAN. Really. She doesn't say orang gaji or pembantu. She calls them pompuans.

It was fun, and I bought subway on the way home. Another stamp to my collection!

I just realised that subway ROCKS. Ok not just. Maybe more than before.

I'm getting red bands tomorrow! Gonna be all patriotic for national day. Can't wait! The celebrations, I presume, are gonna be loads of fun. Well it's always fun with the bahluls.

Are people assuming we're a clique? I guess so lah. The word CLIQUE itself is overused. We aren't a clique, anybody that joins us is a bahlul. We call people we hate bahluls. So it all works out just fine.

Bapok haikel called me and fatimah hypocrites yesterday as we were going to mr fathul's class. Does he even know what hypocrites are? I'm doubtful. I should've told him that. Stupid bapok.

Candies Inc. can kiss my candy ass.

That's become my favourite line since yesterday.

New pictures up! Racial harmony and some random beach trip with surin.

Some people LOVE the unfinished class page I did. Miss ong said it was messy, but original. Hui yi's doing a brand new one, so no hard feelings ok elsinta? Apparently she and justina fought about jie yu drawing our class page. I can't blame her lah, i'd feel the same way.

I wish I had more time to do the class page. I think it'd be fucking funny, fatimah as a giant head monster, xin hui as a superhero trying to save the day, brian pointing at fatimah shouting propaganda, john half naked and squashed, sufong as the eternally laughing sun and rafidah sneezing and blowing people away.

Sigh.

Worst come to worst we'll just draw a giant love web. With miss tan in the middle.

Oh oh oh i'm in the stupid inter house captain's ball thingo! See lah aiyoh, all the playing has forced me to join, all the PE sessions, the SVC tourney, but i'm not that good at all!

My catching SUCKS cause I don't jump for the ball. Really. I get so scared man. And I don't wanna be the reason why fullerton loses!!!

I'm glad they're moderating the number of netball/basketball players on each team. Cause fullerton has only 2 netball players, and they're charissa and yi chiao. While others have fatimah, nurul, fi and su.

Blargh.

ARGH. Another ear stud broke. I've been having bad luck with studs since I lost my previous ones.

Ash is laughing for no reason again. Pa's getting all frustrated with him cause his laughter isn't exactly soft. And if things don't go his way, he'll work up and get violent. I think all he needs is a good tight slap, the idiot. I tell you, if he ruins national day, i'll personally kill him.

I feel like watching a movie. But since aresha took all the dvds, i'm just gonna have to rely on HBO and the rest of the cable channels.

Ho hum.

HALO!

Hurhur. I have been put in charge of saving our class's yearbook page. Either that, or we use jie yu's one, which is nice, but looks like 4E4's, and that's not good.

Hurhur.

We learnt the new national day dance. The dance song's beat is good for dancing, but in the actual song has no beat. So it's kinda confusing. It was fun to learn though!

Blah. Heard from yiling who heard from yining that ameer's ecstatic over the 4/2 girls obsessing over him. I never knew that many people read my blog. Flattering.

In 4 days time, i'll be sitting in the national stadium, with a fully charged camera and a hyperactive family. It's kinda exciting, I haven't gone for NDP for 2 years! Ok not long, but still!

Uh oh. Nanaji is in the hospital. Chest pains. Gonna visit him later then.

Ok the class page is going pretty shitty. My inability to pen the visions in my head is annoying me. I wanna stab the paper with my pencil, but that'll ruin fatimah's giant head. Gargh.

Have I ever mentioned that Final Fantasy theme songs are soo... heart wrenching. Really tugs-, YANKS at your heartstrings. So do the storylines. Now I feel like playing FF IX. Not good, not good.

I'll have plenty of time to play after the o's! Letsee my lineup.

Finish Kingdom Hearts (yes I haven't finished now SHATAP!)
Start on grand theft auto: sans andreas, lego star wars revenge of the sith, batman begins
Maybe throw away the sims: urbz
Play bust a groove till I drop (eh my tv plasma now ok)
Play crash team racing
Finish final fantasy X (i'm trying to get the celestial weapons now SHATAP!)
Maybe play FF IX
PLAY HARVEST MOON!

Yeh, that's the least of it.

Ok you know what, I give up on the class page. It looks like shit. And ma just wrecked my mood. FUCK YOU CLASS PAGE! FUCK YOU MA!

COLDPLAY ROCKS!

YEAH THEY DO! WOOHOO.

Fix you vid's out. But the coldplayer is screwing up. Blah.

Well nip/tuck starts in about 10 mins, so i'm not gonna update much.

BAI.

Busy, busy, busy.

I got 53/60 for A math! Hallelujah!

The rest.. well.. don't ask.

Just, BAD. Except chem, got 21/30, which is disappointing nonetheless. I hope I do well for physics!

Nurul was going WAKKA WAKKA throughout e math. Me and yiling we exchanging amused expressions. I realised that I seriously have to buck up.

I hope I do well for english too. I actually put in effort for the summary! I took down points and did a draft; usually I just hantam the thing straightaway.

Heard andrew got first for english in his class. Hurh.

Miss Ong said my geography is of A1 standard, but I never study. Argh. I went with fatimah to bras basah to fish around for cheap cheap TYSes.

I bought this really good geog TYS and ss study guide. Chock full of notes. Good timing too, we're having an SS test on thursday.

God I need a good nap.

At the rate i'm just patronizing everyone around me, and at the rate ash's mouth NEVER closes, I will suffer a peptic ulcer by the end of the year, I just know it.

FUCK LAH. I've had an extremely stupid week. And I just wanna take a knife and stab all those who irritate me.

I failed SS, whoopdeedoo. So much for getting an A1. If I don't I can say bye bye to vet science. Well not really, but if I do badly I won't go to a good jc, which means I won't do so well for my A levels. Which means the chances of getting into a vet science course would be much much lower.

SNL was disappointing. But true files was hilarious. The whole thing about the lady being having the sex drive of a male dog that just smelt a female on heat. She was your typical sari-clad waddling indian to boot.

She hired a gardener, and ended up having an affair with him, cause her husband (who left his previous wife for her) could not 'service her' well enough. They actually used the quoted words. Doesn't the whole gardener thing sound familiar? Hurhur.

I watched prisoners out of control on star world just now at 12.30am. It's scary man!! Riots and shit, thousands of inmates taking over a prison, making makeshift weapons and attacking each other and officers. God.

The world sucks.

Andy vortex got 2nd in juice's dj competition thingo!

More exposure for drum and bass. It's either good or bad. No aresha i'm not pretending to know what i'm talking about.

Howell. Aiyah it sounded so exciting. I wish I went.

2 more years, just 2 more years.

Anyhews, I woke up to the sound of the effin' heavy rain today. It felt so shiok, and I wanted to go back to sleep, until I glanced at my alarm clock and saw 12.30. I slept at what, 2am? Blargh.

Pa says he'll take me for national day. Just me and him. Father-daughter bonding time methinks. Yay. I'm sorry you guys, I know you asked for tickets, but my dad barely manages a handful each year. And I said no promises.

There was 5 hours of lost again just now. Ma insisted on wasting the afternoon away watching the 5-hour long rerun. Three quarters through the second hour and she was fast asleep. Pa even went in front of her and made monkey faces.

I haven't bathed the dog, and it's unlikely i'm going cycling today. This sucks. So I guess i'll rot at home, with no motivation to study.

There's true files and SNL tonight though. Maybe i'll go put up my coldplay poster or something.

=D

lalalalalaaaaaaaaaa......lalalalalaaaaaaa....

So... tired.

But I had a nice day time after school.

I have successfully recommended a total of I THINK, over 10 people to miss u cafe. It rocks, no? They just put too many onions in their spaghetti. They sell WONDERFUL chocolate ice cream and brownies, and really nice cheesecake.

Talked, laughed, and everyone ate everyone else's food. Yincheng had this thing called chocolate temptation, and it really looked super good.

I think after my o's, i'll be making almost daily trips there. To read, have a drink with a friend, stone, maybe even work there! It's pretty conducive for studying too. Sit down with a rootbeer float, enjoy the music and the quiet atmosphere and just study the day away.

Speaking of studying, i'm not going for the stupid night study scheme. My self discipline, or lack thereof in the past, is stabbing my conscience with a spork and so I see myself studying at the end of the day. My not-so-new study table in my room, bright bright study lamp and air con make it a good place to concentrate.

Oh oh oh, miss u cafe gives 15% discounts to students on weekdays before 5.30! Woohoo!

The girls came over after that and we laughed like HELL watching derek zoolander. Fi finds it especially amusing.

'Bagi pihak dunia feSHON, kami mewujudkan sama-sama, *mr prime rib of prophecia*'. Hahahahahahahaha.

Ben stiller spoke malay! Not the last part, he said perdana menteri something something, but the subtitles put the prime rib thing.

I took the girls out on a tour of tanah merah! Something i've never done before. But it was fun! I showed them a whole bunch of houses and their dogs. I wanted to show them the largest dog in the neighbourhood but it was sleeping far away and refused to wake up.

I think... tanah merah is like the hollywood hills of the east. Okay okay, maybe not my side of the estate, but further down, the newer 99 year lease houses. And yes, I know, there are bigger houses in other estates yaddayadda, but it's just the landscaping. It's so green and full of plants. The giant field outside tanah merah mrt station just adds to it.

Yeh. I'm all sticky, so i'll shower and take dog the smelly bum for a walk, and if I feel like running after her, i'll unleash her at the big field.

CSI was... ooh la la. So nice. It was worth it, the full 2 nail-biting hours.

I almost teared! Nick stokes so poor thing man. I'd have killed myself if I were him.

And I finished harry potter. Either the half blood prince or goblet of fire may be my favourite. Either or. Not both.

I'm contemplating temporary hiatus. Or permanent. Blogs are so full of bullshit now, a full day itinerary, down to how many times they might've peed or used their eraser. Utter, utter bullshit.

Not all blogs are like that, some I have respekt for. Very few though.

Xiaxue posted a link on her blog that leads to a site that insists dumbledore is not dead, and i've jumped on the bandwagon! I'd put the link here but i'm lazy. It's real convincing though.

And aresha. SHE BOUGHT ME A SOMETHINGAWFUL ACCOUNT!

Yay yay yay yay. Now I don't know where to start. I'll get around to it, soon.





















Click click see see!

mighty blah.

The internet seems to have lost its appeal. Where have I heard that before.

I find myself using the computer for less than an hour per day. THATS KER-AZAY.

I usually use it... real long. Nobody to talk to on msn, nothing juicy to read on people's blogs, no interesting sites to read (ever since somethingawful forums made their posts USERS ONLY).

I miss the somethingawful forums. I promised myself to get an account before I'm 20. The registration fee is 12 bucks I think, but you gotta pay through paypal.

I gotta study for bio soon. One and a half chapters only. Hopefully can get A1 lah. TYS is my best friend, it should be yours too if you take bio.... or a math.

Soon lah. After I finish harry potter, only 7 more pages to go! I was so exhausted after school that I couldn't even focus on the last few pages of my book at home. Really very exciting. Although *BLANKITYBLANK* dies in the end, it kinda happened in a shocking turn of events, and you find yourself with your mouth agape most of the time.

I'm itching for the next book. WHY OH WHY does it take so fecking long???

I'm NOT itching for the movie. I hate the HP movies, but i'll watch it anyway cause Rupert Grint is the perfect epitome of all of Ron's cuteness.

Ma and pa are home early. Pa of course is going for MPS, and ma is gonna vegetate in front of the telly.

CSI SEASON FINALE TODAY. 9-11pm. Must vatch. Before which, I need to finish studying for biology.

Ma brought home a glossy magazine that had arty farty looking chinese sculptures. Quite nice, some of them. All crystal and stuff, but they're not your typical chinese rocks. They look pretty futuristic, the kind you see in those houses that have many windows. You know the kinda.

Surin went to the dentist today. His dentist better do a good job, she and her body proportions similar to a grostesque anna nicole smith. The more his brackets break off, the more I wanna break her nose off. I'd be frustrated as hell if I were him, but he's being unusually patient.

Speaking of patience, I had this explosive fight with fatimah yesterday after school. We were screaming our heads off, much to the amusement of manpreet and john and passing minahs.

It was over in a jiffy though, Fi gave this funny speech and the bahluls had a giant hug, ending with fatimah kissing me on the cheek. Haha. We talked about it later on casually, and promised each other it wouldn't happen again. Then we went to BK and played the murder game! With pieces of tissue.

I told surin this last night. I had no idea I had it in me to scream that much at someone who means a lot to me. I don't have a short temper, in fact, I'm more patient than most people. Come on, I live with my BROTHER. I think I have the patience of a rock.

But I have no idea what made me scream at her. The moment it started, I was already screaming. I think I had this dormant fuse in me, just waiting for that spark. I never ever screamed at anyone this much, and I hope I never will again.

Yiling said she wouldn't mind going for drum and bass after the o's. How ah aresha? Can squeeze in one more underaged person? Paiseh lah dance in front of your friends.

And e math and science were.... easy. E math not so, but science was so chicken feet man. Some questions in chemistry I was completely clueless.

Hydrocarbons, last question. It was alkanes or something.

Name the process. [1]

My answer:
The process.

They asked me to write down the process, and I wrote the process. I am so ded. I hope mrs koh doesn't kill me. But hopefully i'll be able to scrape an A1 for science. I need all i've got so I can go out for me and surin's 1 year anniversary! Making plans already. Yey yey yey.

Wicked wicked! Jungle is massive!

Oh my god.

It's... it's.... it's BEAUTIFUL....



















Playstation 3.

Oh. My. God.

*visual orgasm*

I feel like dragon dung.

Yeah yeah, so happy potter.

I'm halfway through the book! Yay! While doing a bit of SS on the side, hehehehe. I studied the whole chapter on population.

I'm so happy dwelling in thoughts of becoming a vet, and how I can discard of useless subjects like social studies and do the thing I love most; BIOLOGY!

No words can describe how much biology just fecking rocks. Sec 2s reading this, GO TO 3/2, LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT.

Cause you take 3 sciences. So two's half and half, but the basics are still there. And you have humanities, A math, what more could you ask for? Unless you like history. Haha then too bad.

If I don't get to become a vet, then i'll spend my working life doing something I won't feel so satisfied in doing.

I wanna be a vet, I wanna go to Japan, I wanna keep a farm and raise dogs, chinchillas and other domestic rodents while saving money to open an animal hospital and start a proper fund for the SPCA so it can expand and won't have to put so many homeless animals to sleep. Afterwhich I shall buy a van and make it an animal ambulance.

And THEN, I shall start a campaign!

Against RAT DISCRIMINATION!

'ewww' all you want, rats are the wonderfullest pets evarrrr!

Ok so they're not the wonderfullest, but they're on par with your average household pet. It's just that they have more... personality. Let me elaborate (and yes I have kept rats before).

I'm not talking about longkang rats, stupid.

The ones I kept were black and white and had pink tails. The male was a bit of and ass, but the female one was incredibly lovable.

Your average rabbit sits in one corner, chewing away for nothing and shits tiny marbles all over the place. A guinea pig does the same, chews, this time it shits your average cashew nut, occasionally runs around, and makes an adorable squeaking noise.

A hamster smells around, runs away and you never see it again. Mice do the same, but shit neverending lines of mini sausages. A sugarglider fucking STINKS, so do lorises, and iguanas are reptiles so they're not counted.

A RAT, however (let me repeat, they were black and white in colour, spotlessly clean, and never bit anybody), pokes around, stays with you, even if it runs off, you'd still be able find them.

And their egestions and excrements are minimal. I took one of my rats for a walk, from my house to EASTPOINT MALL (another story in itself), and it didn't pee or shit even once.

Bio lesson one: Shit isn't an excrement. Pee is.

Bio lesson two: Shit is a product of egestion. Pee isn't.

Okay back to my rat rant.

They live longer too! I kept mine for almost a year, maybe even more, and they showed no signs of sickness or pre-death behaviour. I didn't keep them forever though, my parents got sick and tired of the thousands of mice we had so they decided to give that AND my rats away =(

Sad.

I shall keep rats in the future too!

You know, yesterday when I was out with surin, it was freezing cold in the cinema. So much that I was shivering, all the way through dinner and on the train home.

We aren't the publick displays of affection kind of people, but I was so cold to the bone that surin hugged me on the train. And albeit the stares and whathaveyou, it actually felt.. NICE.

I just closed my eyes and switched off. And I felt happy. Maybe it wasn't really a hug. I wasn't hugging him back cause I was just too cold. He just had one arm around me.

So maybe it's passable. But don't expect us to be snogging on the train next. BLEGH!

Snogging lol. Too much harry potter. Everybody's snogging in harry potter, it's really sick and downright annoying. I'm liking the rest of the storyline though.

Pa went for some national environmental agency meeting thing and came home with a little tin can. With an amusing cartoon mosquito on it, with that red symbol on it... those ANTI symbols. On the other side of the can, it says No Mozzie, No Dengue.

The new word for mosquito is mozzie.

Ah shit I just missed half of SNL. Never mind.

Oh oh CSI's season finale on AXN is THIS WEDNESDAY! AHHH!! 2 hours! Directed by Quentin Tarantino! *drools*

AXN is one whole season in front of channel 5 methinks. According to fatimah. Star world just started desperate housewives though. Sad.

Apologies for the abrupt ending of the previous entry. I told my dad that I wasn't intending on backing him up at such an outrageous time. Now they're watching bring it on on channel 5.

Pa came home just now and said,

"What's ma doing?"

"Watching TV"

"What's her problem anyway?"

"What's NOT her problem?"

"HAHAHAHAH"

My dad actually laughed like that.

Kirsten Dunst is a moron. Who never did justice to spiderman's girlfriend. I only liked her in Jumanji.

ARESHA TOOK ALL THE FECKING DVDS!!! HELLO MISS INCONSIDERATE-DVD-THIEF. I know you're bored in Australia, but geez, you took the movies you told ME you'd never watch.

Why, WHYYYY?

I haven't watched ANY of the movies, with the exception of Supersize Me. Blah.

CTs are next week, and i'm only gonna start studying tomorrow. I've hopped onto the bandwagon of "don't give a shit about CTs" people.

Okay maybe i'm in limbo. I'll still study, I tend to do better when I study the day before. Wait, that's how i've always studied....

Heh. So maybe I SHOULD start studying soon then... IMAGINE the possibilities.