gonads and strife!

I'm having the most monstrous breakout ever. How do pimples get this big?? HOW?

So i'm isolating myself. I'm not even gonna go out with carlos, manpreet and yiling tomorrow to study cause it's THAT TERRIBLE.

I'm attempting to dry the fuck out of them so I won't resort to squeezing them, which is usually the case. My... 'pimple popper' has gone missing and i've become so accustomed to squeezing my zits with that so in a way it's a good thing, so I won't squeeze my pimples at all and I won't get scars! Well I still would after it dries out, but it'll go away faster.

Argh. So tempting. Must... not... squeeze....

The OC was... good today. It was weird when they started playing Fix You at the end cause it's been played a gazillion times on the radio to the point where people who openly proclaimed their khate for coldplay start downloading it.

But the ending was sweet! Except the caleb dying part. That was sad.

Fi's my OC buddy. =D

You know, I never thought i'd reach a point where I'd find absolutely nothing to watch on tv. Nothing interesting that is, till I got digital cable.

Digital Cable.. Spells never having nothing to watch on TV.... Ever.

yey! the practicals are OVAH!

Okay, there's still the o level practicals, but nemind.

The friendster layout has changed yet again. Now it's uglier.

I'm screwed for chemistry practical. Some people got hydrogen, oxygen or carbon dioxide. I got oxygen. Aiyah, so stupid.

I didn't understand a thing.

I've got the next 2 days off school, which is good cause that gives me time to catch up on revision.

Gosh... I feel so weird looking at pics of myself, sans braces. I dunno, I got so accustomed to them real quick. And my top row's all straightened out too! I can't help smiling in the mirror all the time. ZHENyang got his braces off already, bloody hell. Well he did have them on for 22 months lah. Not like I mind wearing braces, it's just that cleaning's a bitch sometimes.

Yerp.

Okbye.

bio practical bio practical bio practical.

.... WENT OKAY!

If they say that practicals are given to help us score, then I really hope I do well. Cause... I cannot.. not get first for bio.

Aiyayaya it's just like that. If not I will lose face fo' shor.

The possibility is looking pretty high right about now. But I want $20 popular voucher to buy a cd.

I might be going to engrish land in december! Woo! But aresha's not free till 20th december, which leaves me with what... 10 days till the next year? And if i'm going for first 3 months then very difficult. But if i'm, then maybe it can be just me and aresha MINUS the crabby mother! Hoohoo.

Ok sssh.

Ok back to practical. I was so nervous like you wouldn't believe. I kept testing the solutions over and over and over again with every food test available. Cause the results were just screwing with my head, and it didn't tally with the question later on.

Fatimah mixed up the 2 fruit specimens, and if mrs tan hh chooses to be strict, she'll lose a whopping 15 MARKS. Ouch. I kept trying to console her, she insisted the specimens were in the wrong dish. Hope mrs tan understands.

Tomorrow i'm gonna be so flustered for chemistry, like I was today for bio. But I still gotta study for it. Most probably anions and cations will come out, cause she kept drilling us with practicals on it.

I can watch LoTR until I can... CRY I tell you. I had to pry myself off the sofa cause it was 2 hours into the movie, at the end of the war on RoTK. So shiok man, I LOVE THE WAR SCENES.

Best.

Okay. Chemistry, blargh.

It would be so so nice if coldplay came to singapore. They're doing their UK shows in december... hmmm.

But i'd rather see them if they came here, with all my fellow coldplay lovers.

I really really want to see:

Quidam
Black Eyed Peas
Oi Sleeping Beauty (haha)
STOMP!!!!!!!! ARGH!

Ma is going with pa. For stomp. I thought parents were boring and unfun... Well, not them. I told them not to take me cause of exams and shiznit. For the sake of my conscience, I won't be going out till after the o's. Unless it's with my family, or to study. But rarely to study.

I khate studying out. With a passion.

Y'know, I have a good feeling for SS. For the first time in what... a year? I could actually calmly tie my answer sheets together, look up at the ceiling and smile for a good five minutes.

I had time to answer everything to my satisfaction. To mr fathul/mr daniel 'cheebai face' yong's satisfaction, I don't know. Apparently mr fathul went up to the guys this morning during morning assembly and said the whole class did OKAY, some did badly.

NOOO!!!!!!

That was my initial reaction. Now I don't care. English was.... boring. I dunno. I wanted to write on Courage, but ended up doing the one on granting autonomy to students with regards to their conduct and attire. I rock at expositions, but tan yok siew doesn't like them, so.... Whatever. She'd rather I write cheesy narratives? No way uh... ho say.

If I write a narrative, it'll become a 1000-word story book.

Eesh *shudders* JC no more narratives, I can kiss them goodbye.

Can you believe I used to wear... BELLBOTTOMS? TO TOWN? A real WTF moment right there. I never realised how stupid I looked till I bought a new pair of jeans. So to recycle a bit, I shall cut off the fugly flares, sew a hem (not by myself =D) and make them into a beauuuutiful pair of 3 quarters! Aren't I resourceful? They flatter the ass real well, it'd be a waste to just throw them away heheh.

I shall take pittchurs soon, to show you the amazeeeng transformation. And no, I won't take a pic of myself wearing them, so go to hell haha.

Anions and cations, here I come!

If I haven't added you, add me at vatefairefoutre@gmail.com on msn.

registering for gmail...

=D says:
help me out here
=D says:
im registering for a new email
=D says:
what should be my userid?
Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
lol ...
Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
erm .... wait arh ..
Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
what kind of image you wanna project through your id ?
=D says:
LOL

Coming from a guy you've known for 4 years whose command of english you thought was the equivalent of a... haha okay never mind.

Sushi Bomb ... wow ... physic 2molo says:
pinkusmagie
=D says:
WHAT?

Oh babel fish, because of you the possibilities are endless, I LOVE YOU.

I feel so superior. See lah marr, your fault, you change your email now I felt like changing mine too.

vatefairefoutre@gmail.com.


MaMbOjamBAn: cant think of any says:
hahah bongkity_hamster needs to grow up to fuck u in french

Now, on to msn! Don't add me yet though.

=D

BLARP.

Miss yiling, you've only failed e math one or two times. We all have our ups and downs, and besides, your a math is exceptional. =D AND, I will always be there if you need me.

This is a typical conversation between me and ash in a good mood.

Me: Hey, ash-
Ash: MU-TIAK!

SS beckons.

what in the hell is tweet?

I just watched the spongebob movie dvd my mom bought for me from JB, with Dog. And of course, the new home theatre system. I couldn't really EXPERIENCE the theatre cause it was late and I didn't wanna wake up the grumpy parents and brother.

Okay. Did minimal studying for SS, but fact remains I still did study for it. I should be prepped for monday's papers, god help me for the rest.

I still feel the warm fuzziness from the movie. Spongebob is never extinct to me.

I think my prelim results will suck ass. But... why is it that when I study at the last moment, it always works? Maybe it's the pressure that spurs me on to focus and concentrate.

Howell. I will not take that chance this time around. Even for prelims. Weee!

Dog is barking non-stop. Her bark is so unique, well at least I always thought so. It isn't a high pitch yap of a toy dog, neither is it low like a typical retriever. It's.... feminine. Haha.

I took Dog on a new route for a walk once, and a lady I came across said, "Wah, no need to check, can tell this dog's female! She's BEOOOTIFOOL!"

Did I blog about this before? Ok doesn't matter, I love Dog. She's so pretty, silly, barks funny, and very very very loyal.

She WAITS for me to come back from school, can you believe it? She lies in the porch with her stuffed Eeyore, either sleeping or gazing at the field. When I arrive, she jumps and sticks her head through the gate. Of which I took pictures of a few entries ago.

I'm going to study tomorrow with skinny manpreet and carlost. Dunno whether manpreet is going, but I won't do SS if I can't really concentrate. I'll do e math instead, though I usually never practise e math cause it can be real chicken feet sometimes. Compared to A math, that is.

I mean, how in the hell do you fail e math?

They purposely give you chicken feet questions to PASS, the rest is whether you've studied or not.

I watched the Lion King 3 on disney just now, and it's so funny aiyoh. Haha.

Did you know, that neptune's daughter in the spongebob movie was played by the oh-so-hot scarlett johansson? She's officially COOL! All the more I love her.

It be getting late, and I be going now.

my mom's ringtone sounds like birds and tweets and happy tree fun things.

Okay. What's weaker?

Cruel Intentions 3's storyline?

Or the intellect of Britney Spears ("oh, i want a c-section instead of giving birth normally cause it HURTSss boohoo")?

You decide.

Hmmm.

If my mom ever said I love you to a maid, it would come out as:

"Saya cinta LU, goblok, bahlul, ibu kau macam tahi babi, saya harap anak kamu jadi cacat!"

Yep.

Turn on your speakers, there's no more music playing in the background.

Ok. This is way overdue. I'm deleting all the useless people that added me for nothing on friendster.

EH HOW TO DELETE? Where's the bloody delete button argh.

Vhatever lah. I'll do it later.

I don't like coldplay's fix you video. Ok not all of it lah, but the whole lightbulb swinging thing? Hmm, I'm just waiiitting for coldplay.com to send me new tour dates. I really really really really hope they're coming to singapore man.

I will go, fo' shor.

Hahaha ash is asking me to play moo moo land a second time. Haha I CANNOT believe the 3 of us used to listen to this nonsense. I remember we were huge fans of moo moo land, michael jackson, scat man (hahahaha), errrmmm... and other funny retro disco songs my dad used to play on cassette tapes in the car.

Now i'm downloading scat man for ash.

Hehehe. He's in such a happy mood. So i'm happy too.

And I WILL study SS today, and I WILL change the bulb for my lava lamp ASAP.

I see a little silhouetto.

Today was unproductive as usual. But I did satisfy my craving for subway! Woohoo! But the bastards didn't give me subclub stamps.

Bio was fun, at least the last hour was. The 40 of us shared TEN, I repeat, TEN (regular-sized) pizzas. I ate four whole slices, and I have no idea how I managed to struggle through a tuna sub at changi airport.

Surin took my cookie! I didn't have a chance to even take a bite. You cookie thief you. I may owe you money but you owe me my cookie.

BLARGH. I could sure use a cookie right now.

The atmosphere at the airport is sooo... cosy and lethargic. You could sleep there. I took out my physics TYS and at that very moment the tired-ness set in. I think its just pure laziness.

But the cafes there are nice and quiet lah. I think I shall rot there in my free time after the o's.

Ok enough about after the o's. As sick as you are reading about it, I'm sick of blogging about it.

Ma bought this abercrombie jacket from the FOS at JB, and it is SO NICE.

But very thick. I told her to give me a cold country to wear it to, hint hint ENGRAND. She just kept quiet.

My jacket is off limits to a miss aresha gopala krishnan until she can find or get a similar jacket to the one that she uhh... didn't lose.

And don't say I use your clothes and blablabla ah! At least I take care of them, put them for wash and don't just chuck them on the floor and whathaveyou. You can use my other clothes though, depends. You're on PROBATION.

And I invented a new word today. I wanted to call surin a goof, and a geek at the same time and it came out as....

GEEF!

I wore my new shoes to school today. It kept pinching at my toes, and it HURT. Aiya all these pre-seasoned shoe naansense makes me wanna go back to my good ol' slippers.

BUT, sneakers are fun to wear. So. I must alternate.

Ok so. Bye.

the silly little things...

jason says: george cloony sent me an email!!

=D says: riiigghht

=D says: cloony your head lah, your friend named george cloony is it

=D: loony

jason says: haha, george clooney sent me an email!!!!

jason says: i got a few emails from brad pitt too.

It's amazing how a stupid conversation like that can lighten your mood so very much.

AND, I officially LURVE digital cable. E entertainment is to die for. All the celeb gossip a girl dreams about is all in one wonderful channel. And ANIMAX! It has limited shows and they don't show much of the older anime but i'll live. So long as I can abstain from anime, celeb gossip, movies on BOTH HBO and star movies (I have both now WEE!) until after my o's.

Some of the classmates went to SP today if i'm not wrong. How leceh. I think I know the whole maritime building + canteen number blah blah (the one with the macdonalds) and the memorable ship simulator like the back of my hand.

Pa did once quote a chinese girl from another department. She said that the indian expats from the maritime course are gorgeous beyond singaporean proportions BUT dress like fucking banglas (tucked in T SHIRTS, not SHIRTS mind you, high waistlines, bellbottoms) and speak with terrible, terriful accents.

Why is someone calling my dad at this time, I have no idea.

Ma ate a whole tupperware full of those sesame seed cracker things stuck together with some sticky syrup thing (i think it's honey, i forgot LAH) of which she JUST BOUGHT from JB today. She then asked me to get her a glass of water and I told her to get it herself so she can work off the amount she just might put on courtesy of the hell-spawned addictive cracker things.

So now she's giving me the cold shoulder. Oh joy.

I met surin yesterday at bugis cause I was going there to buy sneakers. Yay! Finally a new colour. Gorgeous brown I tells you. Okay, you may be thinking that i'm brown and brown sneakers don't go with brown people cause if they wear brown sneakers they'll look barefooted.

But it's not that bad lah. Or so I think. I love the colour nonetheless.

Bio class tomorrow! I think it won't be too bad. After that I MUST go somewhere to study if not i'll end up vegitating on the sofa watching E entertainment the whole day.

I am my own person.

Please, pretty pretty please stop referring to me as THE GIRLFRIEND.

It's annoying, it's as if I never were friends with anybody beforehand in the first place.

I thought the whole referrence in 2nd person thing was over as time went by. I guess I was wrong.

I won't be friendless if I wasn't with surin, and I didn't gain new friends by being his girlfriend.

So stop, ok?

desiree is so hot.

Villa Wellness's first episode encore was on just now. It's not too bad lah. But I cannot stand anju. My god she deserves a good kick in the ass.

Pirates of the Caribbean was on Star Movies just now. I WAS going to watch it but Ash just had to act up for absolutely nothing so I missed practically the whole thing cause ma wanted to watch the CNA krakatoa documentary.

It was kinda interesting. I mean, 40m high waves? GOD. And the only reason why the catastrophe was given coverage in the west was cause 27 ang mohs died. Bloody ang mohs.

Converse is having a sale. Sneakers are going for $30. I was planning to buy a second pair. Maybe red or blue. Or beige. So maybe i'll go tomorrow or something.

Polytechnic seems so appealing right now after mr zaldy spoke to me. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps I'll end up eating my words about poly after I get my results. I've been jumping the gun and telling everyone of my VJC dreams, but I never actually meant it.

No aresha, in that case I wasn't being cocky. People asked which jc I wanted to go to. So I said VJC. Big dreams, big big big dreams. Like how I dreamt of Daniel Radcliffe and how he carried me off will never happen, so will VJC.

Unless I get straight A1s, but let's not get cocky.

You'd be surprised to know that I put myself down more than you think now. When I talk to my primary school counterparts, in TKGS and SAC, I feel ditzy and inferior. And in spite of that, I still bash myself mentally thinking of how stupid I really am.

Am I doing anything to rectify that?

......

No.

I'm going through probably the most disastrous mental block ever. If I don't pull through this, I'll end up regretting it for the rest of my life.

This just sucks.

Aiyah, I have to stop blogging about the outcome of the o's. Cause it's not for another half a year.

Physics and a math class tomorrow. I really don't understand relative velocities. If I can scrape through a B3 for my a math, I will scream as loudly as I did for getting a C6 in my malay.

School tomorrow, deedly doo.

be. very. jealous.

Never ever has Daniel Radcliffe EVAR appealed to me in any way... BUT.

I had the dreaaaaaaaamiest dream about him. Oh my god. It was so vunderful. Walao I cannot tahan he was so cute I swear.

It wasn't a dirty dream lah, nothing particularly *ahem* at all. Must I disclose the nitty gritty?

Okay I tell you k.

It was thanksgiving I think. And for some reason I was his best friend coming over to help him sieve.... kidney beans. How in the hell do you sieve kidney beans is beyond me but he told me they was at least a decade old and had fermented and his parents weren't bothered or something like that. So there I was in his very medievil stone kitchen.. sieving beans.

NO THAT'S NOT THE END.

Then miss emma twatson (aka hermione) comes along with some other guy and says some nasty things to Daniel. He started sulking and ran off to some balcony. Being the best friend (cough) I went and comforted him and blahblahblah. Then I asked him my trademark question.

"Do you need a hug?"

Haha I cannot believe I asked him that but I did. AND I HUGGED HIM! Woohoo! Oh joy oh happiness. And it doesn't end there. Then he just CARRIED me (a la romantic comedy) and walked off somewhere and I WOKE UP.

FUCK IT!

Haha. Come on, doesn't every girl wish to be carried off somewhere by a green-eyed pretty boy whilst smiling from ear to ear and everything else that was on her mind beforehand just disappears in a split second and the world becomes a happy, beautiful place?

I know this isn't very nice to surin but hey, it was just a dream yknow. And I am of course.... a girl after all. =D

FUCK!

SECOND TIME ALREADY! I SWEAR BLOGGER SUCKS motherfucking HELL one more time my entry disappears I will fucking spit on my monitor stupid pissshit of a DIARY HOST i hope its lousy MANAGEMENT fucking BURNS IN GODDAMN HELL you stupid asswipes i hope you get run over by cars and children come poke at you with sticks and laugh at you while dogs come and piss on your lazyass faces!

ARGGGGH i feel like ripping all my hair out damn the stupid teen angst and all the blasted hormones i wish i'd NEVER get this worked up about ANYTHING ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh FUCK BLOGGER!

blogger sucks you suck the world sucks my browser sucks studying sucks sec 4 sucks o levels suck cambridge sucks singapore sucks AND NOW DOG IS INFESTED WITH TICKS!!!!!

TICKS SUCK! ticks and fleas and FUCK! I will continue DROWNING you MOTHERFUCKERS in tick shampoo so you will feel the maximum amount of PAIN you wretched little parasitic blood suckers of DOOM!

GOOD FUCKING NIGHT!

The gallery is back in business baby! I made a new account just so I could put up the new pictures for you guys.

I'm not gonna justify why I have so many albums and why I like to take pictures of everything.

Just... like that lah.

I'm not gonna say anything about be yourself day, apart from the fact that I like my blue FCUK t-shirt, that I met Budi again in like 3 years, caught up with maybelle over the phone and had a blast at yi gang's house.

The pictures say enough. Besides, i'm effin' SHAGGED.

Although, I do wanna say sorry to marr, ben and surin cause me, maya, zah, and maybe a bit of yi gang kinda went overboard with the hyperactivity. Maybe it was the lack of catching up. Haha me and maya gotta catch up soon leh, if not we might just do that again. Haha.

Tomorrow is a schooool holiday. Yay. So I can watch nip/tuck while eating chocolate chip cookies and milk and maybe a little more cable then sleeeeeppp till I have dreams in my dreams.

Ash's bubble song.

B is for bubble (sung according to 3 blind mice, more commonly known to singaporeans with deprived childhoods as the WE LOVE GROW advertisement song).

B is for bubble, B is for bubble.
Bubble bubble bubble, bubble bubble bubble.
B is for bubble-nana nana, nana nananana nana,
Tatatatatata tata,
Bubble, bubble, bubble.

Hahahahahahahahahhadfhdafkjshdksjghsa you wouldn't believe how much I laughed at that. Nobody did anything to make him sing that. He just burst out in song while watching tv ALONE downstairs. I was up here using the com, and he sang his crazy parody 5 minutes ago.

I think i'll live on the chicken chop stall's preservative-chocked mashed potatoes (taters!). It tastes like cheese, and we all know that anything that tastes like cheese is gooood.

Cause everyone loves cheese! No?

Aiyahhh I know it's unhealthy. But it's all about moderation. Gobble your food, there you go, you gain weight. I dunno whether that's true lah but i'm a naturally SLOW eater. I eat as fast as a... slow-eating person.

Seriously. I take the same amount of time to eat one pathetic cup of mashed potatoes as a person eating a HEAPED plate of fried rice. Maybe i'm living proof that ITS WORKS!

Besides, I live to eat, not the other way around. If I don't eat slow then I can't enjoy my food. If I eat at the same pace a normal person would, i'll get a stomachache on top of it.

Yay! Missy agreed to run around SAC tomorrow to ask ex 6AL people if they wanna meet up again on wednesday! Yay yay yay.

Yay. I hope miss yeo yin cheng can come if there are plans. =D

Celine says:
the closer you are. the more you can tell her how you really feel.


-sadistically neurotic- says:
it's like
-sadistically neurotic- says:
we bring it up immediately la
-sadistically neurotic- says:
we don't wait


the / stubborn.pimple. -cougghs. [i hope that 5 years down the road when you hear my name, your heart will give a little smile.] says:
they tell me what i need t hear. even if it isnt good.
the / stubborn.pimple. -cougghs. [i hope that 5 years down the road when you hear my name, your heart will give a little smile.] says:
like how i tell them whatever they need t hear, not necessarily what they want to.


I never said I was the perfect friend. Neither are you. Can't we just accept each other that way?

HELLO!

I've got so many things stressing me out right now. I HAVE to study today, no doubt about it. But before that I gotta go to the angry dentist cause one of my brackets hasn't stuck properly. I managed to shove it in but I better dislodge it again before I see him if not he'll go all GARR ANGRY again on me.

I wonder where good old friendship has gone. The kind where you love your friends for the people they are, regardless of their flaws. Yet people in secondary school still have that juvenile mindset that all friends come perfect, flawless, and PRETENTIOUS.

I don't know where the concept of having an open, honest friendship has gone. So... what everyone's telling me now is to patronise everyone else? Just so I can make them happy for the sake of making them happy and getting them out of my face?

So they can hear what they want to hear? Rather than hear opinions of others?

If they aren't used to it now, boy are they in for a big surprise. The world isn't gonna cosy up to them later on after the o's. The world isn't gonna tell them what they wanna hear. The world isn't gonna patronise them. If they continue to think that the world would do such ridiculous things then.... they're not gonna survive for long.

If they want me to be pretentious, please them 24/7 and expect me to conform to their whims and fancies then so be it.

Jeezus. Where did all the open-minded, happy fun-loving people go?

Sigh.

Wow. Today was eventful, yet extremely trying.

My head is paainninggg from all the drama. Melodrama. But it's all fine and dandy now, godspeed, prelims!

Grrr. I still can't upload my career seminar pictures. Time to move to a new host! And suck the life out of its bandwith.

Finally went to surin's house again! Haven't gone for 2 weeks. When I arrived he just came out of the shower and the door slammed itself shut. And it was LOCKED.

So his dad came home. And HAMMERED OFF THE KNOB. What in the hell. If I hammered a knob off my door just cause it was locked, my mom AND dad would hammer my head off.

So... tried to sleep. But his air con is still not vurking. Hopefully it'll get fixed... soon.

Surin wore a singlet! OH MAH GAWd. So... funny haha. Then he slicked his hair back and looked like a mafia boss.. in a tank top.

Somehow I knew today was gonna be a bad day. I spilt nestum on my shirt this morning and had no idea till I was halfway to school. And my very first button on my shirt was UNDONE and I had NO IDEA TILL I REACHED SCHOOL. No wonder miss heng looked at me funny.

God....

I dunno if any of you watch weekday afternoon drama serial reruns on channel 5, but I just so happened to catch triple 9 a couple of days ago. The bunch of cops were chasing some bald scary indian guy, and when he knocked out 2 of the 3 of them and was gonna fight the bald cop without guns, he kicked the cop in the midst of a somersault.

I found it oddly familiar, but dismissed it as a coincidence. THEN, the indian guy starts moving around, just like the JAMAICAN DOOD FROM TEKKEN! You know, when the character is not actually fighting, but just mildly hopping or side stepping. The jamaican guy moves from side to side while swaying his arms, and the indian guy was doing the EXACT SAME THING.

I was laughing for a good 5 minutes, I swear. Somehow, the only person whom i'd think would understand what I just said would be.... MAYA MASTURAH! Cause she is faithful to the sony playstation and has good taste in games =D

Not even midnight and i'm tired. Well it's been a shitty day, haven't studied one bit, got a dentist appointment tomorrow. Ahhh fuckit.